new here but dark!oscar who’s enthralled by his darling because she doesn’t watch f1 and genuinely doesn’t know who he is so he can keep his two lives separate
when she does find out she’s heartbroken and that’s when he takes her permanently so she doesn’t leave
feel free to change this idea however u want!!
ᨳଓ . dark!oscar x gf!reader
ᨳଓ . warnings: lies, manipulation, obsession, trapping, no smut, mentions of trapping you with a baby, isolating you from people
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Oscar has two sides. On one hand, he is the young Formula 1 talent, featuring in incredible track highlights, achieving strong race results, and winning over a multitude of fans. Always calm and unflappable, he has captured the attention of fellow drivers, teams, the press, and the public, especially after a stellar previous season where he nearly won the championship and drew all eyes to himself and his team.
that version of Oscar is patient and polite, offering small smiles and slightly awkward answers. He's a gem in every sense and arguably one of the gentlest, most likable personalities in the sport.
on the other hand, there's Oscar, your boyfriend of a few months. You met him by chance while working at your hometown bookstore, a quiet little place where everyone knows everyone. Yet, he stood out to you.
that Oscar is affectionate, demonstrative, and intense, at least from your perspective. But deep down, he's obsessive and possessive. He fell in love with the fact that you didn't know who he was; when he stood before you holding a book, you simply looked at him, smiled, and asked if there was anything else he needed.
the idea of having this corner of the world where no one knows him, where he isn't overwhelmed, where you are perfect, and where he doesn't have to share you with the world is probably the best thing that’s happened to him in a long time.
and it’s not that he doesn’t want to be honest, or that he doesn’t want to let you know him fully, but the mere thought of other people knowing about you, seeing how beautiful you are, and recognizing all the qualities Oscar saw first... ignites something primal inside him, a fire burning, eating him alive, making him angry.
he doesn’t want people looking at you, talking to you, or touching you. He wants your attention focused on him, not on the wag's, not on his rivals, and not on the team staff.
it might be toxic or unfair, but he’s too happy in his bubble to worry much about the consequences of keeping things hidden. Until someone ruins it all.
a new customer.
someone who wanders into your bookstore by chance, spots a photo of you and Oscar on your phone case, immediately recognizes him as the formula 1 driver, and gets excited. He asks you a thousand questions, only to be left confused when he realizes you have no idea what he’s talking about.
what is formula 1? is that what Osc does for a living?why does that stranger know about it while you don’t?
the uncertainty grows in you, so you decide to ask the source, the person you trust most, taking the opportunity when he comes to visit, all while having to endure the anxiety in the days leading up to it.
you see the shock on his face when you ask; it confirms your suspicions, breaks your heart, and makes you feel deceived, shut out of something so significant in your boyfriend's life. You feel like a fool, naive, and he sees it in your eyes. He immediately panics, apologizing a thousand times, realizing that nothing seems to help.
suddenly, his plan fell apart, the worlds collided, and the mere thought of losing you became unbearable, impossible to accept. He would die if you left him, if you walked away from his side. He might lose his mind, do things he would regret.
that’s why he started talking, managing to make you listen, telling lies in the name of love, making up excuses with every passing second, citing dangers, worries, and things that sounded realistic even though they weren't, all while watching your expression shift from pain to concern.
he just had to convince you that both your lives were in danger, that he couldn't expose you to anyone. It didn't matter if he had to lie or make you feel guilty; so he kept talking and fabricating stories, watching as you felt worse and worse.
he convinced you that your life was in danger, forcing you to stay in your apartment; he did everything he could to make you believe him, to make you fear for your life so you’d stay put, seeing him as a hero, your hero. Not a liar. Not someone who had broken your heart.
your hero, the person who would always look after you, even if it meant hiding a significant part of his life from you.
you wouldn't leave his side; Oscar couldn't allow it, he couldn't live without you. Even if it meant trapping you there and putting a baby in your womb. He would do it; he would do anything to ensure you stayed by his side forever.
it’s the only option he sees as viable: keeping them from finding out about you, ensuring everyone’s attention remains fixed on the "perfect" aspects of his life.
he would use your trust to get inside your head, and then you’d be his forever, especially now that he’s come up with the baby idea. There’s no turning back.
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contains/warnings: smut, soft dom!oscar, unprotected, sleepy morning sex, p in v, fluff-vanilla, creampie, cockwarming, aftercare, established relationship, smut with little to no plot
summary: oscar wakes up in the mood, and he just needs you to let him love on you.
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you woke up to the feeling of oscars arm tightening around your waist.he was pressed right up against your back like he had probably been for most of the night, because you felt a bit hot, shuffling the duvet off of yourself. he was still pretending to be asleep, but the hard line of his cock against your ass made it very clear that he was already awake, he just tried to play it off for a minute. you turned your head a little, waiting for him to say something, groaning softly at the strain on your neck, you probably slept in the wrong position but you'll worry about that later. instead of speaking up, he opened his eyes, then just leaned in and kissed you soft and slow, then tucked his face back against the side of your neck and nuzzled there with a quiet, sleepy sigh.
“morning, love” he mumbled against your warm skin, voice still raspy and low from sleep, “youre so pretty, and cute.. I need you..” he said it without looking at you, lips moving against the sensitive skin of your shoulder now, making you shiver. you didnt reject him, he was too sweet for that. you reached back with an arm, found his waist and pulled him more firmly against yourself. through the thin fabric of your panties and his boxers, you could feel every bit of how hard and hot he was against your ass. oscar started rolling his hips slowly, humping just a little against you in lazy, unhurried movements, just enjoying the feeling of your soft ass against his hard cock, he didn't want to rush it, he wanted to feel the pleasure of being so close to you first thing in the morning before he'd have to start his busy day. his mouth stayed busy on your shoulder and then the side of your jaw, leaving soft, open mouthed kisses while he kept talking against your skin, “my pretty girl… you feel so good like this… just want to be close to you… want to feel you…”
after a little while, he shifted enough to tug his cock free from his boxers. it sprang up heavy against the curve of your ass, the head already wet as it slid against your skin and your stomach twisted in excitement. you loved to feel his wetness on yourself, it was one of the hottest things. he brought his hand up near your face, gently caressing your flushed cheek, “can you wet my fingers for me?” you knew exactly what he meant, so you parted your lips and took his fingers into your mouth, sucking on them slowly and gently until they were slick with your spit. he pulled them back and wrapped them around himself, giving his cock a few lazy strokes before sliding it between your thighs, rubbing the head against the soft fabric of your panties and the curve of your ass. still murmuring sweet things against your hair, he hooked his fingers into the waistband of your panties and tugged them down just far enough. "look how wet you are for me already.." he let out a groan of appreciation, then adjusted his position. the cool air hit your bare pussy for a second before the hot length of his cock settled right against it. you were still lying on your side with your legs pressed together, and oscar loved this position because it always made you feel so much tighter around him, and he always came fast and hard. he slid an arm under your head, cradling you properly from behind, while his other hand reached down to guide himself. he nudged the head of his cock against your slick entrance, then slid it up to drag over your clit a few times, waiting. when you pushed back against him, clearly eager, he finally started pressing inside. the stretch was lightly burning but delicious, always more intense first thing in the morning when your body was still tender and sensitive. oscar kissed the side of your jaw as he pushed deeper, inch by inch, until he finally bottomed out, grinding a little, then he stilled completely, a soft moan leaving him right against your ear. “i love you,” he whispered, voice low and full of emotion, cock throbbing deep inside you while he held you close. he stayed buried deep, not thrusting, just letting his cock rest in your hot heat, warm and full while he held you, his arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you back against his chest so there was no space left between you. he was breathing you in, loving how your body melted back against his, how you pussy squeezed him just right. he started kissing you everywhere he could reach, soft and slow kisses on your lips when you turned your head, then across your cheek, along your jaw, up to your forehead, back down to the side of your neck, the top of your shoulder, even the back of your head when he nuzzled into your hair. every kiss was gentle and lingering, nibbling just a tiny bit which resulted in you giving him a small whimper.
“you feel so good around me,” he spoke against your skin, “so warm… so perfect, you were made for me, hm?" he let out a small chuckle, and you nodded, holding onto his forearm which was draped over your stomach. he kissed the spot just under your ear. “my love.. i love waking up with you, love how soft you are in the morning, love that you let me hold you like this.” he still didnt move his hips, he just kept you full and close, mouth never leaving your skin for too long. he pressed another kiss to your shoulder, then your neck again, then the corner of your mouth when you turned toward him. he was being such a big, soft kitty, all clingy and affectionate, content to stay buried inside you with nothing more than sweet words and endless gentle kisses while the morning light slowly filled the room.
you turned your head toward him, still sleepy, and smiled. “youre so cute like this,” you whispered. oscar’s eyes fluttered shut and he nuzzled back into the side of your neck with a soft sound, a little hum. he stayed quiet for a few more seconds, just breathing you in, cock still resting heavy and warm inside you, then he started moving. it was gentle at first, slow, long and deep thrusts that dragged almost all the way out before he pushed back in, to the hilt. every time he bottomed out he let out the prettiest little moan right against your ear, soft and breathy. “feels so good… you always feel so good around me…” he kept that unhurried pace for a while, making love to you nice and deep while his arm stayed locked around your waist, occasionally flexing, loving the way you squeezed his forearm.
after a bit he picked up the pace just a little, hips rolling more firmly. his breathing got heavier against your neck, he was getting more and more worked up, he loved to have you like this, his to fuck, his to love on. “i love this,” he mumbled, voice low and a little rough, “love being inside you first thing… let me love on you, baby..” his hand slid up from your waist and cupped one of your tits, squeezing gently, not rough at all, just enough pressure to make you sigh. his thumb brushed over your nipple in slow circles, then the other one, playing with them softly until they were tight under his touch. “these are perfect too.." he whispered in your ear, then kissed the skin below it, “my perfect girl…” he went faster after that, still controlled but chasing it now, his thrusts got shorter and deeper, the slap of skin now noticeable. “i love filling you up,” he said, voice cracking just a little, “love the thought of cumming in you.. want to leave it deep.. want you to feel it all morning..” he was getting close, his arm tightening around you, his sounds louder, he was so eager to give his load to you.
