(Severely fem!Injured!Reader x Simon “Ghost” Riley)
You could barely remember the evac. Soap, Gaz, and Ghost hovered in your blurred panicked tear filled vision. Their voices were all muffled. You've gotten scars from bullets before, but this was the first time you felt yourself drift a little. You felt your conscience slowly fade, you fought to stay awake while Soap screamed in your face. Ghost slapped your face a little too hard prevent you from closing your eyes. Gaz kept pressing down on the pain in your abdomen. You lifted your fingers from the bullet wound to your face to see the blood covering your fingers. A hand grabbed your face while another forcefully put your hand down. You made eye contact with Ghost who seemed to be talking to you, maybe yelling? You couldn't tell with the mask and limited hearing. Your mind couldn't register anything but the pain as the adrenaline slowly faded. Your eyes struggled to focus on Ghost, you tried to focus on his eyes but your vision kept blurring in and out.
They need to stop worrying so much, you knew you'd be alright, maybe...
Your breathing slowed and your breaths shallowed. Why was breathing so hard all of a sudden? Every breath you took felt like it took more energy out of you than it took to run a lap. Your body was roughly shook again by Ghost.
Why was he freaking out so much?
"Stop freaking out, I'm tired." Your lips moved but you couldn't hear yourself nor anything around. Your chest felt like it was caving in on itself, all while your abdomen stung like crazy.
You could feel the pressure on your wound get tighter. "Im gonna be alright, yeah?" You tried to speak again only to hear nothing but the loud ringing in your ears.
Your hands were taken and squeezed by Soap, pressure still being applied by Gaz, and Ghost holding your face to keep looking at his eyes. Anytime you tried to drift he'd snap you back awake. You took a sharp breath, shot a small glare, and the cycle would repeat.
In another quick moment you were being placed on a stretcher and quickly brought down to the med bay. The lights overhead were too bright. Sounds slowly came back to you and loud beeping noises screamed in your ears. Every sound fading in and out started to pierce your senses. Pain...
Pain was all you could feel.
Your abdomen felt like it was pierced clean through. You bit down on the inside of your mouth, weakly. You could feel yourself gasping for air but your chest wouldn't bring in more.
You heard your name faintly be called to. "Everything hurts." You wheeze out."
A figure pops into your vision. It's Ghost. You've never seen such worry in his eyes. He's usually so stoic and calm.
"You're gonna be alright, okay?" Ghost shakes you a little on the stretcher. "Just stay with me-"
"Lieutenant, we'll take it from here." Another nurse steps in rushing the stretcher away without leaving much room to object.
"Wait- no-" you try to move your arm only for a sharp pain to envelop your body again. You grit your teeth while suppressing a pained noise.
"I can't feel my legs-" you panicked. You were partially up trying to sit yourself up right. You tried everything in yourself to move your legs, but they wouldn't respond. You could feel cold air and the rough fabric of the blanket on your legs, but you couldn't feel the control you once had over your body. Your breathing grew a little heavier causing you to wheeze. The heart monitor started beeping faster as your panic settled in.
You pushed yourself more, propping yourself up with an arm and the other arm driving a fist into your leg. You needed to feel something. Something in your legs. Not being able to move your legs even through your own inflicted pain, you sobbed.
This could potentially be the end of your career. It won't be easy to come back from this level of an injury.
The room was dark and quiet aside from the panicking heart monitor. The window to the room brought in very little light. A quiet patter of rain hit the ground outside.
You moved the thin blanket off of your legs to see the damage done. They were bruised and scratched up from the last operation. You tried to make your toes wiggle, but only cold hospital air hit your bare skin. You moved your arm a little, noticing the IV in your arm, tubbed up to a clear bag with some clear liquid. You grabbed onto your leg, and tossed it over the side of the bed. You did the same to the other leg.
