Maison Miladt

Nothingness

I have this nothingness within me that is always one step behind my shadow,

I have this shadow that has so many Identities within, 

can I step out of my shadow?

I have this blindness within me that always shows me the secrets, the secrets are open. 

I have this secret that is open to the eyes to see,

can I see the secret trough my  own eyes?

I have this wearable identity that has no identity, that keeps me safe from all other unwearable identities, 

I have this garment that has no id,

can I use this ID?

I have this no-identity within me that has so many faces,

I have these faces that have so many identities, 

can I have no ID?

I have this mystery within me that makes me half an ancient half a kid,

Can I solve my own mystery?

I have this silky thoughts within me that covers my naked skin,

Can I feel these silky thoughts?

I have this colour within me that is the absence of all other colours,

Can I you see the world through my colours?

I have this patchouli look within me that has no look alike, 

Can you smell my look?

I have this silhouette within me that has there shapes inside,

I have these shapes within me that has so many forms,

Can I form my own silhouette?

I have this shell within me that has it’s own beauty,

I have this beauty within my shell that has a pearl,

Can I break this shell?

I have this onyx body with slick measures,

I have these measurements that are all over my body,

Can I erase all this numbers?

I have this country song within me that reminds me of home,

I have this home that sounds like a false melody,

Can I rewrite my last song?

I have this rocky road within me that takes me back home,

I have this country song memory within me that makes me smile,

Can I sing that memory?

I have this simple fine lines on my skin that never meet in space,

I have this space within me that never touch the outside lines,

Can I touch the space?

I have this stillness within my movements that has a character,

I still have this no-character within these movements,

Can I characterise this movement?

I have this boy within me that choose to wear black,

I have this girl within me that choose to wear white,

Can I be black and white?

I have these new raw fraying edges within my old costume that reminds me of a uniform,

I have this old uniform that is fraying my edges,

Can I use this uniform?

I have this enacting drive within me that goes beyond time,

I have this concept within me that has no time,

Can I enact time?

I have this inside within my outside that makes me together,

I have this outside within my inside that makes me apart,

Can I be inside out?

I have this hand made craft within my hands that makes me a better draft of me,

I have this draft of me that was made by hands,

Can I craft those hands? 

I have these numbers & symbols patches within my dream,

I have these dreams within my mending…

Can I mend my dreams?

I am this nothingness.

I am this nothingness.