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äșæĄæ ââ .⊠GOJO SATORU âźâź a hopelessly lovesick nerd falls for the school's untouchable mean girl, who relentlessly tests his patienceâuntil one day, the tables turn in the most unexpected way.
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The hallways were a cacophony of chaos, a roaring river of students spilling out of classrooms and congregating around their lockers like flocks of restless birds before migration.Â
The air was thick with the scent of cheap perfume, stale cafeteria food, and the unmistakable hum of adolescent energyâlaughter echoing off the linoleum floors, backpacks thudding against metal doors, and the relentless, mind-numbing yap of teenagers trading gossip like currency.
Somewhere in the middle of this pandemonium stood Gojo Satoru, the resident genius, the boy whose brain worked faster than anyone else's but whose social skills moved at the pace of a sloth wading through molasses.Â
He was fiddling with the combination lock on his locker, a stack of textbooks threatening to topple from his arm, while Geto Suguru leaned against the adjacent locker with the kind of bored, long-suffering patience that only came from years of being best friends with an insufferable nerd.
"Did you finish the physics problem set?" Gojo asked, not looking up from his lock.
"Dude, we have the same class. You know I didn't."
"Says the guy who dreams about differential equations."
Not literally, of course.Â
The universe didn't pause its relentless march forward, the Earth didn't halt its spin, and the students around them continued their mindless chatter.Â
But for Gojo Satoru, the world collapsed into a single point of focus, a singular gravity well from which there was no escape.
You were walking down the hallway with your friends, and you moved like you owned every inch of ground your feet touched. There was a rhythm to your stride, a certain swagger that made the fluorescent lights seem dimmer and the ugly beige lockers fade into irrelevance.Â
Your friends flanked you like a constellation orbiting a star, but everyoneâeveryoneâknew who the sun was in that group.Â
You laughed at something one of them said, tossing your head back, and the sound cut through the noise like a blade through silk.
Gojo's heart didn't just skip a beat. It launched itself against his ribcage like a caged animal desperate for freedom. His palms went clammy. His throat dried up. The combination lock in his hands might as well have been an alien artifact for all the sense it made now.
Oh my god. Oh my god. Will she notice me? Please, please, please look at me. I would sell my soul, I would trade my entire GPA, I would dismantle every theorem I've ever memorized just for a single second of eye contact. Please.
He was staring. He knew he was staring. He couldn't stop staring.
"Dude." Geto's voice sliced through the fog. "You're being a fucking creep."
Gojo blinked, but his gaze didn't waver. He was rooted to the spot, a deer caught in the headlights of his own overwhelming, catastrophic infatuation.
Geto looked at him with an expression of pure, unadulterated cringeâthe kind of secondhand embarrassment that made you want to crawl out of your own skin.Â
He had known Gojo for years.Â
He had seen this man ace every exam, debate teachers into submission, and walk around with the insufferable cockiness of someone who had never known failure.Â
But this? This was a whole new level of pathetic. It was like watching a supercomputer short-circuit because someone showed it a picture of a sunset.
"How can anyone be this pretty?" Gojo murmured, adjusting his glasses with trembling fingers.
"Is this your first time seeing a woman?" Geto deadpanned.
"It's my first time seeing a pretty girl... like how Eros saw his own psyche."
Geto stared at him. Blinked. Then pinched the bridge of his nose like he was fighting off a migraine. "You're pathetic. Like a puppy."
"I know..." Gojo's voice was small, almost wistful.
"Then act like a man and approach her!" Geto hissed, his frustration boiling over. "You're standing here drooling like she's a Michelangelo painting and you've never seen art before."
"What if she gets weirded out?"
"Dude, you're the fucking top one in class. I doubt you'd fail at saying hello."
Gojo took a breath so deep it felt like he was trying to inhale courage from the very air itself. His heart was a war drum, pounding out a rhythm that belonged in a battlefield, not a high school hallway. He watched you close your locker, laughing with your friends, and something in his chest cracked open.
On your end of the hallway, the world was far simpler.Â
You were holding court with your friends, the conversation flowing as easily as the gloss you were applying to your lips. The topic, as always, veered toward menâspecifically, which ones were worth a second glance and which ones deserved to be dragged through the mud.
"Toji? He is hot," one of your friends giggled, fanning herself.
You didn't even look up from your compact mirror. "Ew. He literally smells like shit."
The girls erupted into laughter, the kind of sharp, delighted cackling that came from someone who could land a punchline with surgical precision.Â
You weren't wrongâToji had the rugged, brooding thing going on, the kind of face that belonged on magazine covers. But you had standards, and "smells like a wet dog who got into a fight with a trash can" was not on the list.
"What about Gojo?" another friend asked, wiggling her eyebrows.
Gojo Satoru. The walking calculator. The human encyclopedia.Â
The guy who corrected teachers so often they'd started double-checking their own lesson plans. He was cocky, sure, but there was something almost endearing about the way he wore his intelligence like armor. Almost.
You opened your mouth to deliver your verdictâ
You and your friends froze. The air in the hallway seemed to shift, the noise dimming to a low hum as you registered the deep voice behind you.Â
You slowly capped your lip gloss, placed it in your locker, and turned around with the grace of someone who had absolutely no idea they were about to witness a train wreck.
And there he was. Gojo Satoru, looking at you like you had hung the moon and the stars and every single celestial body in between. His eyesâthose impossible, brilliant blue eyesâwere wide with a mixture of terror and hope that was almost comical.
You straightened up, a sweet, practiced smile sliding onto your face like a mask. "What's up?"
"Umm..." He swallowed. Audibly. "I was just wondering if... you want to join my club?"
Behind you, your friends stifled their laughter with varying degrees of success. You could hear them practically vibrating with amusement, but you kept your eyes locked on Gojo.Â
Out of all the people in this school, he chose *you*? The cheerleader? The girl who spent more time perfecting her ponytail than she did on homework?
"Your club?" you repeated, letting the words hang in the air. "The science club?"
The moment the words left your lips, his entire face transformed. It was like watching a sunriseâslow at first, then all at once. His eyes lit up, bright and earnest, filled with a hope so pure it was almost painful to witness.
