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tabelt makes my arms/hands hurt cause no space for movement. alas.

#oh! ppl say to not zoom in anyway to focus on the pi #piece as a whole.#im righthanded so my mouse is on the right side #but my mouse (zoom in out) is also on my right side #dilemma.#i tried changin the keybinds wasd for zoom in out and brush size #but it feels werid to not have it be zoomin like the scroll wheel does #also provin i cant color #since its a pain to zoom in/out i tried just. not doin that. which im like but like.#its just odd at this stage. idk. maybe i will overcome it.#its whatever. the hand pain makes me slightly adverse to it (drawig/practice digital) tho. idk how to fix that #maybe i should try hatching to avoid doin color? maybe #i need a new oc tag #im my own oc #is that me? is that my current batch of 'me' oc's?? idk! its either me or him!#to schedule hell with you.

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i cant sleep too domfy rither..then iiss work...

feet cold. ac to high :(aveyonr likes cold ut me. majority rules. it hurts...ihave on socks...many covers... eben pillows...its so cold...

#waiting gor sleep to take me...eiting..#but oh vold pain makes ithard to skeep comfy..#sleep....maybe i do..#have somethin.....asleep somthin...#my eyes... a

captain captain captain

#towards abyss #a story about doors. many many doors #hiiii my eys. they burn. i cant seein the dark. i dont remember wher all the kets are. num #pad lightisnt bright but rbight emough to blind me from the keypad #i turn it off anf i silllc ant see. my screen is dimmed as gar as it can be. the thing where you are momentarily bilnd when seeing derasti #light diffreneces. it not eben derastiv. i just havent slept since...#gm... iwokeup at 4ish i think. maybe 5. work at 639. so its 12 now(am)#wowthats a long time. but i work at 9 tommorow:( not early but ealry because i didnt sleep #my eyes....megah...ithurts o clos e..but itwants to sloce/.aah..#ineed my sleep.jsut need sleep

stop stalling ❤️ sleep tight princess ❤️❤️

#level dash #dash daughter #i have come to terms. i am gonna use a new tag. store bought is fine

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i remember.

#YOUR NAME IS ADO CODENAME EDITH I SOOOOO GOT YOU U #DEAD FISH EYED-#now. *straining to see the picture in the bg* what is that. what wa i drawing back there #that looks cool which notebook is that hidden in #whats going on back there zoom outpast me....zoom out....show me the picture under this one...hey..

ive forgotten the name of my obscure background oc, and i now Need That Name because they are semi important and im compiling everything of that story down now

#IT HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH SALT DUDE WTF WAS YOUR NAM #UUUHHH SALT SALT SALT FUCK WHT WAS IT???????? DAMN I CANT EVEN OPEN MY CODE VEIN FILE RIGHT. NOW!!!#I KNOW ITS THERE VECAUSE THATS WHERE THEY WERE FUCKING BORN UUUCCKK!!! UUUUHHHH SALT SALT AAAHHHHH!!!!! PULLING MY HAIR OUT #DEAD FISH EYE ANGEL WHAT IS YOUR NAME #at this rate i may as well wai for it to come to me in a dream like an oracle reciving a prophecy #i cant open code vein rn because im outsode and didnt fbring my laptop stuff #cause its raining and i walked here #and with the weather in florida rn u never know #was blazing bright when i started walking. then bam. torrential downpour.#thankfully this is my biking bag i brought and it has a rainsuit and many plastic bags inside #so nothing important got wet.#but aAARRRGHHH WHAT IS THAT PILLAR OF SALTS NAME???!!! its not in my blog!! i even drew them and everything!!#i would say “i should really make a list” BUT IM DOING THAT NOW I JUST CANT REMEBER THE NAME

birfh

#*looks at new update*#what is going on in there????!?#uh congrats im older now. but forget about me; happy birthday Throns Arknights only <3 and gbf to ig.(my summer elmott...gone)#(one spark away that actually hurt ;0;)#anyway no i didnt draw him nothing its 6am.#im my own oc #i need a new oc tag #das me. hello! das also me.#my cheater braids look better in pencil i promise #it dont translate well to mspaint doodles i will not try hard on

