mal irl

i really hate how spotify works. i have made over 500 playlists and cannot stop, because they need to implement a tagging system. you need to be able to tag playlists and search for your tags in order to add songs to them. absolutely 0 of my playlists are actually correct. i cannot put every single genre/emotion/scenario in one title. this is a shitty system and could be so easily corrected.

wondering why i’m not upset and knowing i did what i’d meant to do. whoops

i think something happens to a person when they grow up a gifted kid, and fall off. without ever having any support, a child might learn to motivate themself. they might be inspired by others, inspired by survival, or inspired by the will to prove themself. growing up with praise for what i can do, and watching it all disappear, i don’t have anything. not inherently. not without intense efforts can i motivate myself, or believe in myself. it’s a special purgatory.

actively watching Bones and All and i think it’s kind of shot like shit? filmographer retire.

listen i’m intocictied watching hamilton all the way through for the first time but don’t they have a hundred person cast?? why are jefferson and laffeyette played by the same person? i’m sure there’s a talent who could’ve done one or th e other.

what ever happened to that brain eating amoeba

i luv hogging the left lane

thing about men in black i am noticing: the sounds/voices which should be audible in the background, are becoming audible only after it’s mentioned to our protagonist. i hate this. deeply.

mmmmmm…….. party dick…..

i got my period, i saw a friend passing through the state, i met a hinge match on a whim and took her and his friend on top of a building (god, my ankles hurt from the walk/climb), i showed up to the function, i love whiskey, i love loui, i texted my newest crush, i got the band signatures, i took an hour to get mcdonald’s, i woke up rejuvenated with sharpie on my face.

one thing about me is (two things) i’m not washing my clothes from goodwill and i’m not washing these grapes from the store

IM SORRY FOR ROMANTICIZING YOU I WILL TRY TOS STOP BUT WTF TWTSFATT TWGWGSTAF TWTTWF WT F

IM SORFU COF ATTACHJBG YK YOU BUT YOU HELD ME AND PKAYED SITH MY HAIR ANX YOU LOOKED DO PRDTTY IN TBE SUNRISE BRO WHAT THE HDLL