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Haze, he/him (he/they/it for people who know me well)
Don’t involve me in discourse
Mixed (Indian-Maltese-Anglo) goth intersex trans guy whose gay for other guys. I’m mad and disabled.
Your local cripple with a birth defect that can't walk well, sometimes can't see and has a whole inventory of health issues. I've taken the list of my diagnoses down but if someone asks about something where it's relevant I don't mind. I can walk without aids usually but am a part time crutch and wheelchair user. And I'm a part time AAC user. I am learning Grade 2 Braille. I am learning Auslan as well (which is its own language, not a modification of English)
Interests - Sharks, bats, post punk and death rock, tma, art, gardening, horror, linguistics, library and information science, and politics. I love talking about all of these things.
Sharks, ecology, post-punk, art, gardening, linguistics, information science, politics, horror, vampires, tma. I like talking about all these things
General Stuff: I don't have a strict DNI but if you’re a Zionist, radfem, fascist, Hindutva or any type of shithead you’ll probably get a block. In general though just don’t be a dick for no reason.
Autism + other stuff means I have trouble discerning reality from fiction, trouble with counterfactual reasoning and disorganised thoughts/speech sometimes. I may post something that is “odd” or potentially triggering without realising, when I am able to I will delete or tag posts appropriately if needed. Please also be considerate of this when sending or tagging me in things.
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hi everyone the cleveland trans collective has a guide that includes info about DIYing testosterone. it's also relevant for any women who have found the estrogen injection to be more effective! please enjoy and spread. obviously it is a little bit more difficult and requires more gear generally to DIY testosterone since you can only make injectables, but things are bad and i know lots of women who rely on their injections too. this stuff is so so important. love and peace on planet transgender.
ive seen a lot of posts from trans people saying that diy testosterone is more dangerous than diy estrogen and i do recognize that testosterone is a controlled substance, however you wont get in any trouble for just buying it im pretty sure. anyway, if youre worried about losing access to t, are wanting to stockpile, or are just fucking sick of dealing with the pharmacy, DEFINITELY DO NOT go to the website boid razaar with the first two letters switched, and definitely dont look for testosterone in bulk in your dosage (mg/ml) because going off your dosage can be harmful, and DO NOT buy like 50ml of testosterone for $200 including shipping. you HAVE to deal with the pharmacy and doctors because theyll be sad if they cant get your money and also gatekeep your access to hormones
and also if youre sick of dealing with the pharmacy for needles dont look up med bulk websites and buy 100 syringes, injection needles, and draw needles for like $50 total. its imperative that you dont do ANY of this
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Coming out as trans young but not transitioning medically bc of restrictions really fucks you up because you just sit and stare in the mirror going “if rules were different I wouldn’t look like this right now” and then you get really fucked up
It really fucking does, at 16 I got all the way to the last step but then my dad refused to sign the consent form and i had to wait another 2 fucking years to start. I don't know if i could ever really forgive him
For other people living in So Called Australia, especially Victoria. Go listen to 3CR community radio and go donate to some programs this radiothon! An extremely important station that has such a variety of programs and has been vital to communities for half a century, go support them so it can keep going for another 50 years.
Making an effort to learn my great grandparents native languages because as difficult as it can be I refuse to let it die with them and never be able to talk with them in their mother tongue
guess there's some other maltese guy on this hellsite and ill be damned if another one of us impresses my partner /j
im kidding, but it got me thinking about how obscure my language actually is, and maybe i should be a little more proud of it
so! here's seven words for you, love, a word for every month ive loved you.
“għagħa” (common noun – pronounced, literally, 'aaaaaa'): mob/crowd/a lot of noise [very fitting, it's the noise i make whenever i see a crowd].
“jiddispra” (verb – pronounced 'yid-diss-prah'): conjugated, means to despair. [i often find myself doing this].
â€śÄ aħan” (proper noun – pronounced 'jah-hahn'): a word derived from a popular character in maltese storytelling. potentially taken from arabic stories. used to refer to a stupid or gullible person, as ġaħan was in stories. the most popular one is called 'ġaħan u l-bieb', meaning 'ġaħan and the door'. i can elaborate on that in a later post if i ever feel like it lol.
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There is one very important thing I need people without major dietary restrictions to understand: the distress caused by allergies, celiac disease, and other food restrictions is largely not about the food.
Do I miss some foods I can't eat anymore without getting sick? Sure, but that's not what really bothers me. What bothers me is being excluded from a huge portion of human social life of which food is a crucial component. What bothers me is the stress and social stigma of trying to figure out what I can safely eat. What bothers me is the amount of extra work and cost that is required of me to identify, obtain, and prepare safe foods. What bothers me is people treating my needs like a nuisance, as though I chose to be like this - as though their brief inconvenience to check an ingredients list is unreasonable, when I deal with this every day of my life forever.
I don't miss the food that much. I miss not having to worry about what I eat. I miss freedom. I miss when trying new foods and new restaurants was fun instead of a minefield. I miss not having to plan my entire life around the need for safe foods.
Food is such a basic human need, and a lot of people don't really need to think about it. When your danger foods can be anywhere and everywhere, suddenly your entire life revolves around avoiding them, and it massively sucks. You get used to it and it's not a big deal most of the time, but then you go to a new restaurant, or your office has a potluck, or you've been invited to a party and suddenly it feels just as miserable and exhausting as it ever has.
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The first photo is a brown horse galloping fast with a slight blur to indicate the speed. There is a mountain in the background and the whole image has a bright lens flare to give it an energetic glow. At the top of the image is text saying “How I feel when I wake up with less symptoms than normal”
The second photo is an exhausted white horse collapsed on the ground in front of a barn. In the horse’s mouth there is a sign that reads “I am NOT dead just tired & ugly. Please let me sleep” The word “not” is underlined for emphasis.