"Yes! The science club! Though, mostly it's about astrology, quantum physics, and the theories of space itself! But if you want chemistry, that's totally fine! I'll change it to that theme! Orâor if you want biologyâ"
Silence. The kind of silence that falls when a bomb drops and everyone is waiting for the explosion.
Your friends went quiet. Gojo went quiet. Even the universe seemed to hold its breath.
You tilted your head, a smirk playing at the corner of your lips. "What? Can't take a little bit of change?"
Gojo looked at you like you had just handed him the stars on a silver platter. His eyes were wide, his lips parted, and for a moment, he looked less like the top student in the class and more like a puppy who had just been told he was getting treats for the rest of his life.
"IâI'm just so happy... Y/N... you're serious?" His voice cracked on the last word, and he didn't even care. "You're serious?"
And as you watched his face break into a smile so bright it could rival the sun, you realizedâmaybe, just maybeâthis science club thing was going to be interesting after all.
The clock on your nightstand glowed an accusatory 11:53 p.m., its digits burning through the darkness like a pair of judgmental eyes.Â
You had just finished your nightly ritualâthe meticulous, almost ceremonial process of transforming from the day's version of yourself into something soft, clean, and ready for rest. Your skin was dewy from serums and moisturizers, your hair wrapped in silk, your body smelling of jasmine and vanilla.Â
The world outside your window had long since surrendered to silence, and the only sounds left were the distant hum of the city and the soft rustle of your sheets as you sank into bed like a ship docking after a long voyage.
You grabbed your phone, the screen lighting up and casting a pale glow across your face. It was muscle memory at this pointâthumb swiping, scrolling, double-tapping, mindlessly drifting through the digital ocean of other people's curated lives.Â
You watched a video of a cat knocking over a vase. You scrolled past three engagement announcements, a meme about the heat death of the universe, and someone's brunch that looked suspiciously like last night's leftovers arranged prettily on a plate.Â
Nothing held your attention. Nothing sparked.
Until a thought struck you like a bolt of lightning from a clear blue sky.
Does Gojo have social media?
The question lodged itself in your brain like a splinter, small but insistent, impossible to ignore.Â
You had never considered it beforeâGojo Satoru, the human calculator, the boy who probably dreamed in mathematical formulas and woke up reciting the periodic table.Â
He didn't seem like the type to curate an aesthetic feed or post thirst traps in bathroom lighting. But the curiosity had taken root, and now it was blooming into something you couldn't shake.
You opened Instagram and typed into the search bar with the confidence of someone who had done this a thousand times before.
Nothing. The screen stared back at you, empty and unhelpful. No results found.
You tried again, fingers moving faster now, a flicker of annoyance sparking in your chest.
Again. Nothing. A void. A digital ghost town where you had expected at least something.
You sat up straighter, your brow furrowing.Â
Stalking people online was practically a sport, a skill you had honed through years of practice and idle curiosity.Â
You could find anyone. You had once tracked down an old middle school teacher's secret baking blog just from a blurry photo of a cupcake. You had unearthed your ex's private Twitter account from a single comment on a meme page.Â
You were a bloodhound, a detective, a digital goddess of discovery.
And yet, Gojo Satoru had slipped through your fingers like smoke.
You searched through Geto's followers. Nothing. You combed through the science club's tagged posts. Nothing.
You even tried variationsâ@ gojosatoru_science, satoru_gojo_astro, gojotoruâand each time, the search bar mocked you with its emptiness.Â
It was as if he had simply chosen not to exist in this realm, as if he had ascended to some higher plane of existence where social media was beneath his intellectual prowess.
You sighed, tossing your phone onto the pillow beside you. A mystery. He was a mystery, wrapped in a puzzle, covered in a beige school uniform, and you were determined to crack him open like a safe.
The next morning arrived with a vengeance, the sun blazing through your window like it had a personal vendetta against your sleep schedule.Â
The hallways were alive with the usual chaosâstudents rushing to beat the bell, lockers slamming like gunshots, and the relentless buzz of gossip spreading faster than wildfire. But today felt different. Today, the air had a charge to it, a crackling energy that made your skin tingle.
Today was the day Gojo introduced you to the science club.
You found him waiting near the classroom door, practically vibrating with nervous energy. He was dressed in his usual uniform, but he had tucked in his shirt with unusual care, and his hair looked like he had actually run a comb through itâa rare occurrence.
When he saw you approaching, his face lit up like a supernova, bright and overwhelming and impossible to look away from.
"Y/N!" He practically chirped, his voice cracking on the last syllable. "You came!"
"Did you think I wouldn't?" you asked, raising an eyebrow.
"Iâno! I mean, yes! I meanâ" He took a breath, steadying himself. "I just didn't want to get my hopes up too high."
You followed him into the club room, and the moment you stepped through the door, you felt the weight of four pairs of eyes locking onto you like lasers.Â
The room was a chaotic blend of scientific paraphernaliaâa telescope pointed at the window, a whiteboard covered in half-finished equations, a skeleton in the corner that someone had dressed in a lab coat and named "Gregory."Â
It smelled like old paper, marker ink, and the faint metallic tang of curiosity.
"Everyone," Gojo announced, his voice swelling with pride, "this is Y/N!"
He gestured to the group with the enthusiasm of a game show host revealing a grand prize. "This is Nanami, Shoko, Haibara, and Megumi!"
Nanami looked like he would rather be anywhere else, his expression a permanent mask of mild exhaustion.Â
Shoko gave you a small, almost knowing smile, like she had already figured out exactly why you were here. Haibara was practically bouncing on his heels, his grin so wide it looked like it might split his face in half.Â
And Megumiâtall, dark-haired, and broodingâlooked at you with the kind of quiet suspicion that suggested he had seen enough of Gojo's shenanigans to be wary.
You noticed Geto was absent, and it didn't surprise you. He didn't seem like the type to indulge in extracurriculars that didn't involve either sleeping or sarcasm.
"Hello," you said, your voice smooth as honey. "It's nice to meet y'all. I've never seen you guys around."
Of course you haven't, Gojo thought, his heart hammering against his ribs. You move in different circles. You're the sun, and they're the distant planets. I'm just trying to orbit close enough to feel your warmth.
"H-hello, Y/N!" Haibara stammered, his face flushing. "Welcome to the club! I hope you enjoy your stay here!"