You were determined to try and stand up, maybe things would get better. Maybe you could prove that you were fine, not weak. Using your arms to push yourself off the bed, you only crumbled to the ground with a thud. The tubes and wires that connected your body to the machines started wailing as the heart monitor and I.V. disconnected from the devices. All you could feel was the pain of the bruising and cuts all along your legs and the harsh stinging in your abdomen. You wheezed trying to gasp for air. You could feel a warm liquid pool into the thick bandages and hospital gown form your torso.
Your eyes welled up with tears. You wouldn't be able to keep serving like this. You would be discharged if you couldn't recover fast enough. You couldn't just leave the others. They needed you- you needed them. You couldn't just go back to being a civilian. Not with all the blood on your hands. Not with all the crimes you've committed just to keep people safe. Any and everything would come back to haunt you, eat at you until there was none left. You raised your hands to punch your legs again.
"Please just work!" You drove your knuckles into your thighs.
You didn't have any family to return to. Not willingly at least. You just couldn't go back.
You raised your fist again to drive it back down to your useless legs, but a hand caught your wrist in the air. Your eyes snapped up wildly to see Ghost tiredly standing over you. His figure was blurry but recognizably him.
"Don' do that." His grip on your wrist loosened when he saw the tears run down your face.
"I can't move my legs-" You sobbed hysterically. Ghost crouched down to carefully pick you up. He helped you move your legs so they weren't in an unnatural position. He hooked his arms underneath your legs and behind your back, he slowly lifted you up while watching for any signs of pain coming from you. You grimaced and bit the inside of your cheek as more strain was put on your wound. He gently set you back down onto the stiff bed, laying you down as you quietly cried.
A nurse frantically rushed into the room after hearing all the buzzing machines go off. Ghost carefully moved your legs so they were laying back down comfortably. To an extent. The nurse quickly moved the tubes and wires back in place so the machine would stop freaking out..
Ghost had woken up to the loud squealing of the heart monitor, his heart dropped the moment he processed the flatlining noise. His head shot up to see you tumble off the edge of the bed onto the floor. He got to your side as fast as he could. His heart broke a little when he saw you devastated on the ground. It hurts to watch someone be hurt. He couldn't bear to watch you drive yourself into more pain. You were already in so much pain, you didn't need more.
Your heartbroken laments hurt more than anything. He knew what it was like to feel useless, but he's never gone through anything as physically debilitating such as losing mobility in his limbs. He's gotten himself out of situations, barely escaping death with his skin and bones still intact.
The nurse got all the medication and machines back in order.
"May I take a look at the bandages?" The nurse quietly asks. You nod and swallow your remaining sobs. "I just need to make sure you didn't rip any stitches."
Ghost steps back from the bed, observing from the side. Your hand rests to your side reaching out towards Ghost. He hesitantly steps back forth to gently take your hand.
Ghost watched the nurse like a hawk. The nurse carefully cleaned away the fresh blood that spilled out and put in a new stitch. Observing your own wounds as well. Clean bandages were now in place and the nurse left the room, not before scolding you for tearing the stitch in the first place. Ghost let out a heavy sigh, sitting down in his chair.
"I'm gonna be discharged from service aren't I?" You ask. You already knew the truth, but wanted someone to confirm it.
Ghost stayed silent. Because it was true. You weren't in shape to continue right now and you'd only be replaced by some other rando if they so needed. If your condition didn't improve at a steady pace, your chances of staying were slim. There was still a chance, but slim.
You turned your head to look at Ghost. The look in his eyes was almost apologetic.
"I won't be able to see you guys anymore.." you turned away fighting back more tears from falling.
"That's not true." He squeezed your hand in an attempt to comfort you a little. But it felt like a half lie. You knew very well how demanding this job was. You worked it. Sometimes there's nothing, other times it's back to back. He wouldn't be able to keep up with you easily. He could certainly try, but eventually he would stop showing up.
He didn't want to get your hopes up. But he didn't want to let you down either.