“yes,” you breathed out weakly, “please do it… cum in me…” you moaned for him, pushing your ass back to meet his thrusts. he groaned and his hand left your tits, sliding down between your legs, fingers finding your clit right away. he rubbed it in firm, tight little circles that matched the rhythm of his hips, pressing just the way he knew you liked. “cum for me,” he whispered against your ear, “want to feel you squeeze my cock.. want to feel you cum around me.. come on, baby.. let go for me.” you lasted another couple of minutes under the steady rub of his fingers and the deep thrusts, but soon, it was impossible to hold back. it hit you, and it was strong. you cried out softly, walls clenching hard around him, pulsing and milking his cock exactly the way he needed it, the way he got right on the edge himself, he groaned low and broken at the feeling, “fuck yes.. just like that, baby, so good for me.." his hips stuttered and then he buried himself as deep as he could go, cock throbbing and twitching as he came inside you. you felt every warm pulse of it while he kept rubbing your clit through the aftershocks and held you tightly against his chest, panting against your shoulder, his face squished against it. he stayed locked inside you afterward, breathing hard, pressing soft kisses to the side of your neck while his cock gave a few last weak twitches as he came down.
“i love you,” he mumbled, his voice a little unsteady, tired. “love you so much…” oscar stayed inside you a little longer after he finished, still holding you close and pressing lazy kisses to your skin while his cock slowly softened, he didnt want to leave the warmth of you just yet.
eventually, when you started squirming, he pulled out carefully, a soft wet sound following as he slipped free. he immediately rolled you onto your back and hovered over you, one of his arms braced beside your head. he leaned in and kissed you slow and deep, then started trailing softer kisses across your cheek and jaw, leaving a few pecks on the swell of your tits too while his free hand began moving over your body. his palm glided gently over your chest, cupping your tits for a moment before sliding down your stomach, over your hips, the curve of your ass and along the outside of your thighs. every touch was light and careful, soothing your still trembling body.
“thank you,” he whispered against your lips, “thank you for letting me have you, baby… for letting me wake up inside you… youre so good to me.”
there it was. him thanking you after. it was honestly the sweetest thing, and probably the thing which you loved most about him. he kissed you again, then kept talking between soft presses of his mouth. “you always take me so well, always so ready for me, i love you so much.. love the way you let me hold you and fill you and just stay close..” his hand kept stroking slowly up and down your side, never rushing, never grabbing too hard, just pure sweetness, melting your heart all over again. after a while, he crawled down the bed and settled between your legs after he had parted them gently, laying his head on your lower stomach. he turned his face and pressed a few gentle kisses there too on the soft skin, then rested his cheek against you with a content little sigh. "love you so much" he mumbled again, already getting sleepy again, eyes drooping. you reached down and ran your fingers through his hair, "i love you too, oscar" you smiled, caressing his flushed face, then started playing with his hair again, slow and gentle.
neither of you made any move to get up. the morning light was getting brighter and you both knew you should probably start the day, but neither of you cared. oscar stayed right where he was, head on your stomach, arms draped over your thighs, and you stayed on your back with your hand in his hair until the two of you drifted back off to sleep, warm and unbothered and completely unwilling to leave the bed just yet.
McLaren's halloween party seems like the perfect opportunity to corrupt Oscar's mind.
Oscar... your boyfriend's teammate.
🚨smut, p in v, unprotected sex, cheating & cheating publicly, relationship destroyed, Lando is really dumb in this; championship references. This is revenge🚨
i wrote it last night while watching The Phantom of the Opera, don't judge me.
1,1k words
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you feel his gaze on the back of your neck, but you keep dancing to the music, letting yourself go as you feel the fabric of your costume swaying, just like it's been doing ever since you left your boyfriend's side to enjoy the event, even if just for a little while.
because mclaren really went all out this time, hiring a good dj, in a beautiful venue, full of red and purple lights, with incredible decorations that brought halloween to life.
and it's all so lovely that a part of you regrets being surrounded by people you barely know instead of your friends, because things would definitely be more fun if you knew who to talk to without feeling like your boyfriend's decoration.
although, of course… you can always talk to him. To the man watching you from the bar, with his jaw tense and his hand gripping one of the glasses tightly. Because you know you're wearing the perfect outfit, the one that would catch his eye.
now that you're tired of waiting, pretending. Fed up with that silence in every glance, those cordial greetings, the brushing of hands and racing hearts.
and it makes it even funnier that this is happening right in front of everyone… and under Lando's oblivious eyes, as he continues talking to people, with his shirt now open and his hair completely messy, more lost in the heat and the conversations than in looking at you.
because this has been going on for months, maybe since the first races. And while your boyfriend was out partying or on countless trips with friends, someone else was slowly approaching, almost shy, keeping their distance so as not to scare you off, and winning your heart without you even realizing it.
and at first, they were just conversations, with little giggles... which gradually transformed into inside jokes... and into looks that only you could understand, as if your hearts were communicating. Until Oscar started winning, and the congratulations were almost whispered, with a hand on his arm and your gaze locked on his, lingering on his lips for a couple of seconds, knowing he was doing the same.
and neither of you dared to do anything more; to get closer, to break that almost magnetic energy, so you grew tired of it. And for weeks you thought about the ideal way to break his morals, his code. You thought about how to make Oscar betray his teammate, until the perfect opportunity presented itself.
in the middle of the championship battle, with all the ups and downs, the bad strategies, the stupid mistakes, and the point difference disappearing. I think the best opportunity to break the sweet boy was using this moment, when he had all the frustration on his shoulders, with your boyfriend now in front of him for the first time in months, making people start to whisper, to doubt.
and what better night than halloween to try? when everyone is too drunk, too lost in the colored lights and the spooky atmosphere to notice the stolen glances, the sighs, the smiles, and the approaching footsteps.
no one noticed his hands on your waist, pressing his chest against your back, making you gasp, without stopping your movements, but giving him space on your neck to put his head there.
“you know this is a dangerous game you're playing, right?” you heard him say, his voice close to your ear, making you smile once again.
“i don't know what you're talking about,” you feigned ignorance, believing this game would continue for a few more minutes. But you were wrong, because your response made him move you, leaving you face to face, with your eyes inevitably locked on his.
and his sweet words convinced you, almost like a spell, making you slip out the back door, with your hand intertwined with his, as if nothing else mattered.
and that's what brought you here now, lying on your bed, the one you share with Lando, while Oscar's cock slides into your cunt, thrusting so deep inside you that you have to close your eyes tightly while gripping the sheets.
“fuck, Oscar!” you whimpered, feeling the knot forming in your belly once more, as he continued moving with the same resistance as at the beginning. That addictive way that had you drooling, too cockdrunk to think about anything else.
and he spoke to you, in that sweet and calm tone, which is the opposite of his touch, with his hands squeezing your waist so tightly you're sure bruises are already forming on your skin, while his hips move roughly, making your ass red and irritated from the contact.
and you don't know how much longer you can resist, so you let yourself go, tightening your walls around his cock, swallowing it naturally, as if it belonged inside your hole, which drools and molds to his size. And a smile is forming on his face as he watches you break once again beneath him, resisting as best you can, even though he can see that your legs are already trembling too much and your breathing is becoming heavier.
“come on baby, one more for me,” he begged you, in that characteristic Oscar tone that reached deep parts of your heart, sending an electric shock to your clit, making you move your hips unconsciously, seeking more contact, although he never stopped moving.
because he's determined to destroy you, to leave you so useless that you can never think about Lando again.
because he wants to make you so addicted to his cock that there's no going back. That you can't leave him.
this is his way of winning, little by little, taking everything that has always belonged to him, even if he has to start with his teammate's girlfriend, who now whimpers while his cock expands her pretty pussy.
he's gonna win, no matter what, and this is just the beginning. And you're not gonna refuse, because you're tired of being the second choice, the decoration. Tired of being "the girlfriend so there's no more drama", or the extra guest at events so there are no more rumors.
you're tired of not being seen by your boyfriend, so you don't regret it.
not when Oscar's eyes travel over your body, silently praising you as he brands his name on your skin, inside you, and on every part you allow him, as shown by the bite marks that start on your neck and end on your inner thighs.
because this is revenge, and it all begins in this bed, after the party.
✦ genre: fluff, romcom, est. relationship, domestic, smut
✦ warnings: 🔞, explicit sexual content (period sex, menstrual blood, sexual touching and penetration, condom use, dirty talk, orgasm, breast/nipple stimulation, possessive/rough sexual language, light humor during sex), aftercare, mention of menstrual cramps & headaches, medical-ish dialogue that should absolutely not be taken as actual medical advice!
✦ wc: ~10k+
VERY IMPORTANT A/N:
This fic contains period sex, including menstrual blood being explicitly acknowledged and described. If that isn't your thing, this is your very gentle warning to simply scroll away because I promise there is enough blood in this fic to make that decision very easy.
Also, Oscar's whole “science says this will help” argument is fictional and heavily exaggerated for the sake of the story. Please don't use anything he says here as actual medical advice. Period sex can be perfectly fine for some people, but everyone's body and comfort level are different, and cramps/period symptoms aren't something you should feel pressured to “fix” through sex.
Most importantly: this is a consensual established relationship between two adults. The teasing/chasing is written as playful within their relationship, and the actual sexual scene involves mutual participation and checking in.
(Requested!✨️)
You slide out of bed with all the speed of a dying snail, your legs trembling as soon as your feet touch the cold floor. Every single muscle in your core feels like it has been dragged through a meat grinder and then set on fire. It isn’t just a bellyache; it’s a full-scale physical assault taking place right behind your belly button, a continuous, dull throb that occasionally spikes into a sharp, twisting agony. You stand there for a second, clutching your lower stomach, genuinely weighing the pros and cons of just collapsing right onto the rug and declaring this spot your permanent residence. Standing up to walk to the bathroom feels like an athletic feat you didn't train for, and the thought of pouring yourself a simple glass of water seems as exhausting as climbing a mountain. You groan, a low, pathetic sound that vibrates in your chest, and start dragging your feet toward the hallway.
Oscar is sitting on the living room sofa, completely absorbed in his work. His laptop is resting on his knees, the screen casting a pale light over his face as his fingers tap away at the keyboard. He looks calm, peaceful, and entirely unbothered by the fact that your internal organs are currently undergoing a violent revolution. The moment the soft, miserable sound of your footsteps hits his ears, his head snaps up. He doesn’t even wait for you to say a word. In one swift, practiced movement, he saves whatever document he’s working on, closes the laptop lid, and pushes it onto the coffee table out of harm's way.
"Come here," Oscar mutters under his breath, his eyes full of immediate concern as he shifts his hips to clear space on the cushions.