You smiled at him. A real smile, not the practiced, polished one you wore like armor and Haibara looked like he had just been handed a Nobel Prize.
The rest of the meeting passed in a blur of introductions and explanations.Â
They talked about their current projectâsomething about tracking constellations and mapping light pollutionâand you found yourself surprisingly interested.Â
Or maybe it wasn't the subject matter.Â
Maybe it was the way Gojo's eyes lit up when he talked about the stars, the way his hands moved animatedly as he explained the difference between a nebula and a galaxy, the way he kept glancing at you to make sure you weren't bored.
After the meeting ended and the others began to pack up, Gojo approached you with the hesitant steps of a man walking toward his own execution.
"Y/N?" He fidgeted with the hem of his sleeve. "Do you... do you really like it here? I'm sorry if it seems like I'm forcing you or anything. Well, you know..."
"Interesting," you said, studying your reflection in your mini mirror. "I find it interesting that you invited me to your club. Me, out of all people."
"Ehe, yeah..." He rubbed the back of his neck, his gaze fixed on the floor.
"So why me?" You snapped your compact shut and met his eyes. "I just thought it was random."
You watched him squirm, and you won't lieâit was delicious. Seeing the top student in the entire class reduced to a stammering mess was a sight more satisfying than any victory you had ever claimed on the cheerleading mat.
He took a breath. Then another. And then, so softly you almost missed it, he murmured, "Because... I wanted to get to know you better. And your eyes are so beautiful... like the stars. They need to be studied."
The words hung in the air like a held breath.
You blinked. Of all the things you had expected him to sayâa lame excuse, a deflection, a nervous laughâyou had not expected poetry. You had not expected him to look at you like you were a celestial body worthy of research and reverence.
"Oh my god. Shit. I am so sorry!" He panicked, his hands flying to his face, his cheeks burning a shade of red that would put a tomato to shame. "I did not mean to say that out of nowhere! That wasâI mean, it's true, but I didn't mean to justâ"
It wasn't a polite giggle or a dismissive snort. It was a real, genuine laugh, the kind that bubbled up from somewhere deep in your chest and escaped before you could stop it.Â
No one had ever said anything like that to you.Â
No one had ever looked at you like you were something to be studied, something precious, something worth understanding.
"Really?" you asked, your voice softer than you intended.
He peeked through his fingers, his eyes wide and vulnerable. "Yeah..."
"Anyway," he mumbled, his voice muffled by his hands. "Y/N... I forgot what to say."
He looked pathetically shy, his hands still covering his face, a low whine escaping his throat. He was a mess. A beautiful, awkward, endearing mess.
"What's your social media?" you asked, the question bold and sudden.
He froze. "Um... I'm not really active."
"Well, if you really want me to be your club mate, we should at least have somewhere to talk, right?"
You watched him weigh his options, his brain working overtime behind those blue eyes. Then, with a deep breath, he reached out and took your phone from your hand. His fingers brushed yours, and you felt a sparkâsmall but unmistakable.
He typed his username and handed it back.
You stared at the screen. Then you laughed again, harder this time. The top student in the class, the genius who could solve equations in his sleep, had a username that sounded like a Digimon fusion gone wrong. Of course. Of course he did.
You searched the username, and his profile popped up. A PokĂ©mon profile pictureâMimikyu, the disguised PokĂ©mon, hiding its true face behind a costume. Private account. 3 photos. 147 followers. 11 following.
Your breath caught in your throat. He had followed you the entire time. You had never noticed. You had never even seen his request buried among the thousands of others.Â
But he had been there, lurking in the shadows of your digital life, watching your posts, waiting.
You scrolled through his following list. Science accounts, math accounts, astronomy pages, and Suguru Geto. That was it. No models. No influencers. No other girls.
"I told you," he said, his voice small. "I don't use social media."
"How cute," you said, your voice teasing but warm. "You have Mimikyu as your profile."
"Yeah! It used to be a Digimon profile, actually."
He smiled, awkward and shy, his cheeks still burning.Â
The whole thing was awkward. He was awkward. But that's what made it better.Â
You love boys who get shy under your gaze, who crumble like sandcastles when you look at them too long.
"Well," you said, tucking your phone into your pocket, "I'll see you in class tomorrow. Thank you for today."
He stood there, frozen, his brain short-circuiting, his heart threatening to burst out of his chest. "O-okay! See you, Y/N!"
And as you walked away, you couldn't help the smile that spread across your face. The mystery of Gojo Satoru was far from solved. But you had just found the first key.
The fluorescent lights of your bedroom cast a pale, sterile glow across the ceiling as you lay sprawled across your bed, phone clutched in your hands like a lifeline to the digital world. Across town or perhaps across the same street, the universe had a cruel sense of proximityâGojo Satoru was having a full-blown crisis.
"And then she asked about my social media, and she laughed when I showed her my Instagram username!" His voice was muffled, distorted by the pillow he had buried his face into, but the sheer anguish and the barely concealed giddiness cut through the speaker of his phone loud and clear. "Suguru, I am so fucking embarrassed, please just end me!"
On the other end of the video call, Geto Suguru pinched the bridge of his nose with the kind of weary resignation that came from years of emotional labor. He was lounging in his own room, laptop propped on his knees, watching his best friend dissolve into a puddle of teenage desperation over the queen bee.
"Uh huh," Geto said, his voice flat as a deflated tire. "And did she add you, or did you add her?"
"*SHE ADDED MEEEEEE!*" Gojo wailed, rolling onto his back, clutching his phone to his chest like a love letter.Â
His face was flushed, his eyes wide and wild, and he looked less like a genius and more like a man who had just been struck by lightning and was still buzzing from the voltage.Â
"I am so going to kiss the ground she walks on. I am going to build a shrine to her. I am going toâ"
Not a dramatic, theatrical scream. A real, blood-curdling, windows-rattling shriek that made Geto jolt so hard he nearly dropped his laptop.
"WHAT? DUDE!" Geto shouted, his heart hammering against his ribs. "What the hell is wrong with you?!"
