No need to apologize for rambling; I do it myself quite a bit. Some people just process better out loud.
And on the subject of processing, it would help to give you some feedback on your pondering if I have a bit more context. Like how long it's been since you last had that special connection. But regardless, it comes down to if you feel you're ready to. Everyone processes in their own way and their own time.
Well my husband passed a year ago, and although it feels quick, I must admit that I feel ready to make another commitment in my life. I just need to find a soul that would love my son as much as they'll love me.
