You don't reply. You don't have the breath or the patience for words. You just shuffle over, practically falling sideways onto the sofa, and drop your heavy, aching head directly onto his lap. You pull your knees up toward your chest, curling into the tightest ball humanly possible because somehow squeezing your abdomen makes the invisible hot iron inside you feel marginally less lethal.
"It feels like someone is using a dull rusted spoon to scoop out my lower back," you mumble into the denim of his jeans, your voice muffled and thick with pure misery. "And my head is pounding. Every time my heart beats, my skull expands."
Oscar places a warm, steady hand on your shoulder, his thumb making slow, gentle circles against your shirt. He’s learned over time exactly how to navigate this monthly minefield. He knows the rules by heart now: don't make sudden movements, don't ask stupid questions like 'are you sure it hurts that much?', and above all, do not breathe too loudly.
He takes a breath, intending to sigh sympathetically, but catches himself halfway through. He carefully meters his exhalation, letting the air slip out of his nose in absolute silence so the movement of his chest doesn't dislodge your head or irritate your hyper-sensitive nervous system.
"The spoon metaphor is new," Oscar says, his voice dropped an entire octave into a quiet, low rumble. "Yesterday, it was a meat tenderizer."
"It upgraded," you snap, though there’s no real heat behind it, just pure exhaustion. "It’s a multi-tool of agony."
"Right. Got it. Upgraded to rusted cutlery." He reaches over to the side table, his movements agonizingly slow and deliberate, and picks up a soft plush throw blanket. He drapes it over your shoulders, tucking the edge under your chin with precision. "Do you want the heating pad? I can go plug it in."
"No. Moving requires energy I don't possess," you grumble, pressing your forehead harder into his thigh. "If I move, my head will explode, and then you'll have to clean the walls."
"Fair point. I'd rather avoid the painting project," he says quietly.
For a few blissfully quiet minutes, you just lie there. The rhythmic circle of his thumb on your shoulder is somewhat distracting, a small anchor keeping you from dissolving entirely into your own pain. But as the sheer physical discomfort continues to simmer, your senses dial up to an unbearable frequency. Everything becomes an annoyance. The world is suddenly too loud, too heavy, too much.
Oscar shifts his weight by half an inch to adjust his posture. The tiny rustle of his jeans against the couch fabric sounds like a thunderclap in your ears.
You stiffen immediately, pulling your face out of his lap to glare up at him with narrow, accusatory eyes. "Can you not?"
Oscar freezes mid-movement, his left leg suspended an inch off the cushion. He blinks down at you, totally motionless. "Can I not... exist?"
"Can you not squirm around like you have ants in your pants?" you demand, your voice tight. "You’re vibrating the entire sofa. My brain is rattling inside my head."
"I moved two millimeters," he whispers, slowly lowering his foot back down with the delicate care of a bomb disposal expert. "I was trying to prevent my foot from falling asleep."
"Let it fall asleep," you say bluntly, dropping your head back down onto his leg with a thud. "Sacrifice the foot for the greater good."
"Understood," Oscar says softly, his face completely deadpan. "Goodbye, left foot. It was a good run."
You let out a tiny, irritated huff, settling back into his lap. But the silence doesn't bring peace for long. Now that he’s holding perfectly still, a new sound invades your consciousness. It’s a rhythmic, faint clicking noise coming from his throat every time he swallows. It’s entirely natural, completely quiet, and under normal circumstances, totally unnoticeable. Right now, it sounds like a ticking time bomb.
You squeeze your eyes shut, trying to ignore it, but with every swallow, your irritation spikes higher. It’s like a tiny drop of water falling on your forehead over and over again.
"Oscar."
"Yeah?" he responds, keeping his tone as neutral and soothing as humanly possible.
"Are you swallowing glass?"
He blinks, genuinely confused. "What?"
"Why are you swallowing so loud?" you ask, turning your head so one eye is fixed on him in an unblinking, icy stare. "Is your throat lined with sandpaper? Do you need to swallow every three seconds?"
Oscar stares at you for a moment, clearly running a quick internal risk assessment. He knows better than to argue. Arguing with someone whose hormones are currently rearranging their pain receptors is a losing battle, and he knows it.
"I didn't realize I was swallowing with such passion," he says, his lips twitching slightly despite his best efforts to stay serious. "I will simply cease all bodily functions until further notice."
"Thank you. I'd appreciate that."
He lets out a tiny, almost imperceptible breath, carefully keeping his throat still. He sits there like a statue, barely daring to blink, his hand still diligently working those soft circles into your shoulder. He knows he’s walking a razor-thin line between comforting you and becoming the target of your unbridled wrath, but he can't help the slight, affectionate smirk that tugs at the corner of his mouth.
"What?" you snap instantly, catching the faint shift in his expression even with your eyes half-closed. "Why are you looking at me like that? Are you laughing at me?"
"I wouldn't dare," Oscar says quickly, raising his free hand in a gesture of absolute surrender. "I value my life."
"You're smirking. I can feel the smirk radiating off your face. It's warming up the air above my head."
"It's not a smirk," he lies smoothly, smoothing down a stray lock of your hair with his fingers. "It's an expression of profound respect for your terrifying resilience."
"You're annoying," you mutter, though you don't move away. In fact, you lean further into his hand as his fingers gently run through your hair, massaging your scalp just at the base of your skull where the tension from your headache is gathered in a tight, throbbing knot.
"I know," he says gently. "I'm the worst. A monster, really."
"The absolute worst," you agree, letting out a long, heavy breath as the pressure in your head recedes just a fraction under his fingers.
The cramps roll through your lower abdomen again, a sharp, wringing sensation that makes you wince and tighten your grip on the fabric of his shirt. You dig your fingers into his thigh, anchor yourself against the wave of pain. Oscar doesn't flinch. He just accepts the crushing grip on his leg, adjusting his fingers on your scalp to apply a little more pressure, right where you need it most.
"Still spooning out the lower back?" he asks quietly, keeping his voice a low, steady murmur.
"Now it's a meat grinder," you whisper back, your eyes closed tight as you wait for the spasm to pass. "A rusted, hand-cranked meat grinder."
"Rough," he says, his hand moving down to rest over your own where it’s clamped onto his knee. "Do you want me to try the hand-warmer trick? My hands are pretty hot right now."
You hesitate, debating whether accepting help is worth the effort of acknowledging it. "Fine," you grumble. "Put it right here."
You take his large, warm hand and drag it down, pressing it firmly against the lower part of your stomach, right over the center of the aching coil. The heat from his palm radiates through your thin t-shirt immediately, offering a tiny, blessed counter-press against the internal writhing. You let out a soft sigh, your entire body deflating an inch into the sofa cushions.
"Better?" he asks softly.
"It's acceptable," you say grudgingly, squeezing your eyes shut. "Don't move it. If your hand strays even half an inch, you lose the hand."
"Noted," Oscar says, his tone dripping with fake gravity.
You lie there in silence for another ten minutes, the sharp edges of the pain slowly dulling into a heavy, manageable ache. His hand remains steadily pressed against your stomach, warm and unwavering, while his other hand occasionally twirls a strand of your hair or gently rubs your temple.
The absolute stillness is nice, but your brain, currently fueled by a chaotic mix of physical agony and hormonal unpredictable swings, suddenly finds another issue to fixate on.
His breathing.
It's quiet. He’s being as careful as possible. But every time his chest expands, his lap shifts by a fraction of a millimeter. And every time it contracts, your head dips down just a hair.
You open your eyes, staring blankly at his belt buckle. "Oscar."
He pauses, his chest holding mid-breath. "Yes?"
"You're chest-breathing."
"My... what?"
"You're breathing into your chest," you say, turning your head slightly to frown up at his jawline. "It's lifting your whole upper body. You need to belly-breath. Low and steady. You're moving my head."
Oscar stares down at you, his eyes wide with a blend of utter disbelief and deep, resigned amusement. He takes a slow, careful second to process the request.
"You want me to alter my fundamental respiratory technique," he says slowly, testing the words out.
"Yes."
"So that your head doesn't move one sixteenth of an inch."
"Exactly. I knew you were smart."
Oscar lets out a tiny, silent shake of his head, accepting his fate entirely. He deliberately relaxes his shoulders, sinking deeper into the back of the sofa, and shifts his breathing down into his diaphragm. His chest stays completely still now, his abdomen subtly rising and falling instead.
"Is this acceptable, your highness?" he whispers, his voice carrying that subtle, dry humor you usually love, but right now find marginally suspicious.
"It's better," you say, closing your eyes again. "See? Was that so hard?"
"Extremely," he mutters under his breath, though his hand on your stomach flexes gently, offering another burst of warmth to your aching core. "I'm burning double the calories just trying to stay biologically inert for you."
"Good. You can spare them."
You pull his hand a little tighter against your belly, pressing your face back into the soft fabric of his shirt. The headache is still lurking behind your eyes, and the dull, heavy throb in your lower abdomen isn't going anywhere anytime soon, but the sharpest, scariest edges of the pain have finally begun to smooth out.
Oscar doesn't move a muscle. He sits there in total, deliberate stillness, acting as your human heating pad and pillow, completely resigned to his role as the silent, unmoving center of your chaotic universe. He doesn't pick up his laptop, he doesn't check his phone, and he certainly doesn't swallow too loudly. He just stays right where he is, letting you bleed out your annoyance against his unwavering patience, waiting out the storm with you until the worst of it passes.
The quiet in the room stretches out, broken only by the low, rhythmic hum of your own shallow breathing as you fight off another rolling wave of dull discomfort. Oscar’s palm remains locked against your lower belly, serving as a steady, radiating anchor of heat. But then, the texture of his touch changes. The firm, stationary pressure softens, shifting into a deliberate, slow glide. His fingers trace small, agonizingly lazy circles over the fabric of your shirt, slipping lower toward the hem, his thumb brushing just along the top band of your sweatpants.
You keep your eyes closed at first, assuming he’s just trying a new massaging technique to knead out the knot in your guts. But then the movement pauses, his hand coming to a total rest right over your pelvis. You can feel the sudden, subtle shift in his weight above you. The stillness in his body isn't the careful, frozen posture of someone trying not to annoy you anymore; it’s the heavy, deliberate focus of someone who just had a sudden, terrible stroke of genius.
You open one eye, peering up at him suspiciously.
Oscar is staring down at you. His head is tilted just a fraction, his dark eyes narrowed with a calculating, speculative gleam that makes your internal alarm bells immediately start ringing. The soft, long-suffering expression he’d been wearing for the last hour is completely gone, replaced by a look that is equal parts dangerous and absurdly hopeful.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" you ask, your voice raspy and laced with immediate skepticism.
