Conjurer of Calamity

// I will return soon... i've been busy... Lost mah muse and no motivation to draw as of late... Apologies...

// Hey guys... sorry, but I've hit another small slump with myself... I feel my art is all a flop, and my writing isn't up to par. I LOVE the AT fandom, but I've gotten feelings like I'm just here. Still I Want to rp with as many of you as I can. I'm just busy with life most of the time. Work, spending time with my bf[which has drastically diminished since he has a job now], online classes for financial stuff... plus I need to get out of this hellhole of a job i'm in, get a car, take drivers ed... *sighs* But I'm still on this planet. and I'll be getting back to things when I can.

// I'm worried. Someone I follow who i look up to and want to rp with had a rant on their blog saying how they were fed up and wanted to kill themselves. Lo an behold of course a douchebag anon said 'just do it'. And 'why aren't you doing it?' I'm worried cause they said ok to their last ask from the dumb anon and their only activity is from their queue. I sent a message trying to help them and convince them otherwise, but no response. ; n ; I don't know what to do anymore...