Hey so I guess I'm trying out Tumblr again because as much as I loathe to admit, it really is the best social media platform for me and my type of nonsense.
But since this is a pinned post, let's just cut straight to the point.
For those who are unfamiliar with me or my work: I'm primarily a NSFW writer who enjoys incorporating complex adult themes into my stories. This means that all of the sex, drugs, violence, etc cannot just be "snipped" from my work as they are directly tied to the narratives that I construct. If you cannot handle that (for whatever reason), I advise that you don't engage with me or my content. All fics are appropriately tagged so please do not come at me with any complaints regarding the content of my stories.
Now if you are a minor, know that I have absolutely no desire to interact with you on a personal level. Of course, I cannot stop you from reading my content and I have no intention of lecturing you like a parent, but PLEASE do us both a favor and just lurk.
For all the adults in the audience, feel free to reach out and give whatever feedback you have. I'm a grown ass person who knows that my work isn't perfect and there's always room for improvement. However, I do not tolerate outright flaming or personal attacks/insults. Any constructive criticism made in good faith is absolutely welcome in my house.
Aaaaand I think that covers pretty much everything. If you have any other questions or concerns, feel free to reach out, but please avoid spamming.
Happy reading!
-Mal
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❓No dumb questions amnesty - can you explain this [line/dialogue/moment from the story]?
🏴☠️ Were there any points in which your characters tried (or succeeded) to commit mutiny against your planned plot? Where did they most want to rebel?
🥇 What scene were you most excited to write? Did it end up being the one you enjoyed writing the most?
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🍆 What scene do you think was the hottest? What scene do you think your readers thought was the hottest? Are they the same?
🔮Have you imagined what happens to [character(s)] in the future? Or does the story only exist to you as a moment in time?
🔎 What detail(s) in the story are you particularly captivated with? Is there any behind the scenes info or backstory?
🧭 What was the key choice or decision you had to make for this story? If you had chosen differently, what would the story have turned into?
📖 Could the story have been a different length? What would you have included/removed?
🫂How would the story have changed if you wrote it for [this pairing] instead?
💭 If you could wish into creation a transformative piece for your story, made by a real human who isn’t you, what would it be? Art, video, sequel, podfic, etc.
📋What was your main goal for the story and/or writing experience? Do you think that you achieved it?
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There's a lot of commentary about the pitt, particularly post-season 2, that claim people are unwilling to discuss or acknowledge the 'uglier' themes of the show. And I’m curious about the lens with which people view these discussion to be making those claims.
To be absolutely clear, I have no issues with the existence of feminist critique, anti-racist critique, or discussions of misogyny around the show. I think those conversations are valuable. More than valuable, really - they're necessary. Media doesn't exist in a vacuum, and neither do audiences. People bring their experiences, identities, and histories with them when they consume any form of media, and it would be absurd to suggest that racism, sexism, misogyny, class, and institutional bias aren't worth talking about.
What I find myself pushing back against is something slightly different. Because, increasingly, it feels like some conversations have stopped asking questions and started assuming answers. And I think that's an important distinction. There's a difference between asking "could misogyny be shaping this dynamic?", and beginning from the premise that misogyny already is the answer, and that disagreement with that conclusion represents an unwillingness to engage seriously with the material. Likewise, there's a difference between saying, "I think season 2 marginalised Samira in ways that I find troubling", and saying, "season 2's fundamental problem is racism and misogyny".
Those aren't the same claim. And I think the latter requires a degree of certainty that I'm not sure the text itself supports. Because one thing I find myself returning to over and over is that many of the ideas which have become central to certain corners of the fandom are, in my view, beautiful interpretations. But they still read like interpretations.
Samira as Robby's younger self. Samira as his true heir. Robby projecting his self-loathing onto her. His inability to articulate his admiration of her. Her craving his approval. Their relationship being simultaneously loving, toxic, and professionally harmful. His impossible expectations of her stemming from his belief in her exceptional potential.
These are all compelling readings, truly. But I don't think they're all canonical truths. Fandom does this all the time. We all do. We find threads; we connect dots; we construct emotional throughlines; we invest in possibilities. That's part of the joy of engaging deeply with fiction. But I think problems emerge when interpretations slowly become treated as facts.