"I'm thinking," Oscar says, his tone unnaturally smooth. His hand on your stomach doesn't pull away; instead, his fingers flex slightly, pressing just a little deeper into the warm skin beneath your shirt.
"Stop thinking. It’s making your face look weird, and it’s unsettling."
"I read something," he begins, his voice dropping into a low, persuasive rumble that instantly triggers your suspicion. "A very reputable, scientifically backed fact."
"Oscar."
"No, listen to me," he continues, his fingers beginning another slow, deliberate track upward toward your waist, dragging the fabric of your shirt with them. "It's a proven biological mechanism. Endorphins are natural painkillers. Uterine contractions during... an event... actually help flush out the lining faster and relax the muscles. It’s basically medicine."
It takes your brain three full seconds to translate his clinical, overly intellectualized phrasing into what he’s actually suggesting. When the realization hits, a sudden, incredulous laugh bursts right out of your chest, rattling your aching ribs.
"Are you serious right now?" you laugh, trying to push his hand away, but his grip is like an iron vice wrapped in velvet. "My body is currently rejecting its own internal wallpaper, I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck, and your solution is period sex?"
"I'm just saying, the science supports it," Oscar says, not flinching for a single second. The calculating look in his eyes sharpens, his gaze dropping to your lips and then sliding down the length of your body with the unhurried, predatory patience of a lion watching an injured gazelle. "You said you wanted the pain to stop. I am offering a natural, highly effective therapeutic intervention."
"You look like a predator," you snort, pressing your hands against his chest to push yourself up, suddenly feeling very much like the prey in this equation. "You have that exact look in your eyes. Get away from me."
"I'm a healer," he corrects seamlessly, though a dark, wicked smirk stretches across his mouth as he shifts his legs, effectively trapping you between his body and the back of the sofa. "A selfless medical provider."
"You're an opportunist!"
You scramble backward, using every ounce of remaining energy in your body to wriggle out from under his heavy thigh. You drag your feet off the cushions and make a frantic, half-hazard bolt for the hallway, your socks sliding slightly on the floor as you try to gain traction. You don't even make it three steps before you hear the sudden, sharp thud of his feet hitting the floor behind you.
"Where do you think you're going?" Oscar’s voice bounces off the walls, laced with pure amusement and a sudden, dangerous surge of energy.
You let out a shriek of half-pain, half-laughter as you hear his heavy, fast footsteps closing the distance instantly. You try to corner around the doorframe to the bedroom, but Oscar is infinitely faster, longer-limbed, and entirely unbothered by menstrual cramps. Before you can even reach for the doorknob, two large, warm arms wrap around your waist from behind, cutting off your momentum entirely.
"Gotcha," he murmurs directly into the shell of your ear, his breath hot against your neck as he pulls your back flush against his chest.
"Oscar, let go!" you protest, squirming fruitlessly in his grip, though the utter absurdity of the chase has you laughing so hard your stomach aches for an entirely different reason. "I am sick! I am fragile!"
"You ran pretty fast for someone sick," he hums.
In one fluid, effortlessly smooth motion, he sweeps his arm under your knees and hoists you up into the air, scooping you into a complete bridal carry. Your world tilts upside down for a second, and you instinctively throw your arms around his neck to anchor yourself, glaring up into his face. He isn't even out of breath. He looks down at you with that same dark, triumphant hunger, his eyes practically gleaming with victory.
"Put me down, you absolute lunatic," you command, though your fingers are tangled tightly in the soft fabric of his collar.
"As you wish," he says smoothly.
He strides two steps into the bedroom and drops you onto the mattress. You hit the soft surface with a quiet gasp, rolling onto your back to scramble away, but before you can even get your elbows under you, Oscar climbs onto the bed and hovers directly over you. He cages you in completely, his hands planting firmly on either side of your head, his broad shoulders cutting off the rest of the room from your view.
The air between you instantly shifts. The playfulness evaporates into a thick, suffocating wave of heat as his gaze locks onto yours. He lowers his head, his heavy chest pressing lightly against yours, knocking the remaining breath right out of your lungs.
"Oscar—" you start, but the word is cut off as his mouth comes down on yours.
The kiss isn't gentle, and it isn't hesitant. It’s deep, possessive, and warm, his lips moving against yours with a slow, heavy pressure that makes your toes curl inside your socks. His hand slides from the mattress to the side of your neck, his thumb tracing the jawline up to your ear, holding you right where he wants you. You let out a quiet sigh against his mouth, your resistance dissolving into the sudden, intoxicating pulse of warmth spreading through your lower belly.
He breaks the kiss just enough to trail his lips down your jawline, pressing hot, lingering kisses against the sensitive skin of your throat. His other hand slips under the hem of your shirt, his fingers hot and slightly rough as they slide over your ribs, mapping the curve of your waist with a deliberate, agonizing slowness that makes your breath hitch in your chest.
You're not entirely against it. In fact, as his weight presses down on you and his hands work their magic, the deep, throbbing ache in your pelvis actually starts to blur, replaced by a heavy, liquid heat that is far more welcome. But as his fingers hook into the waistband of your sweatpants, reality slams back into your brain, bringing a wave of practical, messy concerns with it.
You place your hands firmly against his shoulders, pushing him back just an inch so you can catch his eye.
"Wait, wait, wait," you pant, your chest heaving as you look up at his dark, flushed face. "Oscar, hold on."
He pauses, resting his forehead against yours, his breath hot and ragged against your lips. "What? Is it hurting?"
"No, it's not that," you say, your mind racing through the sheer logistics of what he’s proposing. "It's... Oscar, it's a crime scene down there right now. It's going to be a complete mess. It's going to get everywhere. The sheets, the mattress—everything."
"I don't care about the sheets," he murmurs, his lips brushing against your cheekline as he speaks, refusing to lose the momentum.
"I care!" you insist, wincing at the thought. "And what about... protection? You can't just raw-dog through a period, Oscar. The risk of infections and the smell—it's going to smell like iron and copper the entire time. It's not romantic."
Oscar pulls back just far enough to look you straight in the eye, completely unfazed by your list of medical and hygienic horrors. A slow, supremely confident smirk touches his lips.
"First of all," Oscar says, his voice thick and low, "I don't care about the smell, and I don't care about the mess. I will clean every single drop of it up afterwards. You won't have to lift a finger."
You blink up at him, momentarily stunned by his total lack of hesitation. "Oscar, it's literal blood—"
"Second of all," he cuts in smoothly, slipping one hand into his front pocket and pulling out a small, foil packet, flashing it right in front of your eyes before tossing it onto the nightstand beside the bed. "I bought condoms three days ago specifically because I checked your tracker app and knew your period was starting this week."
Your jaw literally drops. You stare at the little square packet on the nightstand, then drag your eyes back to his smug, devastatingly handsome face.
"You planned this?" you whisper, thoroughly scandalized and deeply impressed all at once. "You strategically pre-bought supplies for period sex?"
"I am a planner," Oscar says simply, his hand sliding back down your waist, his thumb pressing into the dip of your hip bone with enough force to send a shiver straight down your spine. "I told you. It’s science. I came prepared."
You stare up at him, a nervous, heated giggle escaping your throat. The sheer effort he put into calculating this exact moment is so absurdly typical of him that you can't even be mad. The heavy, sweet tension in the air is pulling at you now, the dull ache in your abdomen completely eclipsed by the sharp, electric friction of his body pressed against yours.
"Okay, fine," you breathe out, your fingers tightening in his hair, pulling his face back down toward yours until your lips are almost touching. "Fine. But I have conditions, Mr. Scientist."
"Name them," he murmurs, his dark eyes fixed on your mouth.
"You are going to the closet right now," you say, putting a firm hand against his chest to keep him from kissing you just yet. "And you are getting the darkest, oldest, ugliest towel or blanket we own to put under us. I am not ruining this mattress, and if a single drop hits these sheets, you are doing the laundry for the next month."
Oscar lets out a low, throaty laugh, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he presses one quick, hard kiss to your lips.
"Done," he whispers, his hands lingering on your hips for one more excruciating second before he reluctantly pushes himself up off the bed. "Don't move. I'll be back in five seconds."
Oscar practically leaps off the bed, his enthusiasm so unhinged and frantic that he looks like a golden retriever that just heard the word walk. He sprints across the room toward the closet with absolute urgency, his socks sliding against the floorboards before he disappears inside. You lie back on the pillows, trailing your eyes after him, and a helpless, breathless laugh escapes your chest. The pure absurdity of the situation hits you all over again. Here you were, just twenty minutes ago, convinced you were actively passing away from uterine betrayal, lying in a heap on the couch and complaining about the volume of his throat swallowing. And now, your boyfriend is charging around the bedroom like a man on a mission, entirely thrilled by the prospect of throwing down in what is essentially a biological disaster zone.
"Found it!" Oscar shouts from the depths of the wardrobe, his voice muffled by hanging clothes. "The giant navy blue bath sheet! The one we never use because it looks like a tarp!"
"Perfect!" you call back, shaking your head, your fingers twisting into the duvet. "Bring the tarp!"
He emerges a second later, clutching the dark, heavy towel under one arm, but he isn't just walking back to the bed—he’s already stripping his clothes off on the move. He pulls his t-shirt over his head in one swift, practiced motion and hurls it toward the laundry hamper, exposing his wide shoulders and the smooth, warm expanse of his chest. His hands immediately drop to the waistband of his sweatpants, shoving them down his thighs along with his boxers, kicking them off his feet without even breaking his stride.
Your jaw drops slightly, your eyes widening as your gaze travels down his body. You snap your mouth shut, your eyes locking onto him in sheer disbelief. He is already fully, throbbingly hard, his shaft erect and pressing heavily against his lower stomach, twitching slightly with every step he takes toward you. The sheer excitement radiating off him is ridiculous. Just the thrilling, taboo thought of working his way through your period, of taking you while your body is at its most raw and sensitive, has him completely primed and ready to go.
The sight of him looking so thoroughly turned on instantly sends a sharp, molten jolt straight to your core. Your instinct kicks in, and your legs snap shut together so fast your knees knock, your teeth sinking hard into your lower lip to bite back a sudden, breathless gasp.
"Look at you," you whisper, half-laughing, half-intimidated as he approaches the edge of the mattress. "You are absurd. You're practically glowing."