"I can force Johnny and Kyle to come with me. And I'll force them to see you when I can't" Ghost says.
You stare back at the ceiling, a tear still rolling down the side of your face. Ghost lifted his gloved hand to wipe the tear away.
"I'll see what I can do for you." Ghost carefully rubbed your chin, in hopes to comfort you a little bit.
His soft action surprised you. Your breathing shuttered as you tried to prevent yourself from sobbing again. Ultimately failing, your vision blurred even more as more tears flowed down the side of your face. You could feel how puffed up and heavy your eyelids were from all the sobbing and crying.
You woke up again to the loud and repetitive beeping of the heart monitor. You took in a breath only to shutter in pain as your whole chest and abdomen surged with pain once again. You clenched your jaw as you grunted. You tried to push yourself up on the thin mattress only for a hand to stop you, gently on your shoulder. Your mind felt fogged up, nothing felt clear.
You turned your head to see the Lieutenant in place beside your bed.
"Don't get up." He pulls his hand away slowly then sits back into the chair beside you.
"What's going on?" Your mind was a scramble, nothing felt right. The last thing you could remember was shooting down the roof of a building. Your surroundings were dark, so you utilized night vision. "You were injured." Ghost says.
You look down at yourself and lift up the thin hospital blanket to reveal your bandaged form.
"Was the operation successful?" You were worried the team had to pull out because of you. You already felt guilty that the team retreated because of your sustained injuries.
"Yes, we were lucky to drag you out of there." Ghost sank into the chair a little bit.
In truth Ghost couldn't handle losing another good soldier in action. Even though he would never admit it to their faces, had grown fond of you and Soap. You both being the two most genuine people to understand him, and live a similar lifestyle to his. He trusted both you and Soap with his life, in return he made sure he did the same.
You stared up at the plain white ceiling. "What happened before you were hurt?" Ghost asked cautiously.
You tried to recall the rest of your memory. "I was flanked from behind." Your hand moved over the top of the bandage around your abdomen. "I fell from the roof after being shot, I think... I can't remember well enough, my mind is all fuzzy."
"The medication will do that." Ghost says looking up to the IV bag steadily being pumped into your arm.
A sense of doom and failure washed over your body. Ghost saw it in your eyes, he saw that all too familiar look on your face. That emotion that comes after knowing you've failed something or someone.
"You should rest." Ghost says while watching over you.
You turn your head to look at him. Your head rested on the pillow beneath your head, not the most comfortable but better than nothing. Ghost looked tired, his eyes couldn't hide the exhaustion he was feeling. If you hadn't known him for so long, you wouldn't have noticed anything. But you've really learned to see the subtle changes in his eyes.
"You're tired too." You quietly say.
"'M fine." Ghost blinks trying to hide the tiredness away. You frown. He sighs. "Just rest up." You nod silently and close your eyes.
Ghost watches over you, listening to the beeping heart monitor. Usually he would hate the noise but with how close he was to losing you, each beep was a reminder to the fact you were still there.
Your breathing was still shallow but your chest moved up and down more steeply lately. The moment he saw you breathe normally again was the moment his head finally started to calm. The bullet you took hit you just in the wrong way, so your diaphragm struggled to keep moving your lungs. Your chest still struggled to take in air, but you were breathing properly again.
He's spent the last two days by your side. The task force had slowly become like a real family to him. He remembered Soap carrying you in his arms. You were limp, blood soaking your gear onto Soap's. Ghost could remember the moment he rushed towards you and Soap taking you into his own arms then rushing back to the helicopter to lay you down. No matter how hard he tried to stay at a distance, the last human aspect of him still alive always craved that outreach for a connection with anyone close enough. Soap told him he found you on the ground barely breathing. You were just barely hanging onto a thread, zoning in and out.
