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Fucking couldn't be more wrong . Really appreciate the time we had but would have been very much better never have meeting you ..you have been my worst case scenario.. I don't hold it against you for getting me sick but lying about it was and will always upset me I would have never gotten sick ..God has been so hard on my end of its ability to bring clarity on its way to make me feel better about myself..

I mean I know what we are all in my bed . I'm not tripping had to feel it only threw seeing it . I'd be able to feel what it was or wasn't . Maybe it was just me being paranoid I have been feel like something is wrong or maybe it's was never there ? I just this piece of shit I have taken care of for last 12+ yr's just making a fool of me and our relationship I was so fucking blind but no i made it clear I will never see him in the same way ever again . That moment I felt a rage for him I never felt for him before , I was so hurt sorry for ever giving afuck about him it killed me to realize what a waist of time and he lies about everything never told me he was already sick and that's just one of his bull shit like he got raped even after he knew about history or boots was lying or just so many things to even begin . I think I'm seriously starting to hate him and I already am hating my self . I wouldn't ever do any thing like that it would hurt him and I always try not to hurt him so he got these hoes think I'm a joke but no he's really the only funny part of this whole story cause hurt me poison me so you can fuck right next to me in our bed ..lol I couldn't have O.D. it's so bad that win I came to I didn't even know who was there felt raped ..wish I'd never seen this shit the way do now cause now it's scary he know I'm fucking bat shit nuts why he keep pushing me..