"I told you," Oscar says, his voice dropping into a thick, low register that makes the tiny hairs on the back of your neck stand up. "I'm dedicated to your medical relief."
He leans over the bed, his large hands sliding beneath your hips to gently lift your lower body off the mattress. With impressive care, he unfolds the thick, dark navy towel and smooths it out underneath you, making sure it covers a massive radius beneath your back, hips, and thighs, shielding the bedding completely.
"There," he murmurs, his knuckles brushing against the side of your waist. "Protected zone established. Now, hold still."
He shifts his weight, kneeling between your calf muscles, and reaches for the waistband of your sweatpants. His fingers hook into the elastic, pulling the heavy fabric down over your hips with deliberate, unhurried slowness. You lift your hips slightly to help him, and he peels the pants all the way down your legs, tossing them onto the floor behind him.
Then comes the real moment of truth. His hands hover over the elastic of your dark cotton underwear.
As he begins to pull them down, the faint, unmistakable rustle of the pad sticking to the gusset echoes in the quiet room. You catch a glimpse of the messy, dark crimson smear lining the cotton, a stark, unglamorous reminder of the internal crime scene currently taking place. Mortification hits you like a cold bucket of water. The sheer intimacy of him seeing the literal evidence of your uterine lining is enough to make your entire face flush hot with embarrassment.
Your knees instantly fly back together, closing like a steel trap, blocking his view. You squeeze your eyes shut tightly, turning your face into the pillow, unable to look at him.
"Oscar, don't look," you whine softly, your hands flying up to cover your red cheeks. "It's awful. It looks like a horror movie down there. Just... don't look at it."
Oscar doesn't giggle, he doesn't pause, and he certainly doesn't pull back. Instead, you feel his warm, heavy hands cup the sides of your knees, his thumbs gently stroking the skin above your joints.
"Hey," he says softly, his tone completely devoid of judgment or disgust. "Open your eyes."
You keep them squeezed shut for another second before peeking out through the crack of your fingers.
Oscar is looking down at you with nothing but steady, dark heat in his eyes. He carefully peels the underwear the rest of the way off your legs, dropping them to the side onto the towel, completely unbothered by the sight. He doesn't glance at the mess with even a hint of hesitation. To him, it’s just a minor detail, an added layer of warmth and intensity that he has zero intention of letting ruin his focus.
"I don't care," he says firmly, reaching out to capture your hand and pull it away from your face, pressing a warm kiss into your palm. "I love your body every day of the month. A little blood isn't going to scare me off. Now stop overthinking."
He reaches over to the nightstand, grabbing the small foil packet he placed there earlier. With a flick of his wrist and his teeth, he tears the wrapper open, pulling out the thin latex ring. You watch from the pillow, your heart hammering against your ribs, as he rolls the condom down the full, rigid length of his shaft. The smooth, glistening latex stretches tight over his form, making the thick outline of his head look even more prominent.
Once he’s secured, Oscar shifts his body back over yours. He places his large hands against the insides of your thighs, his fingers digging gently into the soft flesh, and slowly, firmly pushes your knees apart. He glides his knees forward, positioning his body directly between your parted thighs, his sheer weight settling down over you like a heavy, suffocating blanket of pure heat.
"Better?" he asks, his dark eyes locking onto yours as he settles his hips against the junction of your legs.
"Much better," you whisper back, your hands reaching up to wrap around his broad shoulders, your fingers digging into his warm skin.
Oscar leans down and captures your mouth in another deep, thoroughly consuming kiss. This time, the tenderness from earlier is laced with an unyielding, possessive drive. His tongue slides against yours, demanding a response, pulling you under his control before you can even think about the residual cramps in your lower belly.
He breaks the kiss only to trail his mouth across your cheek, his lips hot and wet against your jawline as he moves down to your neck. He nuzzles the sensitive spot just beneath your ear, sucking softly on the skin until a low, helpless moan pulls from the back of your throat.
"Oscar..." you gasp, arching your chest off the mattress as his lips slide further down, tracing the line of your collarbone.
His hand travels down the side of your body, his warm palm gliding over your ribs before sliding up to cup your breast over your t-shirt. He squeezes the heavy shape in his hand, his thumb working its way up to search for your nipple through the fabric. When he finds the hard peak, he pinches it gently between his thumb and forefinger, sending a sharp, electrical shock straight down to your lower pelvis.
You gasp loudly, your hips reflexively jerking upward against his.
That tiny upward movement brings your center into direct, heavy contact with him. Because he’s hovering directly between your legs, the thick, latex-sheathed head of his shaft slides right along the sensitive seam of your labia, dragging straight over your swollen, hyper-sensitive clit.
The sensation is so immediate and intense that your eyes fly wide open, a sharp, ragged breath catching in your lungs. The natural lubrication mixed with the slick blood makes the friction insanely smooth, every micro-movement of his hips sending a wave of slick, fiery pleasure shooting straight through your nervous system.
Oscar feels you react, letting out a low, victorious hum against your neck. He doesn't push inside you yet; instead, he intentionally holds his body back, using the tip of his hard shaft to slowly rub up and down along your slick fold, repeatedly pressing against your clit with agonizing precision.
"You like that?" he murmurs directly into your ear, his breath hot and ragged as he shifts his weight, grinding his hips in a slow, heavy circle that leaves you breathless. "Feels good, doesn't it?"
"Yes," you choke out, your legs wrapping tighter around his outer thighs, pulling him down harder against you. "Oscar, please—"
"Shh," he whispers, his fingers pinching your nipple again through your shirt while his lower body continues to torment you with that agonizingly slow, slick friction. "We're taking our time. Let the medicine work."
Oscar shifts his weight forward, his hands planting firmly into the mattress on either side of your head as he lowers his chest to pin you down under his heavy frame. The deliberate, agonizing slowness of his movements is driving you out of your mind. He doesn't rush to sink himself inside you. Instead, he uses the full length of his thick, latex-wrapped shaft to glide up and down between your slick, swollen folds, intentionally dragging the rounded head of his cock over your hyper-sensitive clit with heavy, punishing pressure.
Every single pass feels like an electric shock straight to your spine. The combination of your body’s natural warmth and the slickness of your period creates a friction so smooth, so entirely frictionless, that every microscopic ridge of his shaft registers with overwhelming clarity against your nerve endings.
Your eyes snap shut tightly. Your breath catches in the back of your throat before escaping as a sharp, high-pitched gasp, your head thrashing back into the dent of the pillow as a violent shiver rolls through your body. You arch your back off the dark towel, your chest rising to press against his, your hips instinctively twitching upward to meet him, begging for more pressure, begging for him to finally stop teasing and fill you up.
"Look at me," Oscar murmurs, his voice dropping into a thick, low rasp that vibrates straight through your collarbone.
When you force your eyelids open, you catch him watching you with absolute, unadulterated fascination. His dark eyes are completely fixed on your face, taking in every single twitch of your eyebrows, every ragged gasp that parts your lips, and the way your teeth drag over your lower lip as you fight the intensity of the sensation. There isn't a single trace of hesitation or grossed-out reluctance on his face; he looks like a man who just discovered a gold mine and has no intention of walking away.
"You are... an absolute menace," you manage to choke out, your fingers digging so hard into the muscles of his upper arms that your knuckles turn white. "You're enjoying this... way too much. Look at your stupid face."
Oscar lets out a low, dark laugh, the sound rumbling deep in his chest. He deliberately rolls his hips in a tight, heavy circle, dragging his shaft directly over your clit once again, making your hips jump off the bed.
"Maybe I am," he whispers, leaning down until his lips brush against the shell of your ear, his breath hot and uneven. "Can you blame me? You're warm, you're incredibly slick, and you're making sounds you don't normally make when you're just lying on the couch complaining."
"Because you're torturing me!" you gasp, your heels hooking over the backs of his thighs, trying to pull him closer, trying to force his hips down so he'll finally align himself and push inside. "Oscar, stop rubbing and just—"
"Shh. I told you, we're taking our time," he cuts in smoothly, his voice laced with a possessive, unyielding authority that sends a fresh wave of liquid heat straight to your core. "We're doing this slow. Your body is already sensitive enough right now; if I rush this, you're just going to tense up."
He pauses his movements for a brief second, resting the broad, blunt head of his shaft directly against your open entrance. The heat radiating off him down there is staggering. You can feel the heavy, rhythmic throb of his pulse pressing against your center, perfectly synced with the rapid hammering of your own heart.
Oscar reaches down with one hand, his fingers slipping between your bodies to adjust himself slightly, guiding the tip of his condom-clad cock straight against your tight, slick opening. He doesn't just shove in. He applies the barest, most agonizing increment of downward pressure, letting the rounded head notch just past your entrance, stretching you open by a mere millimeter.
A low, trembling moan slips out of your throat, your fingers tightening their grip on his shoulders until your nails dig into his skin. The sheer sensation of him filling that empty, aching void in your lower pelvis sends a wave of relief so intense that the last remaining embers of your menstrual cramps seem to completely evaporate, swallowed whole by the overwhelming stretch of his size.
"Oscar..." you breathe out, your eyes fluttering shut again as you tilt your chin up toward the ceiling.
"Eyes on me, baby" he commands softly, his tone quiet but leaving zero room for argument.
You open your eyes, blinking through the haze of arousal to find him staring down at you, his face flushed, his jaw tight with the immense self-control it’s taking him not to just push all the way in.
He slowly, agonizingly, presses his hips forward another inch.
It is a painfully languid, deliberate slide. You can feel every single millimeter of his girth working its way inside you, stretching your tight, sensitive walls around his shaft. The slickness makes the entry effortless, but his insistence on moving at a glacial pace turns the pleasure into a slow-burning agony. He gives your body time to adapt to every tiny fraction of an inch, letting your muscles stretch and mold around him until he's buried halfway inside you.
You let out a shuddering breath, your hips lifting slightly to take more of him, but Oscar places a heavy, firm hand on your hip bone, holding you pinned down against the dark towel, refusing to let you control the tempo.
"Don't rush it," he rasps, his thumb stroking the smooth skin over your hip bone as he pauses again, letting you adjust to his depth. "Feel every bit of it."
"You're unbelievable," you whimper, your chest heaving as you stare up into his dark, focused eyes. "It feels... it feels so heavy."
"It's supposed to," he murmurs. He slowly pushes forward again, taking another inch, his thick shaft sliding deeper into your heat until the base of his shaft presses firmly against your outer lips, burying himself completely inside you.
