the shipwreck in my head

*looks at my selfies* *looks at videos of myself* *looks in the mirror* so what is the truth

sooo hopefully wala akong kablock na may alam netong blog ko lol Idk if nakwento ko na here na naging kablock ko last yr yung dati kong crush from kabilang section haha pero eto na nga, so last monday, we went to Mt. Ipus (??) bc may tree planting activity kami. After that, we went to this famous resto ata in Cavite then we ate lunch there. We happened to sit near our blockmates na boys. Tapos i asked kung yung section ba ni raf yung kasabay namin dati nung nag tree planting din kami then they said yes!! haha so eto na, they started teasing me na “uy danica diba ano ᶜʳᵘˢʰ ᵐᵒ ˢᶦ ʳᵃᶠ ᵈᵃᵗᶦ” lmaaaao tapos tinatawag pa nila si raf. Sinasabi nila “uy diba, raf? No? Um-oo ka nalang” HAHA okay tapos shet ayon matatapos na kaming kumain, pinipilit pa rin nila ako na sabihin kong naging crush ko si raf HAHA pero yung kablock ko ata di na nakapagpigil sinabi na HAHAHAHA sinabi ko nalang na “it’s all in the past. nagsisisi na ako HAHA” tapos eto na shems!!!!!! Yung isa naming kablock na guy, sabi “okay lang yan. the feeling WAS mutual” GAGO PAANO KAILAN GAGO SAYANG CHAROT HAHAHAHAHA first year second sem ko ata siya naging crush? haha amp until now shiniship pa rin ako ng tropa ko sa kaniya kahit may girlfriend na siya haha pero ayun haha @universe another case of bad timing hahaha okay bye yun lang kinilig ako ng very very very very slight

“another case of bad timing” uhM SHET HELLO TAMA NA YUNG TIMING MGA SIZ

2019, pls hurt me less this time 

Me, in tears: whatever tho I guess it doesn’t matter haha

i am so sorry for being angry at the people who couldn’t love me in the way that I needed to love myself

I am thankful for the days where I remind myself that my love is not my weakness and my softness does not make me any less strong. 

you will be happy again, you will be more yourself than ever, you will understand your heart better when you heal, you will be whole, you will be okay