"SHE LIKED MY PICTURE!" Gojo's voice cracked on the last word, soaring into a register that should have been physically impossible for a grown man.Â
"SUGURU. SHE. LIKED. MY. PICTURE. THE ONE WITH THE CAT. THE ONE WHERE I'M HOLDING MR. WHISKERS. SHE LIKED IT. SHE LIKED ALL OF THEM. I CHECKED. I CHECKED THREE TIMES. I'M NOT DREAMING. THIS IS REAL."
Geto stared at the screen, his expression a perfect mask of deadpan exhaustion. "You're down bad, man. Like, historically down bad. They're going to put you in the history books as the most down bad individual of the twenty-first century."
"I don't care!â Gojo rolled onto his stomach, kicking his feet against the mattress like a schoolgirl. "She liked my picture, Suguru! She noticed me! This is the greatest day of my life!"
On your end of the city, the atmosphere was significantly less chaotic and significantly more smug.
You were sprawled across your bed, wrapped in a silk robe that cost more than some people's rent, scrolling through Gojo's Instagram with the detached curiosity of a scientist examining a particularly interesting specimen.Â
His profile was a treasure trove of nerdery three posts, each one more painfully endearing than the last.Â
The first was a photo of him holding a fluffy orange cat, his face pressed against its fur, a dopey grin plastered across his features.Â
The caption read: "Mr. Whiskers sends his regards."Â
The second was an aesthetic shot of his personal library, shelves crammed with books on astrophysics, philosophy, and what looked like a complete collection of One Piece manga tucked discreetly in the corner.Â
The third was a picture of his iPad Pro, covered in physics equations that looked like they had been written in ancient Sumerian.
You liked all three. Not because you were impressedâthough you were, a littleâbut because you wanted to see what he would do.
The response was immediate and overwhelming.
Your phone buzzed. Then buzzed again. Then buzzed so many times in rapid succession that it sounded like a swarm of angry bees had taken up residence in your nightstand.Â
You opened your notifications and found that Gojo had liked every single one of your thirty posts.Â
He had gone back through your entire feedâthe photos from last summer, the mirror selfies, the blurry candid shots from parties you barely rememberedâand left a heart on each and every one.Â
He had even liked your highlight stories, the ones you had posted months ago and forgotten about.
"Good lord," you said, a laugh escaping your lips as you brought your phone up to your ear.Â
You were on a call with your best friend, who had been listening to this saga unfold with the rapt attention of someone watching a particularly juicy drama unfold in real time.Â
"Literally," your best friend said, her voice dripping with amusement. "He's like, so obsessed with you. It's almost sad."
"Who wouldn't be?" you replied, examining your nails with practiced indifference.
"Exactly. So, how will you break his heart?"
You paused, a slow, wicked smile spreading across your face. "Hmm... I don't know. I'll think about it. I want to make him cry so bad."
The next morning arrived with the same chaotic energy as the one before, the hallways buzzing with the usual symphony of slamming lockers, shouted greetings, and the shuffle of a thousand feet moving in a thousand different directions.Â
But today, there was an undercurrent of something elseâa tension, a charge, a sense that the universe was holding its breath in anticipation of something.
You had him wrapped around your finger.Â
You knew it. He knew it.Â
Probably the entire school knew it at this point.Â
Every time you walked past him, you could feel his gaze burning into the back of your skull, and when you turned to look at him, he would snap his head away so fast you could practically hear his neck crack. But when you held his gaze, held it long enough for him to realize he had been caught, he would melt.Â
It was pathetic. It was beautiful. And you wanted more.
Today, you had a plan. And God, you wanted to taste him.
You spotted him near the lockers, fumbling with his combination lock like he had forgotten how numbers worked. Geto was beside him, looking vaguely annoyed, but you paid him no mind.Â
You adjusted the strap of your designer bagâa gift from your parents for your last birthday, the leather soft and supple against your shoulderâand began to walk.
You moved like you owned the campus. Your heels clicked against the linoleum floor with the rhythm of a drumbeat, your hips swaying with the kind of confidence that made heads turn and conversations stutter. Your friends flanked you, but they knew better than to speak.Â
You stopped directly in front of Gojo, close enough that he could probably smell your perfumeâsomething floral and expensive, a scent that would linger in his memory for days.
He looked up. His eyes went wide. His mouth opened, then closed, then opened again.Â
"Wanna come over to my place?" you asked, your voice smooth as silk. "You see... I want you to tutor me in science. Tell me all you know about the equations I saw on your Instagram post."
You hadn't even finished your sentence, and he was already a mess. His cheeks flushed a deep, burning crimson, spreading from his face down to his neck. His hands trembled slightly as he clutched his textbooks to his chest like a shield.
"M-my Instagram post, huh..." He swallowed, his Adam's apple bobbing visibly. "Of course, Y/N! Umm... let me know your address. But... what made you so interested?"
You leaned in, just a fraction of an inch, close enough to make his breath hitch. "You. You piqued my interest."
"Me?!" His voice cracked, soaring into a register that would have been embarrassing if it wasn't so endearing.
"I want to spend time with you, Gojo."
You watched the words hit him like a physical blow. His eyes widened, his lips parted, and for a moment, he looked like a man who had just been handed the keys to the universe.
"Of course, Y/N. Always. Anything for you."
You gave him a smileâsweet, innocent, devastatingâand walked away, your friends falling into step beside you.Â
You could feel his gaze burning into your back, and you knew, with absolute certainty, that he was already gone.
The science classroom was a familiar battleground, a space where the air smelled of dry-erase markers and old paper, where the fluorescent lights hummed their eternal, monotonous song. There were fifteen students in total, scattered across the room in clusters of friendship and convenience.Â
You sat with your friends near the window, the afternoon sun casting long shadows across your desk.
And across the room, directly in your line of sight, sat Gojo Satoru.
He was different in class. You had noticed it before, but today, you were paying attention.Â
When he was in academic mode, something shifted in himâa confidence, a sharpness, a predatory intelligence that made him look almost dangerous. He sat with his back straight, his pen moving across the page with fluid precision, his eyes scanning the textbook with the focus of a hawk tracking its prey.
It was a total transformation from the stammering, blushing mess you had spoken to in the hallway. And you had to admitâit was attractive.Â
Smart, pathetic guys who could switch between vulnerability and dominance on a dime? They turned you on more than you cared to admit.
