malewleo

-You could always just kiss her again

And to give Will HOPE with the short scene of Mike apologizing and saying, "not friends." The look on his face. "Best friends." And I still didn't give up hope until the very last second.

I feel insane.

I'm actually heartbroken. I would have given everything to have representation of internalized homophobia, best friends to lovers, and all of it leading to a healthy gay relationship. I'm so sick of the heartache and being yanked around on a string when it comes to this. Having Will go through ALL of that just to end up with some random guy? And for Mike to just mourn his girlfriend ? Friend ? For the rest of his life?

What even happened? They gave Will so much hope and crushed it all so he could go end up with some random guy at a bar. Yippee. hooray. My heart is in the depths of hell rn. I needed to hope for something meaningful, as do so many other people in the lgbtq+ community. But we got the FUCKING. EPILOGUE. BOYFRIEND.

This show and these characters meant so much to me. Instead of tears at the end of a decade long journey, I got nothing. I felt nothing for the end of a show I've re watched a million times, crying at the smallest things every time I watched it over. But, now, I feel nothing. Numb and hopeless.