whats upp??? how many of yall still fuck with this?

When ur pillows smell like weed because ur a pothead and roll ur blunts every fuxkin where 😭😭😭

I don't wanna have kids or be married until I feel like I've truly enjoyed living life being young and single. I wanna travel places , work with talented people and just really experience life outside of living with my family and growing up around a Somali community. ALSO I wanna make sure I'm financially stable before I start a family due to the simple fact that my mom works sooo much crazy hours just to make sure me and my brothers have everything we need. It's to the point where when she's off she's soo tired and doesn't have time to really hang out with us. I wannabe able to spend A LOT of time with my kids and husband.. Doing activities with them , figuring out what my children are good at so I can cultivate it and make them better. I don't want my kids feeling stressed out like I do to be successful because they've had a single mother busting her ass to make sure they have clothes and food. Moral of this is... I still wanna have time to be a invested mother and Wife.... It seems like a lot of people I know don't realize that they can get better and deserve better. Why are you settling for less ??? Why are u keeping urself in a box ? If you want a mansion with a Benz , work for it !!!!! I just wanna see people I know reach for the stars and it seems like the Honda Civic and a lil 2 bedroom apt with a 9-5 is okay with them (forever). If you got offended by what I say , shut up. I'm not judging anyone , I just want people to know that there's more out there than they are receiving and if they put time and effort into working for their goal they will see progression.

If anyone that's been following me for a hot ass minute they have known my passion for music && how I wanted to be apart of it. I recently got a DJ controller and have been making cool ass mixes and I've been trynna teach myself how to be more advanced with making my own beats. It's been sucha journey bc I rmr at first I was like how the fuck am I gonna do this && I tried so hard getting help from other ppl looking for mentors but everyone was on some bullshit so I've been teaching myself and it's been very progressive so far... I'm very excited to see where this takes me. 💖 so pray for me and I'll pray for you 💖

It's been so long tumblr...