Bad Mood Rising

"Ahh ----- your name starts with an E --- and I remember several small, but good conversations.. excuse my lack of memory, but it's been a while" she says with a hint of a smile.

"I'll pencil you in for one letter a year -- although, right now no such promises need to be made as we're both staying put, right? Awe, I'm not going not buy you dinner if you did argue with me -- give it a go.. you never really did fight with me... you're this sweet innocent man -- you also now get pudding"

"Letters -- there's something about them that's just so -- true, real, intimate.. exciting.. and yeah, old fashioned. No phones back in my day, and I gotta say, we got in touch with people okay. Course you wouldn't, you're a secret fatty -- the whole world needs to know this"

"Scott -- you're cute when you care --- but cross my dead heart, it wont happen again, mk? You're not going to get senile, I'm going to make sure of it.. I need you around, even though I left you, you can't leave me --- cross your heart? Yeah, you did -- you get a prize for that. Dinner, on me... I'll watch you eat though, burgers aren't really my thing"

"You need to quit with the lies -- it's ugly on you"

  "Please tell me that’s not how its gets. Don’t know if I wanna go through something with that just because I’ve lost my way or some shit. Kinda scary to think about though, that we wont actually die peacefully in our sleeps…we have to either kill ourselves or be killed. Some life. I wouldn’t call you that, you’re a tough chick and more so than that, I’m just worried is all. You wanna talk about it, the things it made worse…I could help, maybe. Well then I’m thanking this Johnny Valentine if I ever find him. He did? Maybe you’ve got one of them knights in shining armor type guys. Then its just you"

"Yeah, was pretty stupid I guess --- but don't worry, you're to strong to ever go in that direction.. I know you wont ever end up like that. Mm -- I guess we're just, living forever then? Imagine, two thousand years old....... jesus ---- not sure if I actually want to live that long. Nah, I'm done talking about it for, like -- the rest of my life.. thank you, though. You're helping right now, Josh. Honestly. So -- what else has been going on here, with you? Fill me in on everything"

"Eh, don't need to see it to know just how baddass it is, right? Just take the compliment, alright? You know, it's hard to take you serious with that adorable accent, just saying... I think the real question is --- why wouldn't you invite me? What have you got to lose if I tagged a long for the ride? And don't say pride or anything like that, I'm not that bad. Yeah well -- gotta be different round here or else you'll just blend in with everyone else"

"I don’t get why, but I’ve been in that certain place before, back at the start when I had no control so maybe I understand; scared the shit outta me, thanks. Yeah I bet it does and you really need to thank whoever the fuck saved you, let me as well. Happens when I actually like someone I suppose, or maybe its just you. Who knows"

"You just, want to give up for a bit.. selfish enough to leave everyone you care about, and who cares about you behind, yet to scared to actually walk into the sun and end it for good you know? Call me a pussy I guess.. but what ever. It was stupid. Didn't actually help things, just made them worse... Mm, Johnny something.. glasses.. Valen -- Valentine... his name has been stuck in my head ever since that night actually.. said he was going to check up on me.. don't know if I should be scared or what.. It's just me"

"I was being careful - I chose to dessicate... needed to sleep, rest, be.... more dead than I already am I guess... don't worry, you're going to outlive me, I'll make sure of it.. Land? can I see? Take me for a little tour around the place, that can be our celebration --- you finally landing and not flying away any time soon"

"I won’t tell her. I don’t tell anyone anything you tell me so you don’t have to worry. Madeline, I’m not angry, I’m not — just kinda sad. I hate that you were going through all of that, even if its what you wanted and I was none the wiser about it all. If I had of lost you, just never heard from you again — Don’t do that again, okay? Just don’t."

"I did need to do it alone -- I wouldn't have done it if you or Tory, or Andrew were there for that matter. I'm here, I'm alive... well dead but, you get me. It was something silly and now it's over. And I'm not going to do it, again -- actually hurts a little, being that hungry... You're being really sweet -- the girls need to see this side of you, then there would be some broken hearts"

"I was doing okay because I thought my friend, my family was doing okay. Madeline, we’re passed thinking that we can’t barge into each other’s lives, alright? You ring me, you knock on my door, send me a fucking text whenever you want and pull me away from my life, got it? I just thought maybe you didn’t wanna talk to me for a whole year, like you needed time away from me and funny enough, I did think something had happened to my friend but its fine. Yeah, let’s drink”

"Okay...okay. I made a mistake. I should have known better to call you, or Tory --- which, don't tell her, she'll hate me and I can't have that. I'm fine though, okay? I did get saved, and I'm glad I did... Opened up my eyes a little. I needed it, to just, be still, be nothing for a while. Well now I don't want to drink if you're mad --- it'll just make for angry drunks"

"You think its fine? What the hell happened, Madeline? You just didn’t wanna do this anymore and didn’t pick up the phone? I would have  been there in a second — what if no one had found you?”

"Yes, it's fine because I'm here. Someone did find me, so there's no need to dwell on what ever happened. I just got tired... wanted to stop for a bit. And I wasn't going to call you and pull you away from your own life.. sounds like you were doing okay.. lets drink, okay? I'm here, you're here --- that bartender's here. It's fine"

"So polite -- the bid bad Klaus is hiding today. Ohhh the stories we people hear about you -- do you like being supernatural royalty, or would you prefer no one knew who you were? And who have you chosen to spend the next thousand years with?"

"You told me that people slip up, they make mistakes. You made a few and I get how hard that must be for you, but you gotta forgive yourself for that shit. What made you do it? I don’t, okay, I do but only about somethings. Cheers to having old friends back — I like that better"

"It's always easier to be the supporter rather the one who needs the support. It'll never happen. One other thing about me - I don't forgive myself easily, or at all. Well, hunger - was desiccating for a year --- apparently you're fucking starving after it so --- that was my holiday. Yeah, big heads made no sense. Well, it did in my mind..."