Monday Afternoons

My least favorite part of tumblr is that no one comes to help you on here. You can really fall deep into an echo chamber

how do I stop disappointing my loved ones

I hope this year I feel like people care about me

if I were to go missing idk if anyone would notice

I hope coming back here to post helps me heal my own self

As an adult the depression is however easier to fight. But the will to fight is mundane.

I miss my family

it doesn’t actually get better if you have depression. You just become hard on the outside and brittle on the inside

I think about death at now days. No one’s around to stop me

Sometimes when I feel like life is crushing me I just wanna finish myself off

Alone alone alone

The second I stopped selling tree my sister stopped talking to me. Goes to show that if you’re not doing something that people need. They think you’re worthless

When I was young I had no idea I would have no family or friends besides my partner. Life is good but fuck I sure do miss you all. I’ll be twenty five soon, no o one ever saw how hard I tried besides mom but that’s just like I guess