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Send a âââ to force the truth out of my muse:
âWhat truth do you want to force out then, Marius?â
Armand looked at Mariusâ profile sharply, recognizing the throat clearing as a sign of his maker regaining control. âOh now thatâs a question. I feel it depends on the season. Lavender is always pleasing for the eyes and nose. Carnations, Asters. What are yours?â Patting his makers arm as he asked.
Marius thought about it, looking over the flowers around them as they walked. âIâm fond of honey suckle. Chrysanthemums, orchids...Thereâs another that I believe is Hyacinth. Itâs lovely but definitely one that can be overpowering.â He gave a light chuckle, recalling the ones in his garden. After theyâd gotten past the lights and sounds of mortals he felt a ping as if someone were watching. âI think our hunt has come to us.â He whispered lightly, casually glancing around.
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VAMPIRE THERAPY THOUGHTS:Â
Mariusâs ego & rigid belief systems read as survival mechanisms to me in a super poignant way, perhaps because I had to rely on similar survival mechanisms as a young person with no support system. (ie: super edgelord teenager shit that I thankfully grew out of but that he is stuck in perhaps as a hyperbolic & evergreen VC theme or because heâs like, yknow, not real and a perpetual exaggeration of human behavior.) I see myself in that part of him a lot and itâs strange to interact with because Iâve tried so hard to forgive my past self for times that I was cold and arrogant to people around me because I couldnât afford to be vulnerable. It means that I empathize deeply even as I laugh at him and recognize his bad behavior, but I donât demonize him because as a reader I am cheering for him and want to see him grow and learn, the way I try to grow and learn. Unmarried men in Ancient Rome were super ostracized so I feel that this might have been a skill he developed when he was alive, which gave him the courage to travel and study and do what he wanted despite the social stigma. He creates an identity around his independence and believes in himself because he has to. Even speaking towards his privilege as a man in a patriarchal society, he didnât quite fit in and have a place there.
So then he gets abducted by religious zealots, murdered & sacrificed, and forced into vampirism, and not only have they taken all of his autonomy from him but heâs suddenly being confronted with mysticism that he STAUNCHLY disbelieved his whole life, and heâs shoved into this drama with the Parents that he didnât give a fuck about. His entire worldview is shattered during a moment where he has no control over anything in his life.
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Send a âââ to force the truth out of my muse:
âWhat truth do you want to force out then, Marius?â
Marius couldnât help the image of Armand in a bubble bath that flitted through his mind, the candles and ambiance giving the whole idea an amber glow that was more than a little sensual. He cleared his throat, consciously trying to bring his mind back to the clean side of things. âWhat is you favorite flower?â He asked curiously, blue eyes turning to Armand. It was small talk, at least. Some progress as theyâd remained pleasant, something he hoped would last through the evening and into their future endeavors.
âCan you ever truly forgive me?
Send a âââ to force the truth out of my muse:
âIt depends on whether you believe what you did was wrong. If that can be surpassed then itâll take lots of perseverance to bridge the gap emotionally, so I donât expect failure. Physically I think it would be easy to fall into old habits which is both scary and alluring.â
âSo you want something then. My time and patience.â He replied stonily. Daniel was out hunting with Lestat, leaving himself and Marius alone together. Cracks werenât yet appearing between them. Yet⌠âA good thing out of this chaos, crisis - I finally met another of your fledglings, Pandora. How many more are there by the way?â What he really wished to know what what number he was on the list.
Marius frowned at that. He sighed, realizing this was going to be rocky. âYou were my Second fledgling. â He replied, crossing his arms and leaning back. âPandora was the first, then you, thenâŚâ He fell silent. He hadnât told Armand about Bianca and heâd be damned if he would in the middle of a fight.
