vent

i want to talk about **** **** and wanting to be **** but i can’t without feeling guilty for possibly triggering someone and i AHHHHHHHH

everyone will, at some point, shed me from their life like a withered husk. it’s inevitable.

this blog is embarrassing might fuck around and delete some stuff ahaha

literally thought i was preg//nant n took a test n it looked positive so i booked an appointment to get an a bor //tion was ready to pay the $550 and make up som excuse for my mother but just got my period ???? so if there’s a god thank you but also i better not be fucking preg//nant i cannot believe

tfw u relapse and as soon as you put the r****b**** down Accidentally In Love starts playing

found a boy toy but he talks for 75% of the time we’re supposed to be making out and keeps saying he doesn’t want me to think it’s anything more than casual BITCH I JUST WANNA MAKE OUT STOP TALKINGGGGGGG OF COURSE ITS CASUAL

hmm i want to be .. . a priority ..? ? please .?

when you say ‘no thanks’ and face the possibility that they’ll get upset and ignore you or yell at you but instead they say ‘okay’ and hold you and cuddle you and kiss you 🥺

when you relapsed because it’s fun and like seeing the blood

god i hate getting in That™️ mood and then hurting myself and then having people SEE it and ask what happened and then i have to lie like so stinky bro

when you can tell someone is getting bored of you😎