bedtime stories rotating in head

#i need a new oc tag #we have my stories of delusions and regret: way of [path]#my story of adventure: towards abyss ; my story of love and legacy: egg of everything #my stories of wants and duties: at your service #and my story of grief[love]: demon lord #there is also the mirror magia; splitting magia; yokai myths[truth]; other colors; hypo monster; bird daughter #and various others just to keep it fresh #and some charas with not actualy story they just exist #as they tend to do

a small representitive

#i need a new oc tag #im my own oc #i swore i made more black and purple than pink... there are so many...#its kinda like a family tree at this point #there are also some dups that make it more #ie: i use some oc's in more than one story to fill bg characters and then i like the bgs charas and they become semi important in said stor #like tobi14. i have him in a couple non ff14 stories and bam. i give him more lore to fit in that story. same for aya(robin fe) etc etc #i like...can i be honest on main?#i think its cause i grew up making/watching/sharing hetalia stuff and hetalia had SO MANY aus of everything. they were very versatile #and i think i like that. not for everything!! but for the things i do it just makes it easy and cool and funny #i think part of me misses it too #the like. everything is bright and new and fun in fandom haha.#and also since like #since i still have my heta oc's floatin around in stories; and cant forget my favorite rip-i mean store bought oc: 'toeto'#who is just a 2p italy that has a romano temper and is now pink. and a witch. and werewolf. did i mention hes pink?? anyway.#we like to recycle toys here #to scheduled hell with u post! i will now forget u exist.

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sword

#way of [path]#finally... a face i am (mostly) happy with.... this is sword going forward #all it took was givin him glasses lol #now i gotta figure out what color to give him.#make no mistake; he will be blue. im just not 100% which one #i want something with a double meaning.cool but like. kinda obsessive. but where its not a bad thing one way but kinda in another #like studying! hate that shit. very necessary tho. too much of a good thing you can say!!! yes.... yes....haha...#now i gotta do medic.#what face to give her....choices choices...#and which color. she actually doesnt have a color yet.(cant be green.or red((red is mc)) )#same with dagger kinda. she has a face but im still choosin colors...orange? purple? a nice strong color...#back to sword #i like him*! a nerd #but an athletic nerd! likes expeditions into [path]**. is his job and his special interest for lack of better term.#researching that place is like his lifes work! he super stoked that they can finally go inside :)#*i will not elaborate.#**its like a garden but not really. but it kinda is. idk how to say it w/o havin to explain the whole world. its atlantis. its oceania.#its complicated

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#way of [path]#i need a new oc tag #do not listen to its pleas; isa toy #on another note; i love when i find music and it fits my current brain worms #its really cool! new music guys #edit: da toys goes in the blender hole

lunar solar

#i need a new oc tag #at your service

fairy

#i need a new oc tag #at your service

ugly ass hair

#way of [path]#i need a new oc tag

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cool cool, now how do i make it jump. but like, in a cool way

#brut forcing it im tellin ya #im like #i read the words and tutorials and stuff but those words mean nothing to mean bro #'xalign;pos;truecenter;yanchor' BRO I CANT MAKE SENSE OF THOSE WORDS IN THOSE ORDERS HELP #dw it'll come to me at some point... im sure #ty egg for being my model for these expirments ur the best test subject #and also all the free assets im totally just borrowing just for these test totally

pressure broke?? idk

#im trying to use clip since it has many options for drawin and stuff #but like. i guess i set up my tablet and it only works with the old paint sai version 1.2 or wahtever i have? idk.#i broke it im not smart enough to tinker with it #yes i drew those zoomed in #clip has like #it actually put you at 100% rather than to screen size and im pretty sure i hid the button that changes it to screen size i just cant find #i like. idk #u know when your so used to something old and broken 'nd when given a new better thing u just cant wrap ur head around it? das me #hello im alive btw #internet is just lonley for me so i just dont use it as much anymore #((not that i like...touch grass. i just doodle and go to work and sleep and come home))#internet is just for tutorials and GBF #and music that i dont have downloaded

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