There's nothing else I can say

So many years ago….

a lot of it.

Stay safe 💖 -bonesandfrost

This has never felt so right before (via thisisabrokenworld)

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1: That you can smile and pretend to be fine but be dieing inside. 2: That you don’t want to see anyone because it hurts to much. 3: That hurting yourself can feel like the best thing in the world. 4: The demons in your mind seem more real than the world we live in does. 5: That you will want to die more often than you want to live. 6: You no longer trust that anyone will care. 7: That you may try to kill yourself more than once and may not succeed. 8: You may become angry at your friends and family for no reason. 9: That if you pick up that knife for the first time you will have a hard time putting it down. 10: That you could have anxiety just being in a large or small group of people. 11: That anything can bring you into a dark place. 12: That talking about it doesn’t always help. 13: That sex will become meaningless because it is just a way to numb yourself. 14: That you will hate the girl in the mirror. 15: That eating becomes a chore. 16: That you no longer care about anything. 17: That medication doesn’t help. 18: That putting on a fake smile in the morning is as normal as getting dressed. 19: That you feel worthless and uncared for because no one gets it. 20: THAT DEPRESSION NEVER GOES AWAY!

I swear 

Me (via angels-in-gas-stations)

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Margaret Atwood, Cat’s Eye (via wordsnquotes)