The full, solid weight of him resting deep within your pelvis causes a soft, helpless gasp to explode from your lungs. He fills you so completely, pressing against every tender, hyper-sensitive spot inside your lower belly, that the deep, hollow ache you had been carrying all morning is instantly replaced by a thick, overwhelming fullness.
Oscar rests his full weight on top of you for a long, quiet moment, his chest pressing your small frame into the mattress. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, taking a deep, ragged breath as he holds himself buried as deep as he can possibly go. You can feel the hard, rigid length of him throbbing inside you, his heartbeat vibrating through your entire pelvis.
"You okay?" he whispers into your skin, his voice surprisingly gentle despite the fierce intensity in his eyes. "Does it hurt at all?"
"No," you breathe, your arms wrapping tightly around his back, pulling him as close as humanly possible. "It doesn't hurt. It feels... ridiculously good. Just... don't stop."
Oscar pulls his head back, a slow, triumphant smirk spreading across his lips as he looks down at you. "Told you. Science."
"Shut up," you laugh breathlessly, kicking the back of his leg lightly with your heel. "Just move."
"Alright," he murmurs, his tone shifting back into that low, thick murmur. "Slow."
He begins to draw his hips back, taking almost his entire length out of you with agonizing slowness. You can feel the latex-wrapped shaft dragging against your inner walls, pulling every inch of your awareness along with it until only the very tip remains notched inside your entrance. Before you can even process the loss of his heat, he presses his hips forward again, sliding back in with that same smooth, heavy, unhurried pressure.
It’s an excruciating rhythm. He doesn't pick up the pace, he doesn't pound into you, and he doesn't lose his rhythm. He just works his way in and out of you with heavy, measured strokes, turning the simple act of sex into a slow, methodical undoing of your entire nervous system. Every time he glides back in, the head of his shaft rubs against your internal sweet spots, sending warm, liquid ripples of pleasure radiating outward through your stomach, completely washing away the last traces of your period pain and replacing it with a deep, consuming, hypnotic desire.
The slow, agonizing torture of his measured rhythm starts to melt your brain into absolute slush. Every excruciating slide inward stretches you to capacity, and every excruciating slide outward leaves you feeling hollow, desperate, and completely at his mercy. The deep, heavy fullness inside your pelvis isn't just taking the edge off your cramps anymore—it has completely hijacked your entire nervous system. The internal ache that had you crippled on the couch an hour ago has morphed into a tight, coiled spring of pure, unadulterated need right behind your pubic bone.
Oscar stays true to his word for a few more excruciating strokes, his body moving over yours like molten tar, thick and slow. But as the slick friction builds between your thighs, his own restraint starts to show visible cracks. You can see it in the way his jaw muscles clench, the way his breathing turns into a ragged, heavy rasp against your collarbone, and the way his knuckles turn white where he’s holding himself up against the mattress.
He pulls out until just the rounded head of his shaft remains anchored inside your entrance, holding himself there for two agonizing seconds while his dark eyes lock onto yours.
"Oscar," you whimpered, your hips reflexively lifting off the dark towel, chasing his heat, trying to force him back down. "Please. Stop pausing."
"Don't you like it when I go slow?" he rasps, his chest heaving as he looks down at your flushed face.
"No—yes—I mean, I don't care, just move," you plead, your fingers digging into his biceps, your nails biting into his skin. "Stop teasing me."
A dark, dangerous smirk breaks across his face, all traces of his gentle, cautious care vanishing into thin air. "Alright. No more teasing."
He doesn't just slide back in this time. He snaps his hips forward with a sudden, sharp burst of momentum, burying his entire length into you in one deep, heavy thrust that knocks a loud, breathy gasp straight out of your throat.
Before you can even recover your breath, Oscar draws back and drives into you again, faster this time, the heavy thud of his hips meeting your thighs echoing through the quiet room. The slow, therapeutic pace is officially dead and buried. Oscar picks up speed with terrifying efficiency, his long, powerful legs driving his lower body into yours with a rhythmic, relentless intensity that shakes your entire frame.
The slickness from your period, combined with the latex of the condom, makes the movement impossibly smooth and hot. Every thrust glides deep inside you with zero resistance, hitting that exact, deep sweet spot near your cervix over and over again. It’s like an electric current snapping through your lower abdomen, completely short-circuiting your ability to form a coherent thought.
"Oscar—oh my god," you cry out, your head thrashing side to side against the pillow as he sets a punishing, unyielding pace.
"Is this better?" he pants out, his voice thick and rough as he stares down at you, his hips working like a piston, driving into you without a single second of hesitation. "Tell me if it's too much."
"No! Don't stop, please!" you beg, your voice shrill and desperate as you completely abandon all pride. "Harder, Oscar. Please, just fuck me harder!"
Hearing those words explode out of your mouth turns whatever remaining thread of self-control Oscar had into total ash. His eyes go dark, almost pitch black, and a low, guttural growl rumbles from deep in his chest.
He shifts his weight, lowering his chest until he is pinned directly over you, his heavy frame crushing you into the mattress. He captures your mouth in a kiss that is completely devoid of the gentle warmth from earlier. It’s messy, aggressive, and wild. His tongue thrusts into your mouth in time with the punishing drive of his hips below, taking complete ownership of your breath, your sounds, and your body.
You can't even catch your breath. Every time you try to inhale, his lips are there, sealing over yours, drinking down the high-pitched moans that break from your throat. When he finally tears his mouth away from yours, he doesn't stop his frantic assault; he buries his face into the side of your neck, his open mouth trailing hot, wet, bite-marked kisses down your jawline, over your throat, and straight down to your chest.
His large, calloused hands leave the mattress and slam down onto your hips. He grips your waist with absolute, bruising force, his fingers digging into the skin of your hip bones, anchoring you firmly against the dark towel so you can't slide away from him. With you locked in place, he uses the leverage to drive himself even deeper, his shaft plunging inside you with a heavy, wet rhythm that turns your brain into static.
"Oscar, please—" you sob out, your hips moving in frantic, uncoordinated synchronization with his, lifting to meet every single downward plunge of his body. "It's too much—it's so good—"
"You asked for this," he rasps against your skin, his teeth lightly nipping at the soft flesh where your shoulder meets your neck, making you gasp violently. "You told me to go harder."
"I know! I love it! God, don't stop!"
Your legs, which were trembling from cramps just an hour ago, are now wrapped tightly around his waist, your ankles locked behind his back as you pull him as close as humanly possible. You crave every single millimeter of him. You want him deeper, harder, faster—you want his entire weight to crush the lingering memory of your pain until there’s nothing left inside you except for him.
Oscar leans back slightly, his eyes never leaving yours as he continues his relentless, heavy assault. He reaches down with one hand, grabbing the hem of your t-shirt, and violently shoves it up over your chest, trapping your arms momentarily as he exposes your bare breasts.
He leans down and buries his face in your chest, capturing one full mound in his mouth. He sucks heavily, his tongue flicking over your sensitive, hardened nipple while his teeth gently tug at the peak.
A sharp, high-pitched scream escapes your lips as the sensation shoots straight from your chest down to your core, joining the chaotic firestorm already raging between your legs. While his mouth devours one side, his free hand reaches up to brutally knead and squeeze the other breast, his fingers pinching and rolling your nipple until you are squirming uncontrollably beneath him.
"Oscar!" you cry out, your hands clawing at his back, your fingernails dragging over the smooth, hot skin of his shoulder blades. "Oscar, I'm gonna—I'm close, please!"
He doesn't slow down to let you catch your breath. If anything, hearing that you're on the edge drives him into an even crazier frenzy. He pulls his mouth off your chest, a slick string of saliva connecting his lips to your nipple, and looks down at you with a fierce, possessive glare.
"Then do it," he growls, his hips driving into you with a sudden, relentless speed that borders on manic. The heavy, wet thud of his body slamming into yours fills the room, a rhythmic, unforgiving sound that matches the frantic beating of your heart. "Come for me. Show me how well the medicine works."
His shaft hits that hyper-sensitive node inside you with every single stroke, over and over and over again, refusing to give you a single second of relief. The friction is blinding. The slick warmth of your period creates an effortless, fiery glide that builds the pressure behind your belly button into an unbearable, suffocating peak.
Your hips go wild, arching off the bed, meeting every single vicious thrust with an equal amount of desperation. You are practically climbing up his body, your hands wrapping around his neck, pulling his face down to yours as you scream your pleasure directly into his mouth.
"Oscar! Yes, fuck, right there!" you scream, your voice cracking with sheer intensity.
"That's it," he pants against your lips, his own breathing ragged and completely out of control, his hands digging so hard into your hips that you know there will be dark finger-shaped marks there tomorrow. "Take it. Come for me."
The tight, coiled spring inside your lower abdomen finally snaps.
A violent, explosive wave of contractions hits your uterus, but this time, it isn't the sickening, hollow agony of menstrual cramps—it is the sharp, overwhelming, mind-shattering bliss of an intense orgasm. Your internal walls clamp down tightly around his latex-wrapped shaft, milking him with rhythmic, uncontrollable spasms that send shockwaves straight through your entire body.
Your head flies back into the pillow, your throat releasing a long, raw, trembling wail as the climax crashes over you in heavy, relentless swells. Your toes curl tight, your fingers dig into his back, and your entire body shakes uncontrollably under his heavy frame.
Oscar feels your tight, pulsing walls gripping him like a vise, and it instantly pushes him over his own edge. He lets out a low, animalistic roar, his jaw clenching tight as he drives himself into you one last, impossibly deep time, burying his length all the way to the base. He locks his hips tight against yours, his chest heaving violently as his own orgasm takes over, his body shuddering violently as he spills himself into the condom deep inside your slick, contracting heat.
For a long, breathless minute, neither of you moves. The only sound in the room is the heavy, ragged sound of your combined breathing, two chest cavities rising and falling in frantic, uncoordinated unison.
Oscar remains completely buried inside you, his heavy frame pressing you down into the dark, crumpled towel beneath your hips. His face is buried in the crook of your neck, his hot, sticky skin pressed flush against yours, his heart hammering against your ribs like a trapped bird.
Slowly, agonizingly, the intense, blinding haze of the orgasm begins to clear from your brain, leaving your body feeling completely weightless, melted, and thoroughly spent. The deep, agonizing cramps that had crippled you all morning are completely gone, replaced by a soft, humming, thoroughly satisfied warmth that radiates through your entire pelvis.