"Please bring your books and prepare them," the science professor said, his voice monotone as he fumbled with the projector.
You sighed, slouching in your seat. You didn't care about this class. You got decent gradesâgood enough to keep your parents off your backâbut the material bored you to tears.Â
You spent most of the period doodling in the margins of your notebook, occasionally glancing up to watch the clock crawl toward freedom.
Until your friend behind you passed a note.
It was a crumpled piece of paper, roughly torn from a spiral notebook, and it landed on your desk with a soft thump.Â
You uncrumpled it and read the message, written in your friend's messy handwriting:
"Lol he is staring at you again."
You smiled, rolling your eyes. You didn't need to look up to know it was true. You could feel his gaze on you, a warm, persistent pressure against the side of your face.Â
You picked up your pen and wrote back:
"I can feel it. He's so pathetic."
You crumpled the paper and turned to pass it back to your friend, your fingers already reaching outâ
And then the paper slipped.
It rolled across the floor, a tiny, crumpled missile of chaos, skittering past desks and under chairs until it came to a stop at the feet of Suguru Geto.
Time slowed. Your heart stopped. Your brain short-circuited.
This was going to be chaotic. This was going to be a disaster. How did that even happen? That was just so dumb.
Geto bent down and picked up the paper, his brow furrowing as he read the message. His eyes flicked up to you, then to Gojo, then back to the paper. A slow, knowing smirk spread across his face.
He knew. Of course he knew.Â
He had been watching this whole train wreck unfold from the front row, and now he had front-row seats to the grand finale.
Instead of throwing the paper away, instead of pretending he hadn't seen it, Geto leaned over and dropped the note onto Gojo's desk.
Your eyes widened. Your friend behind you let out a muffled gasp. And across the room, Geto caught your gaze and gave you a small, almost imperceptible nod.
He was your wingman now. Whether you wanted one or not.
"What is this?" Gojo sighed, picking up the crumpled paper with the exasperation of someone who had been dealing with his best friend's antics since elementary school. "Seriously, Geto? A note? We've done this since elementary. Can't believe you're still immature."
"Immature?" Geto replied, his voice dripping with sarcasm. "Dumbass, that didn't come from me."
"Them." Geto pointed directly at you and your friends.
Gojo's eyes followed the gesture, landing on you. His expression shifted from annoyance to curiosity to something else entirely. He uncrumpled the paper, his eyes scanning the words, and thenâ
"I can feel it. He's so pathetic."
Your stomach dropped. You felt exposed, caught, like a deer in the headlights of your own schemes. You shot your friend a warning lookâyou are dead, you are so deadâbut she just shrugged, a guilty grin on her face.
But then, something unexpected happened.
"Oh my god!" Gojo whisper-yelled, his voice cracking with barely contained excitement. "Suguru, she fucking wrote me a letter! This is... this is too much!"
"Didn't you say it was immatureâ"
"FUCK NO, THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL! SHE IS THINKING ABOUT ME!â He clutched the paper to his chest like a sacred relic, his eyes shining with manic joy. "Do you know how much this means to me? Do you?!"
Geto opened his mouth to respondâ
The professor's voice cut through the air like a guillotine.
Gojo and Geto froze. The entire class turned to look at them, a sea of curious eyes and stifled giggles.
You looked at Gojo, a mean little smile playing at the corners of your lips, and you watched him crumble.
He found it hot. Of course he did.
"Gojo," the professor said, his voice flat and dangerous, "have you been listening to my class?"
Gojo straightened up, and in an instant, the pathetic, blushing mess was gone. In his place was the top student, the academic weapon, the man who had never met a challenge he couldn't conquer.
"Of course I have been," he replied, his voice smooth and confident.
"Oh?" The professor's eyebrow arched. "Then explain the quantum physics problem. Noâactually, give me real-life examples or Iâm putting you in detention.â
Gojo's eyes flickered toward you.Â
For a split second, the intense, academic focus in his gaze softened into something much more dangerous, much more private. He loved a challenge, and all the professors knew exactly which buttons to press to make him perform.
He leaned back, a slow, confident smirk spreading across his faceânot the cocky grin meant to mock you, but a grin of pure, intellectual dominance.
"Real-life examples? Fine."Â
His voice dropped into a smooth, captivating tone that made the rest of the class go silent. He wasn't looking at the teacher. He was looking directly at you.Â
Your breath caught in your throat.
"Think about her presence in a room," he continued, his gaze intense and unblinking. "Before she enters, the 'state' of the classroom is just a collection of random, uncoordinated energiesâÂ
âBut the moment she walks in? The moment the 'observer' enters the system? everything changes. Her presence forces a collapse of the social wavefunction. Suddenly, everyone's attention shifts. The probability of people being distracted or focused on their own thoughts drops to near zero, because her existence dictates a new reality for everyone around her. She is the variable that changes the entire equation just by being there."
He paused, a glint of mischief dancing in his vibrant blue eyes. He leaned his chin on his hand, his gaze never leaving yours, his expression softening into something so intensely personal it felt like he was daring you to look away.
"Without her, the system is just... chaos. With her, there's a definite, undeniable focus. She doesn't just exist within the system... she is the system. Just like a particle's position is determined by where we look, the entire mood of this room is determined by where she is.â
âIf she's happy, the energy is high; if she's quiet, the whole atmosphere settles. She's the ultimate constant in a world of variables."
He finished his explanation with a casual shrug, as if he hadn't just used a complex scientific concept to flirt with you in front of the entire class.
The arrogant Gojo returned to the surface, but his eyes remained anchored to yours, searching for your reaction.
He was practically vibrating with the thrill of the challenge.
He leaned forward just a fraction more, his voice dropping to that low, private register that felt like a secret shared between just the two of you.
"Did that answer your question, Sensei? Or do you need me to explain the physics of how Y/N's blush is currently increasing the thermal energy of this entire row?"
The class erupted into chaos.Â
Someone else let out a low, impressed oooh.Â
Your friends were staring at you with wide eyes and open mouths, and you could feel the heat creeping up your neck, staining your cheeks a shade of crimson you had never experienced before.
You had wanted to make him squirm. You had wanted to see him nervous, pathetic, wrapped around your finger.