"I think this relationship is central to the show" becomes "This relationship is clearly the emotional core" which becomes "The writers abandoned their own story" which eventually becomes "The writers have revealed their misogyny".
And somewhere in that progression, what began as an interpretation becomes transformed into a moral accusation. I think that's what I've found difficult. Not criticism, not disappointment, not even anger. But the way in which creative disagreements sometimes become reframed as evidence of moral failure.
Because if season 2 failed Samira, that is a perfectly valid opinion (which I share). If someone believes her screentime was insufficient, or that her relationship with Robby lost complexity, or that the show devoted too much energy elsewhere, I think those are entirely legitimate criticisms.
But I don't know that disappointment itself proves misogyny. And I don't know that every uneven relationship or disparity between characters necessarily has the same explanation.
Take Whitaker, for example.
I've seen him increasingly reduced to the "mediocre white man who gets rewarded". And honestly, I find that reading sad. Not because he's beyond criticism - he's not - but because it seems to flatten him into a symbol. His working-class background; his upbringing in rural Nebraska; his homelessness; his theology background; his anxiety; his mistakes; his growth; his deep empathy; his bonds with Robby and Santos; his willingness to meet people where they are; his evolution from terrified MS4 to confident R1. All of that disappears, and he becomes simply an embodiment of structural privilege.
Which, to me, feels oddly ironic, because a great deal of the discourse surrounding Samira rightly pushes back against flattening complex women of colour into symbols. Yet most of the criticism of Whitaker flattens him precisely the same way.
Likewise, Robby becomes 'latent misogyny'.
Dana becomes 'internalised misogyny'.
Gloria becomes 'the profit-obsessed Black woman'.
Al-Hashimi becomes evidence.
Collins becomes evidence.
Louie becomes evidence.
Joyce becomes evidence.
Everyone becomes evidence.
And eventually the characters stop feeling like people and start feeling like exhibits in a larger argument.
I also think some theories have become almost impossible to falsify.
If Robby criticises Samira, that confirms the reading.
If he praises Whitaker, that confirms the reading.
If he trusts Langdon, that confirms the reading.
If he doubts Al-Hashimi, that confirms the reading.
If Samira struggles, that confirms the reading.
If she excels, that confirms the reading.
If she receives little screentime, that confirms the reading.
If she receives more screentime, but isn't validated in the 'right' way, that confirms the reading.
And at some point, I start wondering what evidence would count against the theory. Because if there isn't any, then we're no longer using a framework to understand the text. We're using the text to reinforce the framework. And I'm not sure that's a partiuclarly healthy approach.
Perhaps most of all, though. I wonder whether some of the intensity surrounding season 2 comes from grief. Not grief over what happened in the show. But grief over the loss of the show people thought they were watching. Because I think many viewers fell in love with a version of the pitt where Samira was Robby's successor. Where their relationship was the emotional centre of the series. Where her philosophy of medicine would eventually be vindicated. Where his inability to express affection would slowly give way to recognition. Where he would finally acknowledge that she was extraordinary.
But I'm not convinced that 's the story the writers themselves thought they were telling. And I think season 2 exposed that gap. Not necessarily because the writers betrayed their own themes, but because audiences and writers were perhaps never imagining quite the same show. Which is disappointing, and disappointment is real. But I don't think disappointment automatically becomes proof of prejudice.
And I think that's where I ultimately land. Not that discussions of racism and misogyny should stop. Not that media criticism should be gentler. Not even that people should simply accept the show's decision.
But that accusations as serious as these deserve a degree of humility. Because the pitt is a show about imperfect people trying their absolute best in a failing system. People shaped by grief, ego, burnout, race, gender, class, trauma, hierarchy, and institutional pressures. None of these things operate in isolation. And I think our criticism should be willing to embrace that same complexity.
Because sometimes I read certain corners of the fandom and come away with the impression that racism and misogyny are not being treated as possibilities to be explored, but as conclusions from which all other explanations must flow.
And, I don't know… maybe that's where I part ways.
Not because I don't think those conversations are important. But because I think stories - and people - are usually more complicated than that. And I think complexity deserves the benefit of remaining complex.
I don't even go here (hasn't watched The Pitt), but "it feels like some conversations have stopped asking questions and started assuming answers," is the most succinct reading of modern fandom/media analysis I've ever seen.
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