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Hello friends, I am Yasmin from northern Gaza Strip. I am 27 years old, a mother of two children, Sila and Youssef, and I have been married for more than 7 years.

I was studying Journalism and Media at the University College, and I had both a home and a job. But because of the war, I lost my home, my work, and everything I owned.

My family’s house was also destroyed, and now we have nothing left except a worn-out tent whose torn walls cannot protect us from the heat of summer or the cold of winter.

My husband is injured. He was involved in a traffic accident while trying to get aid, and he is now disabled and unable to work.

My children have suffered from malnutrition due to the lack of food and proper nutrition.

That is why I am only asking for your help and support. I am here trying to save what is left of my children’s lives. They are between life and death.

Please, try to support us and donate whatever you can.

The 1 piece of shovel knight fanart ive ever drawn

After finishing Deltarune Chapter 3 and 4, I started to brainstorm ideas for what the next shadow crystal bosses would be like. My immediate idea was that since Kris and Susie had at least one fight that connected with/draws parallels to each one specifically, I figured that one of the next next bosses would be designed to connect with Ralsei. And it seems like a good few people are also in that line of thinking. I then started thinking of how they would connect with Ralsei. Like maybe they have a fear of freedom and don't feel like they deserve it and that can be their whole thing. Similarly to how Ralsei feels he doesn't deserve to properly express himself.

I had all these ideas, but there was one thing I couldn't shake off that kind of led me into thinking about something else. It was how, no matter what I thought, I wanted the next shadow fight to be a female character. Now, I think I know why I feel this way. When coming up with characters, I have a somewhat tendency to put a little bit of myself in them, and that sometimes means making them a girl. But also because I realized that so far, most of the shadow crystal fights have been male. And yes, while I do consider the Roaring Knight themselves to be the shadow crystal fight of ch3, and that they might be one of 2 female lightners, I'm kind of hesitant to say they count as the female shadow crystal fight. Because we are not supposed to know who the identity of the knight is at this point. Right now, they are supposed to be this mysterious figure. And even if they do end up being female, meaning we technically did get a female shadow crystal fight....I would like another one...because I'm greedy, lol. But also, so there can be more balance.

You know, I've seen others express this desire as well. Even back when chapter 2 came out, people have said that they wanted a female shadow boss in the future. But recently I've also heard that it is out of a greater desire to have female darkners in more prominent roles....and, the more I think about it... yeah. Gosh, now I feel bad that the 2 new characters I've been hyper focusing on are males lol. Because outside of Queen(who is great btw) and maybe Elnina, what other girl darkners serve a major role? I honestly don't know if this is a big of a deal as I am probably making it out to be. But, when you see other people bring it up, it's kind of hard not to think about it. And what do I think? It would be pretty nice to see a female darkner be an unhinged little gremlin. I would really like to go to the shadow boss and go "Auntie take you meds, please!" But that's just me.

I mean technically I got what I wanted. Just not in the way I thought (honestly pretty much sums up my experience with chapter 5 as a whole; technically I got what I wanted just not in the way I thought)

Finally found the energy to finish this.

A few days ago, I lost a large amount of blood due to a sudden and severe hemorrhage, and I fainted without feeling it. I was transferred to the hospital, and I did not wake up until the doctors had stopped the bleeding and provided me with blood units and the necessary treatment.

I spent a full week in the hospital receiving treatment under intensive medical care, after my condition and my fetus’s condition were extremely critical. 💔😥

I was discharged from the hospital, but I am barely able to move. I need someone to support me so I can walk. 😢

My fetus, now in the seventh month, is still in a difficult condition. The doctors did everything they could to save him; they gave me injections to stabilize the pregnancy and others to complete the lung development, in addition to many other medications.

All that has happened to me is a result of the harsh conditions we are living in Gaza. 💔😓

Exorbitant prices for providing food and water, and difficulty in obtaining medications and nutritional supplements, and the life of tents that no human can endure, especially with the bitter cold and the continuous rain.

Please… I need medical care, medications, and special nutrition, so that survival may be written for me and my fetus. and this cannot happen without you extending your hands to save us once again. 🙏🥹

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