moonana

i think its time to log out of this account for good. cant say i enjoyed being here, but thank you to everyone who helped me in any way in the one and a half year i posted. i hope your journeys go however you imagine it.

lets sleep, or lets sleep some more. I'd like to curl up beside your shadow. stop moving. i wish i could depend on you, i wish I could depend on you some more.

how do you fast? how do you not eat? dont you feel that ever lingering emptiness in the back of your mouth? how is everyone strong but me? am i just weak?

i like to imagine trying to explain my aesthetic to a woman in the 40s. i think she would either die on the spot or try to stab me.

i really hope aspertame doesnt cause cancer cause i chug zero coke like my life depends on it

having dangerously low iron and not eating is so great for me. shaking and passing out all the time:)))))

even when my life is in absolute shambles i still look cute

oh fade baby fade

all my problems would be solved if i was skinny

i wish i had more 4n4 friends

writing posts about my e4ting d1sord3r on my dead father's laptop

i want them to be shocked when school starts. worry and stare and be jealous.