My mom has cancer (cervical cancer) and shes going on surgery tomorrow morning so I'm home alone and 4 of my relatives called to yell at me for staying at home instead of my grandma's, (I literally cried all day worrying about my mom) also my grandma gets angry when I don't sleep at a certain time and I have insomnia so I can't sleep that easily and she literally checks every 2 or 3 hours to see if I'm sleeping and she yells at me if im not asleep everytime. I love her but I cant stay there because of that and my relatives say I'm just stubborn and entitled just because I wanna stay at home (they f*cking told me I cry to manipulate them into letting me stay at home) which is crazy considering my mom is the one to told me to stay and now she's mad too cuz relatives called my mom (again. She's in the fucking hospital) and lectured her about letting me stay and told her i yelled and cursed at them (which I didn't even do) and now my mom is worried and angry at me for something this stupid and I really dont know what to do or feel I wanna talk to her but she's mad at me and I don't want her to get worse