But somewhere between the quantum physics and the poetry, the tables had turned.
And for the first time in a long time, you had no idea what to say.
The fluorescent light of your bedroom flickered or maybe that was just the frantic staccato of your own heartbeat distorting your perception of reality as you paced back and forth across the plush carpet, your phone pressed so hard against your ear that you could feel the warmth of the speaker bleeding into your skin like a brand.Â
Your voice was a tempest, a hurricane of indignation and confusion and something else, something you refused to name, as you ranted into the void of your best friend's patient silence.
"What the hell is wrong with him?! He... he was so fucking insane!" you hissed, your free hand gesticulating wildly as if the air itself had wronged you.Â
You were walking around your room like a caged animal, your bare feet wearing a path into the carpet, and this was monumental. This was historic because this was the first time in your entire carefully curated existence that you had ever complained about a man.Â
Not a grade, not a rival, not a social slight. A man.Â
Your best friend, sharp as a tack and twice as perceptive, caught the anomaly immediately.
"Y/N, be honest with me," she said, her voice dropping into that tone of voice that meant she was about to say something that would make your skin crawl.
"Girl, don't even start."
"OMG SHUSH! I DON'T!" The words exploded out of you like shrapnel, defensive and sharp and so obviously, pathetically false that even you could hear the lie ringing in your own ears.
"Y/N, I'm gonna hold your hand when I say this..."
"Ugh! Whatever." You sighed, a sound so heavy it could have sunk a ship, and hung up the phone before she could deliver the final, killing blow.
The silence that followed was deafening, broken only by the ticking of the clock on your nightstand. You glanced at it, and your stomach dropped into the soles of your feet.
Tonight was the night Gojo Satoru would come over to your house.Â
You had sent him your address a few hours ago, your fingers trembling so badly you had to type the message three times before you got it right. And now, the clock was counting down with the merciless precision of a guillotine blade.
You launched yourself at the mirror like a woman possessed, your hands flying to your face as you inspected every inch of your skin with the obsessive scrutiny of a jeweler examining a diamond.Â
A spot here. A blemish there.Â
You had already done your makeupâa flawless, dewy masterpiece that had taken you an hour to perfectâand you had sprayed enough expensive perfume to choke a horse. But none of that mattered if there was a single imperfection, a single crack in the armor of your carefully constructed facade.
And then there was the dress.
You had chosen a lace dress, black and delicate, the fabric clinging to your curves like a whispered secret. It was a weapon, pure and simple, a piece of armor designed to destroy him.Â
You wanted to make him pay for making you feel this way, for making your heart race and your palms sweat and your thoughts spiral into chaos.Â
The queen bee could never, would never, accept defeat from a pathetic nerd. Not now. Not ever.
The doorbell rang, and the sound cut through the air like a starting pistol.
You opened the door, and there he was.
Gojo Satoru stood on your doorstep like a vision from a fever dream, dressed in a gray hoodie that looked impossibly soft and black sweatpants that hung low on his hips. His glasses were perched on his nose, slightly askew, and he carried a tumbler in one hand and a backpack that looked heavy with booksâand maybe clothes, just in case.Â
His hair was slightly tousled, as if he had run his fingers through it a hundred times on the way over, and his eyes, those impossible blue eyes, were fixed on you with an intensity that made your breath catch.
He looked at you. Up and down. His gaze traveled the length of your body like a slow, deliberate caress, and you watched as a flush crept up his neck, spreading across his cheeks like wildfire.
"You... you're so hotâPRETTY!" he stammered, his voice cracking on the last word.
You smiled, a slow, predatory curl of your lips. You had gotten the reaction you wanted.
"Come in," you said, stepping aside to let him pass.
He walked into your house, his eyes widening as he took in the sweeping ceilings, the modern furniture, the art on the walls. Your home screamed nepo baby, and you could see him processing the sheer scale of it, the way the space seemed to breathe with quiet, expensive elegance.
"Thank you, Y/N," he said softly, his voice almost reverent.
He slipped off his shoes and placed them neatly on the rack, then stepped further inside, his eyes drinking in every detail.Â
Your parents were in their room, blissfully unaware or willfully ignoring the fact that you had brought a man into the house.Â
Your little brother, the twelve-year-old menace, was somewhere in the depths of the house, and you knew he would snitch the moment he caught wind of anything interesting.
You guided Gojo to your room, and he stepped inside, his breath catching audibly. The room smelled like Victoria's Secret vanilla, warm and sweet, and the decor was a symphony of white and gold. But it was the ceiling that caught his attentionâa constellation of glow-in-the-dark stars, painstakingly arranged to mimic the night sky.
"Your room is so cozy," he said, his voice soft as he placed his bags on the couch in the corner.
"Mhm," you hummed, walking over to your bed and sitting down on the edge.Â
You looked up at him, your eyes wide and innocent, your lips slightly parted, giving him those puppy eyes that you knew drove him absolutely insane. You were doing this on purpose, and you knew it.Â
"So... where do we start?"
His breathing hitched. He knows exactly what youâre doing and heâs had enough of it.
"You're doing this on purpose," he said, his voice low and rough, "and you do know that I can't control myself when it comes to you... right?"
"I do know that," you replied, your voice a silken whisper.
"Then why are you testing me, Y/N?"
"What do you mean?" You tilted your head, batting your eyelashes with practiced innocence.
"You know what I mean," he said, stepping closer, his voice dropping into a register that made your skin prickle with goosebumps. "These little moments of attention you give me... the smiles, the eye contact, the way you look at me like I'm the only person in the room..."
"Y/N," he said, his voice a low, dangerous murmur, "obsessed is a fucking understatement." He looked down at you, his gaze burning with intensity, and then he crouched down to your level, his glasses sliding down his nose just a fraction. "I'm practically a goddamn disciple at the Church of Y/N."
You had no idea where he had found this confidence, this courage.Â
It was like a switch had flipped inside him, the same transformation you had witnessed in the science classroom, but this time it was directed entirely at you.Â
This time, there was no audience, no professor, no escape.
"So please," he continued, his voice softening into something raw and vulnerable, "if you want the truth... I want you. I've shown you this. I've given you signs."