He was just glad you have you safe now. The heart monitor eased out again along with your breathing. Ghost leaned forwards and placed his arms by your side. He carefully leaned his head on his arms, cushioning himself. The beeping quietly faded out of his auditory perception as he drifted off, knowing you were okay.
You held onto the support rails, kicking one foot in front of the other. Your body shook with each step, your arms supporting the majority of your weight on the bars.
"You're improving so much bonnie!" Johnny praised beside you. He held his hand behind your back spotting every step you took. "At this rate you'll be able to be back and running in no time!"
Over the past month you've worked up the ability to start moving your legs just a little bit. First it started with your toes, then your ankles very minimally. Now you're in the process of relearning how to walk again.
It felt like such a humiliating process, just not very long ago you were walking and running around without much worry. Now you're struggling to keep your knees from buckling under your own weight. But despite all of that, physical therapy almost everyday was helping you improve at a rapid pace. You had some hope to continue serving once you've recovered.
Your knees shook and gave out underneath you. Johnny quickly caught you before you landed hard onto the floor mat. He carefully lowered you to the ground, letting you pull yourself from underneath the bars.You stared down at the ground. The mental toll of such a large change made you feel useless. You fought back some of the tears that threatened to form. You took in a sharp breath before trying to move away from the bars. Even with all the recent improvement you still didn't feel like you were doing good enough.
"You got much further today than yesterday! You're doing a very good job." Johnny hooked his hand underneath your arms and hoisted you up to your wheelchair.
You hated having your teammates and nurses help you with so much. It definitely took a hard jab in your bruised dignity. Ghost was sent out on duty just the week prior, if things went well he should be back soon.
"I hate this." You quietly said while settling into the chair, getting ready to leave. Johnny grabbed your backpack of necessities off the ground and hooked it to the back of your wheelchair.
"I'm sorry bon.." Johnny gently brushed his hands over your shoulders. "Heard Ghost was on his way back today."
"Really?" Your watery eyes widened and Johnny smirked. You choked out an embarrassed cough turning back around to face away from him. Your face warmed up uncomfortably with the embarrassment. With the wild mixture of embarrassment and storm of thoughts of uselessness, you had to fight back any tear that threatened to drop. You could tell Johnny was trying to cheer you up a little.
"Mmhmm, a little birdie told me he'd be home later this evening. I don't know when 'this evening' will be, but he's making his way back." Johnny chuckled a little, he pushed your chair along out of the room and through the medical wing.
You were finally stable enough to be back in your own room in the main base. Of course with constant check-ins to see your improving condition.
A small... A big part of you was excited for Ghost to be back. The others have been seeing you slowly improve over the last week and a half. Somedays you felt like you've improved a lot while other days you felt like you made no progress. Today just seemed to be one of those days.
So, you waited. You hung around Johnny for the majority of the day. Watched some inaccurate action show in the rec-room, ate a little bit of takeout (against doctor's wishes, rebellion obviously encouraged by Johnny.)
It was late by now and your eyelids weren't staying open much longer. The glow of the tv was the only thing illuminating the room. You comfortably curled yourself into the arm of the couch mindlessly watching the tv still waiting for Ghost to return.
"Wake me when he's here." You yawn letting your eyes close, succumbing to the will of sleep and rest.
"Alright bon." He quietly and tiredly says.
You wanted to stay awake for him, but your body wouldn't listen to your mind.
Johnny glanced over at you. Earlier you hauled your legs up onto the couch and beside you.
Johnny's eyes wandered back to the tv, debating whether he should turn it off or keep the show running as background noise.
A quiet click from the door caught Johnny's attention. He turned his head to see the door quietly open with the Lieutenant. Johnny smiled and waved silently. He glanced back in your direction then back at Ghost.
Ghost's eyes were tired, he always looked more exhausted when he returned from operations. But this time there was a small spark in his eyes. Johnny couldn't exactly pinpoint what that spark was but he had a small idea of what it could be.
