𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘤𝘦𝐁̵𝐋̵𝐄̵𝐒̵𝐒̵𝐄̵𝐃̵

1x02 | 2x02

OFF CAMPUS 01.06, 'The Breakaway'

Charmed moodboard.

9-1-1 | S09E16 : Where There's Smoke

• You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine. • How long have you been walking around like this? • I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is. • You should have told me the moment it happened. • Hold still. I mean it. Hold still. • This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to. • You've been hiding this for days, haven't you. • Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this. • Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you. • I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it. • I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that? • Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me. • Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign. • I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference. • Come into the light. Let me see your face. • You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can. • You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight. • I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now. • Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me. • It's not weak to let someone see you hurt. • You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here.  • Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face. • I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can. • You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice? • This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. • I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now. • You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know. • Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere. • You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching. • I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me. • You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper.  • Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now. • I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you. • Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me. • You're going to be alright. I promise you.  • You went back out there after this? With this? • Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight. • I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return. • You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.

— josé olivarez // natalie diaz

OFF CAMPUS 1.04 "The Breakup"

He's not mad. . . he's disappointed. Wait, no, that's the biggest lie he's ever told. He is disappointed. He's also pissed; because his brother had lied to him. Wyatt had lied. To him. He rubs a hand over his chin, exasperated and turns away from him for a moment to compose himself before turning back. " You promised me you'd stop. " He says, his voice low and controlled, trying to keep the anger, the hurt and most of all. . . his worry; at bay. " Christ, Wyatt. " the exasperation leaks into his tone now, frustration evident. " Are you trying to get yourself killed? " he grabs the small vial from his brother's hand, snatching it away and holding it out of reach behind him before he can react. " Are you thinking of anyone in this family apart from yourself? Do you have idea how selfish you're being? " He explodes. The words come out sharper than intended. The worry curls in his gut. " If mom ever found out— she'd be devestated. This would destory her Wy. "

Through  a  tight  jaw,  his  voice  is  low,  nothing  higher  than  a  murmur “  what's  the  difference  between  this  and  everything  else ?  ”  his  tone  turns  sharp  at  the  end  —  knowing  that  "everything  else"  always  meant  the  hell  that  evil  put  him  through,  the  hell  that  he  couldn't  ever  control.  But  with  this... he  could  control  it  at  least  he  thought  so.