Shippdy-do-da♪🔞

Hiss Kiss

Dehydrated crying, lov yous💜🤍

I only noticed so when I delved into looking at fan art and saw how I stand out, even tho im not trying to do anything exceptional beyond drawing what I authentically love and enjoy and wanna see more of and what i challenge myself to do.

It instantly makes me think oh thats why no one reblogs my art and whatnot, even though I know its just a bigger issue of the masses in social media just consuming art without showing it love or systems not really rewarding being even slightly different or likes rewarding human efforts in general. Or it cause I come from a corner of life that vehemently deters, undermines and hates art so thats always the first thing that my mind jumps to immediately instead of just simply not being seen. Its a never ending loop..

I'll keep posting to yous and the void if only because I exist and my passion still does as well

Maybe it was ridiculous of me to think being even slightly different is fine and doesn't matter, I suppose ppl want the OG in fandoms, and not my style. I thought the characters being similar to their personalities was enough and fun, at least it it was for me and I loved it when I saw personal style into characters i love, and pained my heart just the same when I see they are in my place too, but what if they aren't..

I dont know what to think now

I am struggling to draw from constant physical flares, struggling to pay for shitty net every month cuz i rarely get work and even struggling just to have online presence, browse and keep up with it in general.. im still holding on with 20 fingers dug in, and i don't truly know why

It just feels unnecessarily overwhelming while all i wanted to do is share my art and fan-bean with my peeps ...

I nearly finished sketching up the comic, literally cant wait to start rendering it, im happy about that at least

I'll never get used to drawing Goku's hair cuz its like, constant 3D building of a 2D shape x'

I have been writing and rewriting the comic, coming from a fic writing background, im frothing, struggling not to overwhelm the whole thing with text bubbles lo'

I was wondering how am i going to post WIPs of it, cause my brain treats anything I post as done with and I seem to can never be able to get back to it, so i thought i should just tell it to you instead! Saves net time and effort xD

I have sketched up the coverrrr and will start rendering it today. Im struggling with Freezipop tail perspective but its my favourite bit so ill give it more care. I got my coffee and my digimon game for company (yes, im a digi kid xD Impmon and Guilmon are my mains, if you're curious) cx

Gathering references too, awgh I just lov goku in this get up c8

I was wondering how am i going to post WIPs of it, cause my brain treats anything I post as done with and I seem to can never be able to get back to it, so i thought i should just tell it to you instead! Saves net time and effort xD

I have sketched up the coverrrr and will start rendering it today. Im struggling with Freezipop tail perspective but its my favourite bit so ill give it more care. I got my coffee and my digimon game for company (yes, im a digi kid xD Impmon and Guilmon are my mains, if you're curious) cx

Gathering references too, awgh I just lov goku in this get up c8

this is exactly me drawing spicy junk c8

Forest serenity

(Lov u Shikix🖤♥️🖤♥️)

Crying, love you Jay, love you Luc, love you homo S, love you Quinn, and everyone who always supports my art with likes and reblogs and delicious screaming comments i write in my journal (I'm literally only here because of you guys, love you so much D'X)

i have been nothing but a stress puddle cuz i can't afford my net bill anymore and i didn't think i can get back, but unbelievably here i am for this month!! CRYING 🖤♥️🖤♥️🖤♥️

I just made this cuz as much i wish i can just continue to be bursting with endless art posts, I have no options as to how to keep going online but these (thank you for reading):

★I'm always open for commissions!

( and if you become a subscriber to kofi you get discount on your commissions <3)

★ you can buy me a lemon tea 🫖 ( a.k.a tip meee)

★And lastly, sub to my Patreon, where all my art lives, & you get to see all my NSFW work too >8//J

thank you always for everything and being with me as i draw in secret, with my hands and feet and with all the love i can muster to share it here for u all <3

OG TRIO

I always wanted to draw Raditz again and Napa too..