Oscar lets out a long, shuddering sigh against your neck, his lips pressing a soft, lingering kiss to your collarbone before he slowly pushes himself up onto his forearms. He looks down at you, his hair messy and sticking to his forehead, his dark eyes heavy-lidded and thoroughly satisfied.
A tiny, breathless, slightly dazed laugh slips past your lips as you look up at his flushed face.
The heavy, crushing weight of his body rests on top of yours for a long, unmoving moment. The only sound in the room is the sound of both of your chests expanding and contracting in rapid, violent synchronization, as if you’ve both just finished running a full marathon. His forehead is buried deep in the crook of your neck, his skin slick with sweat, his hot, ragged breaths fanning across your collarbone every time he exhales. You can feel his heart hammering against your ribs, a frantic, heavy rhythm that matches the frantic pulse still throbbing between your thighs.
His shaft remains buried deep inside you, still thick and warm, acting like a cork that holds the absolute aftermath of the storm at bay. Your legs are still loosely draped over his back, completely devoid of any strength, your muscles feeling as weak and pliable as overcooked noodles. The violent, white-hot ecstasy that just ripped through your entire nervous system has left behind a heavy, buzzing numbness—a total, complete erasure of the sharp, spoon-scooping cramps that had held you hostage all morning.
Oscar lets out a long, heavy sigh that vibrates straight through your chest, his shoulders finally dropping as his muscles fully unclench.
"Holy..." he mutters, his voice completely wrecked, muffled against your skin. "Science."
A soft, breathless laugh bubbles up from your chest, shaking both of your bodies slightly. "Don't start," you gasp out, your hands lazily tracing the sweaty expanse of his broad back. "Do not take credit for that."
"I am taking full credit," he murmurs, his lips brushing against your jaw as he speaks. "That was textbook therapeutic intervention. The research papers didn't lie."
"You are an absolute idiot," you say, though your fingers twist affectionately into the ends of his damp hair.
He slowly shifts his weight, propping himself up on his forearms so he isn't completely crushing you. He looks down at your face, his dark eyes still hazy with lingering heat, a lazy, thoroughly satisfied smirk plastered across his lips. But as he begins to slowly pull his hips back, reality comes crashing straight back into your brain with the speed of a freight train.
The slick, wet sound of his departure echoes clearly in the air, and as he slides completely out of you, a fresh wave of mortification washes over your face.
You instinctively try to close your legs, but Oscar’s thighs are still wedged between yours. You look down, and your stomach does a tiny, embarrassed flip. The condom rolled over his shaft is practically covered in a thick, dark layer of crimson blood, slick and heavy. And beneath your hips, the navy blue towel looks practically black in spots, having absorbed the complete, messy aftermath of his relentless thrusting.
Your cheeks instantly flare up, turning hot enough to melt lead. You snatch the edge of your bunched-up t-shirt and yank it down over your stomach, shielding yourself, and turn your face away into the pillow.
"Oh god," you groan softly, covering your eyes with your hand. "It's horrible. Look at that. It looks like a slaughterhouse."
Oscar pauses, glancing down at himself, and then looks up at your hidden face with a soft, affectionate frown. "Hey. Stop that."
"Oscar, it’s literally covered in blood," you whine from beneath your hand, feeling wildly self-conscious. "It’s disgusting. I told you it was going to be a disaster."
"And I told you I didn't care," Oscar says firmly. He reaches over, gently grabbing your wrist and pulling your hand away from your face so you're forced to look at him. His expression is completely devoid of any disgust or judgment; he looks at you with the exact same warmth he had before he stripped his clothes off. "It’s just blood. It means your body is doing what it’s supposed to do. I knew what I was getting into when I threw you on the bed, remember?"
He carefully reaches down, pinching the base of the condom with two fingers, and slides it off his shaft in one smooth motion, tying a tight knot at the end of it so nothing leaks. He wraps it onto a piece of tissue on the nightstand, completely unfazed before throwing it in the trashbin.
"Now," Oscar says, his voice shifting into a calm, gentle tone. "Stay right there. Don't move."
He swings his legs over the side of the bed, standing up completely naked without a single care in the world. You watch as he walks out, the quiet sound of running water echoing a second later. He comes back out carrying a small glass of fresh, cold water in one hand and a warm, damp washcloth in the other.
He kneels down at the edge of the mattress, guiding you up to drink before setting the glass on the side table. Then without asking, he gently takes the damp cloth and begins wiping down your inner thighs, cleaning away the slick, dark smears with agonizingly gentle, light strokes. He takes his time, making sure he doesn't miss a single spot, turning the potentially humiliating moment into something so sweet and tender that the knot of embarrassment in your chest completely dissolves.
"Better?" he asks softly, looking up at you as he tosses the used cloth toward the hamper.
"Yeah," you whisper, feeling a soft, warm bubble of affection expanding in your chest. "Thank you."
"We're not done," he says, standing back up and reaching his arms out toward you. "Up you go. Time to pee."
"Oscar, I can walk—"
"I am not letting you waddle to the bathroom after I just worked you over for thirty minutes," he interrupts seamlessly, leaning down and scooping you right off the mattress into that same, effortless bridal carry.
You let out a small gasp, wrapping your arms securely around his neck as he carries your bare lower half through the bedroom door. He steps into the tiled bathroom, carefully setting you down directly onto the toilet seat.
"Pee," he orders gently, tapping the end of your nose. "Washing out the bacteria is non-negotiable. I don't need you getting a UTI on top of your cramps."
You roll your eyes, but you obey, letting out a long, grateful breath as your bladder empties. Oscar stands right at the sink, completely unbothered by his own nakedness, turning on the faucet to thoroughly wash his hands and himself with soap and warm water. He dries his hands on a hand towel, then turns around and opens the bottom cabinet beneath the sink, pulling out your box of pads without even having to ask where it is.
He unwraps a fresh, thick pad for you, peeling off the paper backing with practiced ease. He grabs a clean pair of dark cotton underwear from the basket in the corner and neatly sticks the pad right into the gusset, aligning the wings perfectly over the edges.
"You've done this before," you remark, watching him with a fond, tired smile as you wash and wipe yourself down with toilet paper.
"I observe, I learn, I execute," Oscar says smoothly, holding the fresh underwear out for you as you stand up from the toilet.
He helps you step your feet through the leg holes, pulling the fresh, soft cotton all the way up over your hips, making sure the pad sits securely against your skin. The clean, dry feeling is an instant relief. He then grabs a small bottle of mild soap, washes your hands under the warm water, and dries them off for you like you're a tired toddler.
Once you're both completely clean, Oscar scoops you back up into his arms before you can even protest, carrying you out of the bathroom and straight back toward the bed.
While you were in the bathroom, he had already taken the time to yank the dark navy tarp-towel off the mattress, bundling it up along with the stained sheets and tossing them directly into the laundry hamper in the corner. The bed is now fresh, stripped down to the clean fitted sheet, with the soft duvet pulled back waiting for you.
He lays you down gently onto the pillows, pulling the duvet all the way up to your chest, tucking the edges around your shoulders so you're completely wrapped up like a tight little burrito.
He walks around to his side of the bed, pulling on a clean pair of soft grey sweatpants, completely abandoning his shirt. He slides under the duvet beside you, bringing an immediate, overwhelming wave of furnace-like body heat with him.
Without a word, Oscar pulls your back flush against his chest, wrapping one heavy, thick arm over your waist. He pulls your knees up slightly, slotting his body behind yours like two matching spoons. His hand slides beneath your t-shirt, his warm, broad palm resting firmly right over your lower abdomen—back at its original post, right over your uterus.
He presses his lips against the back of your hair, taking a long, deep breath. "How's the stomach feeling?"
You lie there, completely enveloped in his warmth, mentally checking in with your body. The sharp, twisting agony that made you want to cry two hours ago is completely gone. In its place is just a soft, heavy, sleepy numbness, your pelvic muscles totally relaxed and drained of all tension.
"The spoon was put back in the drawer," you whisper, a tired smile tugging at your lips as you rest your hand over his on your stomach. "No more scoopings."
"See?" Oscar murmurs, his dry, quiet humor returning in full force as he nuzzles deeper into your hair. "I should charge insurance for this. I'm practically a licensed practitioner."
"Don't push your luck, Piastri" you laugh softly, letting your eyes flutter shut as the sheer physical exhaustion of the morning finally catches up to you. "If you breathe too loudly right now, I will still hit you."
"Understood," he whispers into the back of your neck, his chest rising and falling in a slow, steady, quiet rhythm.
You sink back against his broad, warm chest, his steady hand pressing warmth straight into your belly, feeling completely safe, cared for, and entirely free of pain as you drift off to sleep in his arms.
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oscar teaches you everything you need to know before your date with lando.
ꔮ starring: oscar piastri x best friend!reader.
ꔮ word count: 8.5k.
ꔮ includes: smut, romance. profanity. pwp, soft dom!oscar-ish, oral [f & m], fingering, dry humping. inexperienced!reader, oscar talks you through it, he is a teensy 🤏 bit manipulative, just pure smut :(, lando haunts the narrative. title only kind of from niki’s backburner (which could mean nothing,,).
ꔮ commentary box: hi, oh my gosh, i don’t think i’ve ever written pwp this long in my life. i’m kind of mortified (especially with the fact this has some >2k more words i shaved off). anyway, this was commissioned, tysm!!! 📑 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 + read part two here!!!
Oscar Piastri is a patient man.
He has to be. With the way you barrel into his life and make yourself at home—your duffle bag always one laundry cycle away from living in his flat full-time, your half-drunk coffees trailing behind you like breadcrumbs, your laugh breaking over his ribs every time you tease him about being the most boring twenty-something alive—patience is the only option.
He thinks of himself as quiet. You call him steady. Reliable. “You’re my favorite person to do nothing with,” you said once, tucked under the same throw blanket, both of you half-asleep while a movie played on loop. The confession buzzed in his ears for days.
So, yes. Oscar Piastri is a patient man. But we never said he was a good one.
Not when you turn up on his doorstep tonight, eyes glinting with something soft and nervous curling behind your lashes. He knows that look. It’s the one that makes his stomach sink and his throat tighten because he’s seen it before, but never has it been directed at him.
You perch on the edge of his kitchen stool like the ground might shift under you. You twist the end of your sleeve in your hands. He hates that you’re fidgeting. He hates that you’re nervous. Mostly, he hates that it’s not because of him.
“Lando asked me out,” you breathe.
Oscar resists the urge to frown. “Okay.”
You look up at him, a hesitant smile twitching at the corner of your mouth. “That’s all you’re gonna say?”
