JazzyForever

For those of you already aware, I'm currently in a very toxic, very abusive situation at the moment.

I currently deal with my father who just...there's a lot. He's abrasive, rude, entitled, and have a lot of issuesin general with him. He constantly berates me and says that I'm helpless, infantilizes me because of my autism, compares me to others for how mature they are, and nothing I do he seems happy with. Example being, he bitches at me to take care of myself. I do, then all of a sudden he bitches at me that I'm doing it at an inconvenient time, or accuses me of not doing it at all. I also constantly fear he'll get rid of my dog whenever I leave the house bc of how often he says I'm not taking care of her (I am, as if it's not obvious already).

Then theres...the new reason why I need to leave immediately.

My cousin and his girlfriend are coming back.

This woman is fucking insane. She has come here twice before, and last time there was a huge blowup back in January. She always complains and bitches about how awful it is here, how people here constantly treat her like shit, but instead of trying to work to get out, she just...decides to not do that. She constantly screams at my cousin, I wake up to them fighting, or her being in hysterics over god knows what. She screeches at him over how he ruined her life-

The big thing here is that she is very unstable. She's bipolar and I have no clue if she has meds or not, but she is physically violent. She had headbutted my cousin, she's banged on walls, tossed over our garbage bins, you name it. The blowup I mentioned, she kept antagonizing everyone and screaming bloody murder, and I saw she was seconds away from hitting someone. Due to that, I fear for my life around this girl. I am scared of her having another mental break, and end up turning on me bc Iam the only one home 24/7. I'm scared of being around her lest she knife me.

I have a plan set up on me moving out,but I need the funds to do so. I'll still be taking commissions once I get this current batch finished, but at this point I have to beg for donations too, as much as I don't want to.

For those who wish to donate, just go here at

paypal.me/wysterradi

Steven’s cute deaths GIFs

It’s hard to explain such a complicated matter in a short comic, so please forgive me for not diving deeper in some nuances. Also: I am not black, and I’m Canadian, so I’m not an authority on the matter. I just know how to draw. Listen to black voices.

White men: Don’t use the term Karen. Coming from you, it’s just misogynistic. Karen is a word coined by people of color, mostly black people, in reaction to acts of racism.

And if you’re a white woman campaigning against the use of the term Karen— wonder why you’re not campaigning against the racist acts of the ones that get called Karen.

Chapter 5 is up! This is a hc I don’t really talk about so I hope yall enjoy!

Both my art tablet and my brand new tablet that I bought because my art tablet was breaking down both bricked.

In the same night.

So now I have no tablet.

I’m returning the new tablet because like I said, it was brand new. But my goal here is to get at least another $300 to help cover the cost of a new one.

So I’m going to send around my commission info. I know that probably doesn’t make sense but I’ll be doing the commissions on one of my old old tablets and praying that it works. If it doesn’t work, they will be done when I purchase the new tablet. I know that sounds like a hot mess and by all means if you don’t want to put up with that, I totally understand. Reblogs are much appreciated and I have a ko-fi if folks would like to donate.

BH&Flug moments.