you are standing on a chair, the noose is around your neck, all you have to do is take a step and you are free, a moment of of pain to take all of the pain away but you are paralyzed and the tears dont stop rolling out of you eyes and you curse your stupid little self for not being strong enough- brave enough to take that little step to deliverance so you untie the noose, get in your bed and cry youself to sleep, tomorrow is another day, another try