He always had a small idea that Ghost had a soft spot for the bon-you-despite him either denying it or just not expressing it. Johnny knew better than to believe his halfassed lies. He's worked long enough with Ghost that he's picked up some of his antics.
Johnny tilted his head towards you. Ghost's eyes followed where Johnny was directing to. His eyes softened upon seeing you asleep on the couch.
"She was waiting for you." Johnny whispered.
Simon could feel his chest swell. He carefully set his things down, making his way to the side of the couch. He gently rested his gloved hand on your arm. You stirred a little, then let out a heavy sigh. Simon's lips quirked up a little underneath the mask.
Johnny watched the both of you interact. He's only really seen Ghost like that towards you. He could understand why he's taken such a strong liking to you. You were a loyal and trustworthy person, you were strong and fought for what's right in the grand scheme of things.
Your eyes fluttered open to see Ghost crouched in front of you. Your eyes widened as you took in a deep breath.
"You're back-" your voice was quiet and tired. You glanced towards Johnny. "How long was I asleep?"
Johnny shrugs while smirking. "He just got here."
You turned back to Ghost. "How are you?"
"'M alright." Ghost fully sat on the ground in front of you. "How's everything with you?"
"I've been improving, the others can testify." You smile tiredly.
"You'll just have to show me progress when you can and I'll be there." His thumb rubs the back of your hand.
"I'll hold you to it." You say.
"I know you will. I'll just attend debrief in the morning then I'll find you." Ghost promised.
Johnny raised a brow from the side, his smirk widening a little more. Ghost never makes promises, seeing his stone cold Lieutenant have such... a cold heart was nearly like whiplash. So out of character for him. But it was nice to see Ghost open up at all to someone. He truly needs it.
"You're both should head to bed, I'll clean up in here." Johnny suggests.
Ghost and you glance over at him. You turned back subconsciously yawning. "That's a good idea." Ghost says, he stands up and grabs your wheelchair, which was pushed off to the side, out of the way.
You push your legs off the couch and utilize your minimal movement to move your legs in front of you. Ghost moves the chair so you can move yourself onto the seat. He helps you get comfortable in the seat before pulling the chair away from the couch and picking up his stuff.
"Goodnight you two." Johnny says as Ghost wheels you out. He gives an offhanded wave and you quietly bid your farewell.
The walk... The roll down the hall was quiet. The halls were empty and dark during the ungodly hour. Ghost stopped at your door and used the spare key he kept on this keychain. He pushed the door open as he got the door unlocked and gently pushed your chair in.
"Thank you." You quietly say as he pushed the chair to the side of your bed. "You really didn't have to do this, I know you must be very tired. You know after getting back and all."
"It's not an issue." He shrugs. "I don't mind."
You lean forwards and push the blanket to the side of the mattress.
Ghost silently and gently put his arm underneath your knees and his other arm around your back. Used to the routine, you hooked your own arm around his neck letting him lift you off the chair and onto the bed.
"How are your legs?" He asks as he lowers you down onto the mattress.
"They're okay, sometimes they hurt other times they don't." You watch as he carefully tucks the pillow underneath your head. Ghost moves his hands over your legs to move them into a more comfortable position.
"Doctors said I was only partially paralyzed, over time I'll be able to walk and run again." You say. "If I work hard enough."
Ghost hums. "Don't overexert yourself."
"I wont, I wont." You roll your eyes.
"Good." He pulls the blanket over your body. "I don't like seeing you so injured." His voice falters a little. He stared quietly for another moment before sitting himself on the edge of the bed.
Your face drooped a little. "Well, I'm here and that's all that matters. I hope."
Ghost glances to the side down at you. His eyes held your gaze tenderly. A rare sight to behold. A thing you noticed was how tender he was to you after your incident. You've never seen him act like this before then.
"You've been acting a lot different lately." You quietly say, confronting him. "I'm not complaining, just curious.”