The reminiscent sigh. Somethings couldnât be salved by kisses and ardent looks unfortunately. Longing for the days it had been that simple. Marius uncomfortable - a series of body language portraits. âQuite the gap between,â He found that was comforting he hadnât been a casual choice. The silence not so much. âThenâŚSomeone, something that will disquiet you and myself to mention now. Right.â Secrets always secrets. He could always ask Pandora, but no truly if it didnât easily trip off Mariusâ lips perhaps he didnât want to know really. âBrilliant!â Holding his own arms, leaning on the balcony.
At the sudden sarcasm he looked to Armand. He frowned, feeling the rift begin. He sighed, closing his eyes. âI have a total of three fledglings.â He whispered. âThe third helped me after the fire, burned and weak as I was.â He couldnât look at Armand, his gaze set on the cars below. His jaw clenched then, letting silence linger between them.
Only three in two thousand years. That shows someone whose not frivolous or someone who did not settle in one home for long. He sighed rubbing his brow looking away from Marius who pointedly wasnât looking at him. It was the burned and weak part that slipped through his armour and into the cracks in his heart. Armand remembered seeing Marius burn, could hear the precise crackle and still smell that distinct odour⌠âI shouldnât have been so flippant,â he said outloud. âI remember that night stillâŚâ Voice wavering a tad. Eyeing the drop, heâd often dive into the sea from here. Steps and ladders back up to the Villa.
He could sense the shared wound, the blood of it still fresh to them both even if it had been centuries. Still, he knew all too well how his actions after would likely end their âconversationâ. No, he could hear the voices raise, the anger and heat and hurt simmering in his mind even before anything harsh could be said. He thanked whatever Gods were present that Armand couldnât dip into his psyche at this moment. He inhaled, pulling in the scent of the ocean before slowly releasing it. âWe both do...â He whispered. âSo many wounds weâve yet to understand how to heal.â One hand carded through his hair before he turned to Armand. âCan I ask for your patience in this, young one? There are many things I wish could be said but the time is not quite right yet.â

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Send a âââ to force the truth out of my muse:
âWhat truth do you want to force out then, Marius?â
âWhere to start?â He mused. âThereâs a sea of secrets locked behind those beautiful eyes. To ask where to begin is the hardest question of allâŚHow about we start with if youâd enjoy my company tonight?â
âWell. If they werenât a sea and known they wouldnât be secrets.â He said wryly. Studying his maker. âThatâs a succinct start. Yes. To spend it together how?â
Marius mused on that for a moment, tilting his head ever so slightly as he watched Armand. A slight smile played on his face as he leaned forward. âIf I say however you like?â He asked, letting the question trail off.
Armand returned the smile, so much for playing hard to get. Marius didnât smile frivolously, or on a whim so it was only polite to grace one back. âHmmm so hunting perhaps, you havenât eaten yet have you?â
Marius shook his head. He could feel the hunger swell in him as he stood. âWhere would you like to hunt?â He offered.
Armand knew just the place. âCentral park is quite full of evildoers this time of night.â He suggested. âI try to keep my neighbourhood crime rate down. Iâll just put something less presentable on.â Zooming upstairs and returning wearing tight but well worn jeans and a black soft roll neck jumper. âReady shall we.â
The sight of Armand in ripped jeans caused a smile to grace his face. Now he was certainly overdressed compared to his companion. A light chuckle as he offered his arm . âLead the way.â He purred.
Armand took a modicum of pleasure at Mariusâ smile followed closely by a laugh. Who knew just putting on well worn jeans would provoke one. Taking his makers arm as they left Trinity Gate and headed to the park.
The walk itself was quite enjoyable, the breeze carrying the sweet fragrance of flora over the smells of the city, easy enough for a vampire of his age to tune out. The presence of Armand at his side had him at odds with himself, wanting to fall back into a comfortable and amicable companionship but also not wanting to have it come off as aloof or callous. He wasnât quite sure where the balance would ride now, so he decided on easing into conversation. âWeâve nice weather for tonight. It feels like spring is in full bloom..â
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