~[*Love Myself*]~

This mans got me in a chokehold ahahahaaa 🫠

Having a messy room for months on end and then suddenly getting a burst of energy to clean. Your rooms messy again in a week

Not eating because its too much work to make food for yourself

Walking past laundry or dishes or chores and telling yourself you'll do it later you'll definitely do it later absolutely but you don't

Having time blindness. You're telling me I've been on tumblr for 6 hours. No i swear I just opened it an hour ago

Being late to everything. Or overcorrecting and being too early.

What the fuck is initiative. You can't do something until someone orders you to or they're breathing down your neck and you hate both things with visceral passion

You need to shower. You need to shower. You need to shower. GET UP AND SHOWER. you can't shower. Its been 14 hours.

You're stuck all the time. Paralysed. Brain fog feels like its slowly killing you.

Your teachers are telling you to do the thing. Your parents are telling you to do the thing. Your friends are telling you to do the thing. YOU are telling yourself to do the thing. You can't. You just can't.

Songs stuck in your head all the time. Your head is a jukebox playing what's new pussycat 27 times with one it's not unusual thrown in the middle.