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he would do this if there were a forest around.. he sort of did this thing when uhm when he was younger

when he first "crossed" into nevada. i think i said it awhile ago but rory Loves the rain, and he would often run around northern / nevada central jumping into puddles, getting soaked and willingly running into uhmm.. when cars drive by and splash water

he would love it, if anything just because its nice

and he'd sleep soaked and cold but happy

if he had his beard back then you would probably be using it like a blanket, maybe tear his hair out like padding for a nest hehe..

it goes into a folder.. thank you

its probably because im not scared of them that im so happy to watch something happening, its the same with getting bloodwork

but i also dont like it, not because i dont like watching the procedure, but because it means getting my results and learning if im low or high in something......... i dont lik ethat part but i like being included

yknow when i was in a phleb class, i considered if i wanted to be a phlebotomist, but then i remembered that not everyone harbors the same excitement to get shot with things or get their blood taken like i do

so id probably get stressed out on their behalf

but kind of in the same way that

hank is a real person

the cadence of your text feels near to me in a way that i cant explain, and so in the way that i feel similar to hank i have attached that likeness to you

so while i dont necessarily think of you or your appearance as them, they are the most similar thing i can connect you to

aaand i dont know

all the people i follow on tumblr are more of a name and a soul than a visual

your name is your likeness and image to my brain

i wouldnt say the name outloud because to my brain its the same as going “that caucasian brunette person with hazel eyes,”

so to me you are magiturge and that word is your face to my brain

i guess

sorry thats a lot i havent truly thought about this before

i get it maybe a little, at the same time i dont but at the same time i sort of get it

people get filed away, That person that guy that girl that person that one the one does that the one who im scared to talk to the one that one

sometimes it comes out like a raw thought that its nonsense i think that s really visible sometimes

i just look up when im typing, and i let it run on until i cant hold my breath anymore, every space between these clumps is breathing out then it goes again

but i think thats more like a habit i think. i guess thats funny too

i like to associate hank as a stand in for what i mentally look like, im well aware im not them but they are the closest thing at this moment in time that works well as a cover for what else is there. ive done that throughout the years, if my catalog wasnt so backed up and my history not split across socials you could see that happening lol

hanks the closest in my head that works for a silhouette with things changing in details that i do like, they look like the things that i like the sound of but i dont think i could ever draw and show

theyre an adequate cage abstract thats the word visual ambiguity thats able to encompass the sounds i cant tell you about, the feelings i cant describe to you, the visuals that i feel more suited to how i look like NOn human hmmm

also because they look funny if they stood in the middle of a grocery store

deprive of all familiar small human features like ears and a nose, lips, hair but maintain the silhouette hm

sorry i spoke a lot too, maybe i spoke even more nonsensically but i think i understand what youre saying hehe

battat 4 u.... green and inbetween!!!

oh little batta t tita batta tiittaaa battat battatatatat tBlush Emoji

htnak you......... Green Green Green battita the red surgery went well

-music anon

its funny yknow

i think i said it before maybe a few months ago

when i renamed rory to rory, there was a period of time where i was a little upset about it even though i was the one who made that choice

really it was because i wanted to be called rory, but that differentation would be weird huh? so i guess this is the compromise lol

by sometimes i mean all the time