Ghost stared down at you then turned his face away. Ghost could feel the words stuck in his throat.
'Because I care more than I should.' He wanted to say but couldn't work himself to say a word. He felt your fingers graze the top of his hand. He stared forwards, still stuck on whether he should speak his mind or keep things the way they were.
He's never been this attached to anyone. Even Johnny, who he thinks very highly of. He curses to himself for getting so emotionally attached to you. getting emotionally attached to anyone in this line of work was looking for trouble. Leaving too much room for vulnerability. And yet here he was, torn between his duty and his emotional attachments.
He can't just let go of this attachment now. He knows it would hurt even more. And you didn't deserve that, not during this time.
He liked the way things were currently. He was content with his relationships with the others in the task force. They all had each other's backs, and they were his brothers in arms. But of course the moment you entered you had to break that all down and fit yourself perfectly on the throne centering his life.
Any sort of feeling before was repressed for professionalism, and to maintain a good relationship with you as a 'coworker' or 'teammate.' The moment he saw Johnny hold your bloodied body struggling to breathe, he could feel himself break little by little. All his repressed emotions and feelings simply resurfaced tenfold.
He couldn't lose someone so talented and skilled. You were valuable in his eyes. More so he couldn't lose someone so unique and special. He couldn't lose you. He's spent so many of his years abandoning people by watching them die in front of him because he couldn't help or save them. So many souls haunt him in his dreams. He wouldn't be able to handle it if you or anyone else on the team died in front of him. He would blame himself for as long as he lived. Even in the afterlife he wouldn't be surprised if he was dragged to hell by the people he couldn't save.
You stayed silent, leaving room for him to speak if he wished. Your hand fully rested on top of his hand. "You should probably go rest, I think you need it more than me right now."
Ghost simply nodded. He kept sitting on the edge of the bed for a little longer before moving to stand.
He pauses. He turns and sits again. "Stop." He says, shaking his head.
You grow with confusion. "What?"
"Stop calling me that off duty." He says.
"...Lieutenant Riley?" You test smirking a little, rather amused.
He sighs with defeat. "Just call me by my first."
"That feels disrespectful." You squint at him trying to figure out if this was a trap.
"It feels weird when you bring up my callsign and ranking in private." He pokes your forehead.
"...Simon." You say hesitantly.
Simon's eyes soften like before. "Yes?"
"I'm really glad you're back." You say relaxing into the mattress, finally letting sleep take hold.
Simon didn't want this moment to end. He knew he didn't deserve this tenderness. So he savored the moment. He lifted his hand and carefully brushed a few strands of hair out of your face.
He leaned down to press his forehead against yours. Your heart lurched in your chest.
"G'night, [Name]." He whispered then pressed a small but tender peck on your forehead. The fabric of his mask was a little scratchy but you didn't care in the slightest.
"Goodnight, Simon." You whisper back, closing your eyes. The small kiss still lingering and tingling on your forehead.
Simons lifts himself and quietly heads out of the room and shuts the door with a small click.
He let out a heavy breath that he was holding the whole time.
"What's got you all flustered L.T?" Johnny smugly stands in front of his own door.
"Go to bed, sergeant." Simon groans annoyed. Johnny must always ruin the moment.
"Okay, okay!" Johnny chuckles while closing the door behind himself.
Only silence remained after. Simon could feel the emotions rushing back as he kept thinking about the moment over and over in his head, replaying it all.
Simon held his hands close to your back as you supported yourself on the two beams on each of your sides. Each step you took was wobbly but you were making progress with every step.
Simon couldn't help but feel a small sense of pride every time you mounted a victory over another obstacle. Seeing you progress and stabilize yourself over time made him unbelievably happy.
With the past few sessions of physical therapy, you've made it through the whole thing without falling once. The moment you realized your face was full of joy. Seeing your happiness made his heart swell every single time. All he wanted to do each time was to scoop you up and give you a big bear hug. Something like what Johnny would do, the feeling was so overwhelming he didn't know what to do with himself.