He looked like a kicked puppy, his eyes wide and pleading, begging to be let into your circle of thoughts, to be allowed closer, to be yours.Â
He wanted you. He craved you. And the sight of him, so open and desperate and beautiful, shattered something inside you.
Gojo stands frozen for a heartbeat, his mind fracturing under the weight of years of pent up longing.Â
The shock of the contact dissolves instantly as his primal instincts seize control, overriding every rational thought he possesses. When he kisses you back, it is not gentle; it is a desperate, starving collision of lips and tongues.Â
The hunger in his mouth betrays how many lonely nights he has spent alone in the dark, his hand gripping the sheets as he masturbates to the memory of your face.Â
His body betrays him completely, his cock throbbing with a violent intensity that makes his entire frame tremble.
You respond with an unexpected boldness, your arms winding around his neck like silk restraints. You take charge of the kiss, tilting your head to deepen the contact, guiding his wandering tongue with a dominance that sends fresh electricity through his veins.Â
You can sense the raw, unrefined energy rolling off him the frantic pulse of a man who has never known this kind of surrender. The knowledge that he is untouched only fuels your desire, turning the moment into something sacred yet filthy.
The mattress dips beneath your combined weight as Gojo guides you down, his movements clumsy but charged with desperate need.Â
He presses himself against you through the fabric of his sweatpants, grinding his hardening length against your sensitive core. The friction sends sparks dancing behind your eyelids as you feel the slick heat of his pre cum soaking through the cotton.Â
He whimpers your name, a broken, needy sound that vibrates against your lips.Â
"Y/N... fuck..." he gasps, his breath hot and uneven against your skin.
"Is this your first time?" you murmur against his ear, your voice dripping with honeyed provocation.
"Yes... yes it is," he confesses between ragged breaths, his hips bucking involuntarily against you.Â
The admission comes with another whimper as he continues to hump you with increasing desperation.
"Y/N, my dick hurts... I need to... I need you..."
The urgency becomes unbearable, and you reach down to strip away the barrier of his sweatpants. As the fabric falls away, his cock springs free, freed from its confinement.Â
You gasp at the sheer, intimidating scale of him; he is magnificent and terrifying all at once. His cock is an angry, swollen red, slick with glistening beads of pre cum that catch the lamplight. The vein running along the underside pulses visibly, twitching with every heartbeat as it seeks the wet heat of your entrance.
He looks down at you, his chest heaving as he watches your reaction to his size. The cock is thick, imposing, and clearly built to claim you completely.Â
"Please," he pleads, his voice cracking as he hovers over you, the tip of his swollen head brushing against your folds. "Please, Y/N, I can't⊠I need to be inside you."
Gojo hovers over you like a starving predator, his breath coming in short, pathetic pants as the tip of his swollen cock brushes against your soaking wet slit.Â
The sensation of your slick heat meeting his sensitive glans sends a shockwave through his entire nervous system, short circuiting whatever restraint he had left.Â
You reach down, your experienced fingers wrapping around the base of his massive shaft to guide him, feeling the way the throbbing veins jump beneath your touch.Â
"Relax..," you whisper, your voice a sultry command that makes him whimper again.
As you press the head of his cock against your opening, guiding him to find purchase, the mere contact proves to be too much for his uninitiated body.Â
The friction of your swollen clit rubbing against his pre cum slicked underside triggers an immediate, violent reaction.Â
His hips buck forward with desperate force, and before he can even begin to thrust, his cock spasms violently in your grip. A guttural, wrecked noise tears from his throat as he climaxed instantly, his body stiffening like a board. Thick, hot ropes of cum explode from his tip, splattering across your stomach and chest in frantic, uncontrolled bursts as he loses control completely.
The orgasm is overwhelming, a sensory overload that leaves him panting and shaking as the last of his seed spurts out in weaker pulses. His cock remains rock hard despite the release, twitching and leaking precum as it continues to throb against your thighs.Â
The sheer intensity of his first climax has left him completely spent yet still achingly aroused.Â
Seeing him so undone stirs something primal in you. You don't let him recover; instead, you slide one finger inside yourself, bringing the wetness up to coat his cock as you reposition him.Â
"Not yet, Gojo," you murmur, your hips rolling upward to meet him. "We're just getting started."Â
You grab his hips, pulling his thick, throbbing length toward your entrance. The sight of his dick so large, so wet, and so desperate makes your own cunt ache with a need to be filled.
You slowly climbed on top of him, the tip of his cock stretching your entrance open.Â
You gasp at the fullness, the way his girth threatens to split you apart as you take him in inch by inch. He whimpers again, his hands gripping your ass hard enough to leave bruises as he watches you impale yourself on his massive cock.Â
The feeling of him filling you to the brim is intoxicating; you can feel every ridge, every pulsing vein of his cock sliding against your internal walls.
"You're so big..." you moan, your head tilting back as you work to accommodate his impressive length.Â
Gojo's overstimulated dick slides deeper, the swollen head stretching your sensitive walls to their absolute limit.Â
He watches your face with undisguised worship, his hips beginning to twitch upward involuntarily as you establish a rhythm. "Youâre so tight... you're squeezing me so hard..."Â
His dick pulses inside you, each heartbeat sending fresh waves of pleasure through both of your bodies as you begin to fuck him in earnest.
The rhythm establishes itself as something primal and hypnotic.Â
You begin to grind your hips in slow, torturous circles, forcing his thick, swollen shaft to scrape against every sensitive ridge inside your cunt.Â
Gojo is completely undone by the sensation; his hands slide from your ass to your breasts, squeezing them desperately as he watches you ride him.Â
His dick feels like a living thing inside you, a pulsing pillar of heat that stretches your walls to their breaking point. Every time you sink down fully, bottoming out against his pelvis, he lets out a broken, needy keen.Â
"Fuck, Y/N... I can feel everything... you're so hotâŠ" he rasps, his cock twitching violently as it grinds against your G spot.
The friction builds to an unbearable crescendo. Gojo's hips begin to move independently of his will, bucking upward in a frantic, desperate attempt to get closer to your core.Â
He can't help himself; the sensation of being buried inside your slick, milking cunt is more addictive than any drug he has ever known.Â
His dick is throbbing with a life of its own, the veins standing out in stark relief as they pump blood through his engorged length.Â
"I'm gonnaâŠI can't Y/N!" his body convulsing as he hits his second climax.Â
He thrusts upward one final time, burying himself to the hilt as his cock spasms in a torrent of hot cum that fills you to overflowing.
