Absurdity

Colleen Hoover (via purplebuddhaquotes)

The Day John Kennedy Died – Lou Reed

So I’ve been occupied with trying to go to class everyday and it’s been an uphill battle only because my depression has been acting up a LOT lately and I hate to break it to ya but there isn’t much in terms of support here, my only real option is to just take the L’s without accommodations as if I were a regular student because otherwise I risk being forced to take a semester off for medical leave and I really can’t risk that. because if I do that then i almost certainly will have to drop out. and I cant. obviously.

so i’ve been not doing assignments and not going to classes because i need to finish other assignments but then suddenly finding an overwhelming urge to sleep instead of doing work and then sleeping for four hours and not only not eating but also not getting anything done. and even though i have a planner and i’ve been writing schedules every day and i have routines it’s so hard to get everything done.

but today I actually finished my CC homework and I did a lil bit of the readings for today and I went to music theory and i’m gonna ace my ear training midterm and it’s essentially the weekend so I think today’s gonna be a good day. the SO also visited this morning and we got breakfast together so that just set my day up for success honestly. i didn’t go to physics, and i honestly might fail that class, but i’m okay with that for now. we don’t ever have exams in that class so I can put that off for later. 

Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via wordsnquotes)