You made it to the end of the bars where your chair was waiting. You collapsed into the chair with a heavy sigh of relief.
Relearning to walk was definitely not for the weak. With Simon by your side as much as he could, you were happy. You worked hard everyday to get back to where you were initially.
"You did very well today." Simon says while pushing your chair out of the med bay. You went over to see a doctor to check up on the progress of your leg mobility.
The doctor said you'd be able to regain most of not all your ability to walk and run again within a few months time. It's a slow going process, but you wouldn't have to be fully discharged. Most likely moved to a different job to still help contribute. Maybe something like intelligence similar to Kate Laswell.
Simon silently hoped you wouldn't be back on the field for a long time. It was a subconscious silent prayer he prayed for the moment he gained any sort of attachment to you.
"Thanks," you smiled while looking down at your hands in your lap. "I like seeing the hard work pay off. I hate slow working processes."
"I know." He huffs a small laugh.
The hall was fairly empty except for the few soldiers here and there.
"You're a stubborn person." Simon says. "You don't give up easily." He liked that about you. That's one thing he believed you both had in common. You both were so resilient to every obstacle, willing to work around and not just give up. Giving up would have cost his life many times. You should know that by now.
Simon stopped in front of your door. It was late by now, you both spent a good chunk of the day working out and spending the rest of the time in the doctor's office. What an eventful day...
He unlocked the door and pushed it open. He pushed you in and over to the restroom.
He asks if you wanted help, to which you shyly agreed to. He gave you privacy when you wanted it and came back in when you let him. When it came to showering you always faced away from him, while he made sure you were taken care of and respected.
Once you were out of the shower he always made sure you had your change of clothing already ready on the small counter. He also would check up on the stitches on your bullet wound, making sure the area wasn't swelling up weirdly. He would carefully clean the surrounding area and reapply bandages over the affected area. The bullet wound still felt raw and sore when poking at it. He knew you could have done it yourself, but he just did a lot of things without being asked to. Plus he wanted to care for you. He felt like you were his own responsibility.
"Thank you." You say quietly while trying to maneuver onto your mattress.
Simon moves the chair away from the bed and kneels by your side. His hands carefully lift your legs onto the bed. You use your limited motion to get a little more comfortable. Simon then sits on the edge of the bed beside you. Your hand automatically finds his and covers the top his hand. Simon stiffened a little then relaxed into your touch. He glanced down at you. He looked the most calm he's ever been.
"I'm thankful for ya." You say while rubbing your thumb on the top of his hand.
You could tell his mouth quirked a little underneath the painted balaclava, you could see it in his eyes. You smiled in return.
"I care for you." Simon slowly says as if he's testing the words on his own tongue. "More than I should."
"Well I feel honored." You say trying to fight back your smile from widening. Because it was true. You felt incredibly honored to be cared for by Simon, the Ghost. Your heart did flips in your chest after hearing Simon say it.
Simon was a person to save his breath and speak when necessary. So when he says something, it usually means something.
Simon didn't know what to say after. He felt like he spoke his mind enough. Your arms opened up and you had this magnetic pull. Simon leaned forwards to fall over your chest avoiding the sore wound in your side.
He wrapped his arms around you gently and buried his face in the warm crook of your neck. The brush of his face tingled your skin.
"I wish we could stay like this forever." You quietly mumbled. Your arms and hands rested around him holding the back of his head close to you. Simon felt his muscles stiffen, this whole interaction felt odd but so right at the same time.
He closed his eyes, relaxing his own body around yours... He didn't want this to end.
You could feel Simon relax. You couldn't help but feel a little proud knowing he could relax around you. You closed your eyes and leaned your face onto his.
"I care for you a lot too." You whisper quietly letting sleep wash over like a tidal wave.
That evening, you and Simon slept like two little rocks.
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