Grief, sadness, hopeless mindset, it was something that i cannot avoid. Inevitable is constant in this world. The inflicting pain is excruciating that i cannot even fathom it. The barrier that i don't have an ability to break, it was like a maze that can't find a way out. This inner soul is stuck in her own, suffocated, toxic, and caged like an animal. Everything is messed up, every inch move of my finger tips, every footsteps I take, every word from mouth, piercing hawk eyes didn't leave me alone like waiting for his prey. Good things being ignored and turned out to be wrong. Right things we thought but it will turn upside. As people looking intently with those judging, criticizing eyes, beads of water dropping fast from my eyes, a pang in my chest, throbbing head, enduring pain in the long years. Just a scaredy cat who can't free herself from abating, bereaving, and depriving. Thirsty in freedom, abide in prison, stuck in woe. Distress in life, feeling listness don't know how to breathe. Blood is only way to stop the pain but who am i to end it? God gave me this life, I am not this selfish, I don't have the right to end this, only HIM. Prolong this agony what i felt would be even worse, grudge for myself gets bigger. So hold my hand tight to save me from the abyss, open your mind as you open your eyes to seek through my soul, and lastly, lend me your ears to lessen the torment of my heart.
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