After several minutes of panting, Gojo doesn't pull away.Â
His dick remains embarrassingly hard, a testament to how thoroughly you have wrecked his composure.Â
âMore⊠Gojo, more!â
It is still angry, still twitching, and still leaking precum that mixes with the cum already coating your thighs.Â
His eyes grow darker, more predatory, as he stares at your flushed face.Â
"I need more," he whispers, his voice dropping to a gravelly register that sends shivers down your spine. "I've been thinking about this... about you... in every way possible." The raw hunger in his gaze tells you exactly what he wants.
Without warning, he grabs your hips and flips you over onto your hands and knees.Â
The sudden shift sends a rush of blood to your head as you find yourself posed in doggy style, your ass arched invitingly toward him.Â
You can hear his breathing become ragged behind you, the sound of his arousal unmistakable.Â
"Your ass..." he groans, his hands roaming over your curves with possessive force. "I've imagined fucking you from behind for months. I need to feel you gripping me like this."Â
The thought of his massive cock penetrating you from behind makes your cunt clench in anticipation.
Gojo positions himself behind you, his cock hovering just inches from your pussy. He presses the swollen head against your entrance, smearing your own wetness across his cock as he prepares to claim you again.Â
The sight of his thick, red shaft poised to impale you from behind makes your stomach flip with excitement. "Please, Y/N, let me in," he begs, though his hands are already gripping your hips with bruising intensity.Â
With one powerful, controlled thrust, he drives himself into you.Â
The sensation of his cock sliding into you from behind is entirely different, deeper, more invasive, and more overwhelming. Your hips jerk forward from the force of his entry as his cock stretches your cunt to its absolute limit, the girth of his shaft filling every available millimeter of space.Â
"Gojo.., please! faster⊠I need you!"
Gojo becomes a fucking animal in this position.Â
His hips move with a savage, unrelenting ferocity as he pounds into you from behind, each thrust driving his cock impossibly deep into your slick folds.Â
The sound of his cock slapping against your ass cheeks fills the room with a wet, rhythmic percussion that mirrors the pounding of your hearts.Â
His hands grip your hips so tightly that your knuckles turn white, his fingers digging into your flesh as he drives himself forward.Â
"Y-You're ruining me," he whimpers, his voice cracking with desperation.Â
His cock feels like it's burning inside you, the swollen veins scraping against your walls as he reaches the precipice of another overwhelming climax.
Just as the familiar tension begins to coil tight in his gut, just as his cock starts to spasm uncontrollably, Gojo suddenly wrenches himself out of you.Â
âWhy did you pull away?â you whine in frustration.
The sudden absence of your heat leaves you gasping, your cunt throbbing and empty.Â
Gojo staggers back slightly, his chest heaving as he fights for control. His cock is terrifyingly engorged to its absolute limit, a dark, angry red, and dripping with a cocktail of precum and cum.Â
"I can't... I can't cum yet, I need toâŠ" he gasps out, his eyes unfocused and glazed with lust. He is visibly trembling, his entire body vibrating with the effort of holding back the flood.
Desperate to ground himself without losing the erection, he moves behind you again.Â
Instead of reinserting himself, he presses the slick, throbbing length of his dick between your ass. The sensation of his hot, wet shaft sliding against your sensitive skin sends electricity through you.Â
He begins to rub his cock along the crease of your ass, using the friction to soothe the frantic pulsing of his cock. "I need to calm down... fuck, Y/N, you're so perfect," he whimpers, his hips rolling in small, controlled motions as he strokes his cock between your cheeks, trying to ride out the wave of impending release.
But Gojo is far too sensitive, his body far too attuned to the intoxicating scent and feel of you.Â
The moment his cock slides through the wetness of your pussy, the friction becomes too much. The delicate contact against your skin triggers something primal.Â
His cock twitches violently against you, the tip pulsing against your entrance as he loses the battle.Â
"I'm cumming!" his voice broke into a high, wrecked whimper. His body stiffens completely, his back arching as he surrenders to the involuntary spasms.
He doesn't just cum; he explodes. The force of his climax is so violent that his cock spasms as if it's trying to escape his body. Thick, hot ropes of cum spray forth in powerful arcs, splattering across your ass and lower back as he squirts uncontrollably.Â
The orgasm is so intense that it seems to drain the very air from his lungs. His dick continues to pump repeatedly, each spurt more desperate than the last as he squirts wave after wave of seed across your skin, his body shaking with the sheer magnitude of the release.
Gojo collapses against your back, his forehead resting between your shoulder blades as he pants for air. His dick remains pressed against you, still leaking and twitching with residual pleasure. The room is silent save for the sound of his ragged breathing and the wet slap of cum dripping off your skin.Â
"Youâre so beautifulâŠ" he manages to choke out, his voice barely a whisper. Even as he pants, you can feel his cock beginning to stir again, the residual arousal refusing to fade. "I'm sorry... I'm so fucking sorry... but I need to be inside you again."
The hours had dissolved into a haze of tangled limbs and shattered composure, and now you lay there, utterly wrecked, your body humming with a residual, electric aftershock that made every breath feel like a revelation.Â
You couldn't even muster the strength to move your legs without them trembling, without your muscles seizing in a final, belated echo of the pleasure that had wracked through you like a storm through a fragile coastline.Â
The question gnawed at you, a splinter of disbelief lodged deep in your psyche, because the way he had touched youâthe way he had mapped every inch of your skin like he had spent a lifetime memorizing its topographyâwas nothing short of supernatural.Â
It was as if he had been born knowing exactly how to unravel you, how to pull pleasure from your bones like a maestro coaxing a symphony from silence.
"I can't believe this is your first time," you breathed, your voice hoarse and raw, still catching on the jagged edges of your own gasping.
He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you flush against his chest, his skin warm and damp against your back. His heartbeat thrummed against your spine, steady and sure, a quiet anchor in the aftermath of your shared tempest.
"You're my first and last," he murmured, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear.
You let out a breathy laugh, the sound swallowed by the darkness.
