not active !! trying to recover again :)

I hate it when my thoughts are just an endless cycle of "I'm tired". Like, shut up, I already know I'm tired.

Exactly and also this is a little bit off topic but I hate how when people say "here's why you should recover" it's focused around physical appearance because 1) not everyone can relate to those and 2) the whole point of trying to recover is to lessen how much you overthink about your appearance and how people perceive you. You're just putting more insecurities onto someone who already has some (ie: "no tits or ass" some people don't have those in the first place. Why make everything about physical features?)

I dont think people understand that I literally can’t not take things personally. I notice the tiniest change in how someone talks to me, how they act towards me. I can’t just stop. after years of everything being my fault, is it wrong to assume that when someone gets angry, it’s my fault? im sorry.

man why are high calorie things so damn tasty 😭😭

i refuse to waste another year in a body i hate

cats are so beautiful and loving…. when they paw at you and ask u to pet them.. when they purr and close their eyes in content… a warm loaf … when they knead on you… thinking YOU are the bread… stupid… they are the bread… i love cats… so much….

please stop ignoring me it makes me want to hurt myself

“Too Much and Never Enough” could easily be the title of my autobiography.