* SWAMP / THING !

I    PONDER   OF    SOMETHING     TERRIFYING    ;    ‘cause    this   time   there's   no sound   to   hide   behind  .  I   find   over   the   course   of   our   human   existence  one   thing   consists   of   consistence    &    it's   that   we're   all battling   fear   OH   DEAR   !    I   don't   know   if   we   know   why   we're   here    OH  MY  !      TOO  DEEP    !      PLEASE  STOP   THINKING    !    (       I   liked   it   better   when   this   van   had    sound     .     )    there   are   things   we   can   do   but   from   the   things   that   work    there   are    only   two   &   from   the   two   that   we   choose   to   do    —–     peace   will   win   &    fear   will   lose    ;     there’s   FAITH   ,    &    there’s   SLEEP   ,    we   need   to   pick   one   please   because   faith   is   to   be   AWAKE   &   to    be   awake   is    for    us    to   THINK   &   for   us   to   think   is    to    be    ALIVE   &    I    will   try   with   every    rhyme   to  come   across   like   i    am   dying   to   let   you   know          ————      YOU   NEED   TO   TRY   TO   THINK   ! 

         i’m excited to jump into a new year with friends that i adore, so i decided to kick things off with an  ART GIVEAWAY!  one person will win a  PAINTED PORTRAIT  of their character, & two runner-ups will receive sketches.  the rules are pretty simple:

YOU MUST BE A ROLEPLAY BLOG & YOU MUST BE FOLLOWING ME.  new followers are welcome, but please don’t skip ship after the giveaway is over.

LIKES & REBLOGS COUNT!  you can reblog this post as many times as you’d like to increase your chances.  

WINNERS WILL BE ANNOUNCED ON FRIDAY, JANUARY 19.  if i don’t get a response within two days, i’ll draw again.

ART REQUIRES TIME!  i’m juggling school, familial troubles & work, so please remember to be patient with me if you win.  since i want to give you my best work, the final painting could take around two weeks.

                                                  I WANT TO BE ALIVE AGAIN .  Not   in   this   half - life  .  I   want  to  be   really   alive  .   I   want   to   feel   my   heart   pumping   in   my   chest   again  .   I   want   to   feel   BLOOD   moving   through   me   hot  ,   &   salty  ,   &   real  .   It's   weird  ,   you   don't   think   you   can   feel   it  ,   the   blood  ,   but   believe   me  ,   when   it   stops   flowing  ,   you'll   know  .    I   don't   know   why   this   happened   to   me  .   BUT IT’S HARD   .   You   know   why   dead   people   only   go   out   at   night  ,   puppy  ?   Because   it's   easier   to   pass   for   real   in   the   dark  .   And   I   don't   want   to   have   to   pass  .   I WANT TO BE ALIVE   !

-  DEATH HURTS. I mean, mostly that hurt is just absences of things.    I'm thirsty all the time. Fuckin' parched. And cold. Cold in my bones .

-  DEATH HURTS. I mean, mostly that hurt is just absences of things.    I'm thirsty all the time. Fuckin' parched. And cold. Cold in my bones .

-  DEATH HURTS. I mean, mostly that hurt is just absences of things.    I'm thirsty all the time. Fuckin' parched. And cold. Cold in my bones .

OK, Here we go again because tumblr fucking hates me and I have to rewrite everything. Im honestly rushing through this while i actually feel like doing it so forgive me if I miss some of you guys!!! My bad! But hennywayz Im not actually in the holiday cheer like at all, But I figured I’d at least spread some love  and let yall know that I love you soooo much and I hope yall have a gr8 new year!

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