“Should I say more?” he asks, deadpan, leaning against the counter. His arms are crossed over his chest, mostly so he doesn’t do something stupid. Like reach for you.
“I don’t know. I thought maybe… you’d be surprised. Or weird about it.”
“I’m not weird about it,” he lies, “and I’m not surprised. Lando would be stupid not to want you.”
You smile again, soft, grateful. It kills him.
Then the smile drops, and you sigh—one of those long, full-body exhales. Your fingers tap against the countertop. Once. Twice. “I’m nervous,” you admit.
He studies you. I can see that, he nearly says, but he settles instead with, “Why? You’ve known Lando for years.”
“Yeah, but not like this.”
You won’t look at him. That tells him everything. Still, he waits. Patient, as ever. “I haven’t really done… a lot,” you murmur, eyes trained to the ceiling.
“Done?”
You glance at him then, briefly, face hot. “Sex. Stuff.”
He has to look away for a minute. Heat licks up the back of his neck, settles low in his gut. His arms tighten over his chest. The air shifts between you, dense and humming. You’re still talking, voice too delicate, too open.
“I just don’t want to disappoint him,” you babble. “Like, what if he expects me to know things? Or be a certain way? And I’m just me?”
Oscar turns his head, slowly, forcing himself to meet your gaze. You’re chewing your bottom lip raw, eyes downcast. There’s that part of you—unguarded, genuine, scared—that you never show anyone else. He knows it like he knows his own hands.
“You’re not just anything,” he says. It comes out harder than he meant it to; his throat feels like it’s lined with glass. “You’re…”
You finally look at him, just as he lamely finishes with, “... you. You’re you.”
He’d be more articulate, but his brain is kind of shutting down on itself.
Because now he’s picturing it. How Lando will touch you. If Lando will see the way your breath hitches when someone brushes your wrist. If he’ll know that you go quiet when you’re turned on. If he’ll think to ask before he undoes you.
Oscar shouldn’t want to know those things. He does, anyway. And now you’re here. Asking him—indirectly, innocently—for reassurance. As if he could talk you through this without wanting to burn the world down.
He swallows. “What if you didn’t have to worry about that?”
You tilt your head. “What do you mean?”
His heart punches against his ribs. Stupid. Reckless. Absolutely not the plan. “What if someone you trusted showed you?” he says, voice sounding not quite like himself.
You stare at him for a beat, gauging what he’s offering, whether he’s kidding. When you laugh out his name, a breathless, playfully scandalized “Oscar,” he can hear the strain beneath the two syllables.
“You said you were nervous because you haven’t done much,” he says. Carefully. “What if you didn’t have to go into it blind? What if you could learn with someone who already knows you? Who cares about you?”
He waitswaitswaits.
You blink. Your breath stutters. Your eyes flick to the serious set of his mouth, the immovable force of his arms. And then.
You nod.
It’s small—barely there—but it changes everything. The air feels heavier now, like the pressure before a storm. Oscar doesn’t move right away. He lets the weight of your decision settle, lets it braid itself between the quiet inches of space still left between your bodies.
You’re still watching him. Like you’re waiting for him to flinch, to take it back. Like you think he might regret offering.
He doesn’t.
He only steps closer.
“Okay,” he says, voice low. Gentle. “Then we’ll go slow. You tell me what you want to know. What you want to feel.”
You nod again, firmer this time. “Maybe… maybe we shouldn’t kiss,” you say shakily, brows drawn together adorably. “If we want to keep this from getting complicated.”
Oscar’s jaw tightens. He nods. “Got it.”
You’re close now—closer than you’ve ever been without an excuse. Oscar can feel your warmth, the subtle rise and fall of your chest as you breathe, the almost-touch of your body to his. The two of you shuffle over to the couch, silent and in sync, just to make things easier.
You sit side by side, knees pressed against each other. Oscar watches your fingers pause just above the waistband of his joggers. You’re not trembling, not exactly, but there’s a hitch in your breathing that makes him want to reach out. Press a hand over yours, ground you. Not to stop you. Just to let you know he’s here, that he’s not going anywhere.
“You don’t have to rush,” he says, voice roughened at the edges. “We’re not in a hurry.”
You glance up at him. He sees it again—that flicker of uncertainty, of unspoken questions. So he speaks first. “How far have you gone?”
Your voice is so, so small when you admit, “Not very. A little bit of making out here and there.”
There’s heat in your cheeks, in the way your eyes dart away like you’ve admitted to something shameful. Oscar hates that. He hates that you think your inexperience is something to hide.
“That’s good to know,” he says plainly.
You fidget with the drawstring on his joggers, eyes still cast down. “Just so you don’t expect me to know what I’m doing.”
“I don’t expect anything from you,” he says. “This is just for you to learn. For you to feel safe. That’s all.”
You nod, your mouth twisting into a rueful smile. “Still no kissing, though.”
Oscar swallows the protest that almost rises to his lips. “Right,” he rasps. “No kissing.”
It’s the only thing keeping this from tipping over into something else. Into something it can’t come back from.
You reach for him again, fingers tentative as they trace the curve of his oblique, just above the V of his hips. Oscar sits still, arms loose at his sides, letting you explore him.
“That’s a good spot,” he murmurs when your fingertips pass over the sharp line of muscle there. “Most people don’t realize how sensitive that area can be. Especially when someone’s paying attention.”
You hum thoughtfully and trail your hand upward, brushing over his ribs. He shivers. “Ticklish?” you ask, a touch amused.
“A little. But in a good way.”
Your fingers drift again, this time along his chest, pausing at his pecs. You press your palm flat against him, and he instinctively tightens the muscle under your hand. “You flexed,” you say.
Oscar smiles. “Didn’t mean to. You caught me off guard.”
You trace your thumb over his nipple. A light brush. He exhales through his nose, his jaw tight. “That’s another good spot,” he mumbles. “Sensitive. A little underrated, honestly.”
You glance up at him, and for a second, Oscar forgets the rules. Forgets the line he’s supposed to be toeing. But he doesn’t lean in. Doesn’t let his eyes drop to your mouth. He is patient, he is patient, he is patient.
You explore lower now, hands skimming the trail of hair leading beneath his waistband, but you don’t go further. Not yet. Oscar feels his pulse in his throat, in his fingertips, in the way his cock is already hard and straining against the fabric.
Still, he waits.
“You okay?” he checks in.
You nod.
“Good,” he says, voice low. “Do you want to keep going?”
You hesitate for a fraction of a second before nodding again.
“Need you to use your words, gorgeous,” he says, light and teasing, drawing a bashful laugh from you.
“Yes,” you concede. “Wanna keep going.”
Oscar nods. “Then let me show you more.”
He reaches for your hand again, gently guiding it to his bicep, then his forearm. “Different parts of the body respond to different kinds of touch,” he murmurs, watching your expression all the while. “Here’s strong. Solid. But if you drag your fingers lightly—like this—”
He demonstrates on your arm, the softest touch over your skin. Goosebumps prickle over where his fingers had been.
He mirrors it on himself, guiding your hand to follow. “It’s not always about pressure. Sometimes it’s about presence,” he says. “Letting someone feel you. Letting them want more.”
Your pupils are blown now. He wonders if you even realize you’re leaning into him. He doesn’t say it. He just lets you keep touching, keep learning, and he pretends he’s not falling apart from it.
Oscar sees it happen in your eyes before you say anything—the worry creeping back in, like doubt tugging at the corners of your mouth, pulling you inward. You’re still touching him, still warm and close, but your gaze is far away.
“I just…” you start, voice unsteady. “I keep thinking about what Lando might expect.”
Oscar doesn’t flinch, but it cuts anyway. A dull slice just beneath the skin.
You keep going. “What if he wants someone confident? Someone who can—who knows how to, I don’t know, use their hands or say the right thing or—”
He stops you with a firm, “Hey.”
You look up at him, startled.
Oscar’s expression is calm. Too calm, maybe, because he’s holding back everything. Every petty surge of jealousy, every instinct that wants to pull you away from this hypothetical version of Lando and remind you that he’s right here. That it’s his body under your hands. His pulse you’ve got racing.
“You don’t have to be anything but yourself,” he says. “And if you want to learn absolutely anything, I’m here. That’s it. That’s all this is.”
You nod, slowly. Still, your fingers hover—undecided, unsure. He stays where he is until you’re finally out of your head enough to move.
You hook your fingers into the waistband of his joggers and tug them down.
Oscar’s breath catches. He helps you, pulling them off, leaving him in nothing but black boxers. Tight enough to leave very little to the imagination. He’s already half-hard, the outline of him thick against the fabric. He sees your eyes go there, linger, and it takes everything in him not to react.
You reach out. Palm first, hesitant. You touch him over the cotton, soft pressure at the base, and Oscar’s stomach tenses instantly.
“Fuck,” he breathes, head tilting back against the couch cushion. He tries, valiantly, not to come undone from just this.
Your hand immediately stills. “Too much?”
“No,” he says quickly. “Not at all. You’re doing fine.”
You start to move again, stroking him through the fabric. Oscar’s eyes flutter shut for a moment. He has to steady himself, fists clenched at his sides.
“Pressure’s good,” he grunts. “But don’t be afraid to explore. You can use your palm... or your fingers. Try different things. I’ll tell you what feels nice.”
You trace along the length of his cock, fingers curving lightly around the shape of him, then back down to the base. He’s thick and growing heavier in your hand. You’re watching closely, brows drawn in concentration, like you’re studying him.
“You’re really hard,” you say, almost to yourself.
He huffs out a dry laugh. “Yeah. That happens.”
Your gaze flicks up to him, quick. But he sees the shift in you. The awareness, the realization of the power you wield. Your hand moves more confidently now, a little more pressure. His hips jerk subtly out of instinct, reaction.
Oscar breathes out through gritted teeth. “That’s good. Fuck, that’s—really good.”
You’re gnawing your bottom lip. “You like it?”
“I like you,” he says, before he can stop himself.
You laugh like it’s a fucking joke. You probably think he means it as your best friend, when the thoughts running through Oscar’s mind are far from friendly.
You keep touching him. Slower now. More focused. Oscar—still pretending this is just for you, just a favor—lets it happen, lets you learn him one stroke at a time.
After what feels like forever of just you working him up, Oscar realizes he’s barely breathing.
Your hand is still wrapped around him through the thin fabric of his boxers, stroking him in slow, uneven movements. Unsure, but so eager. It takes every ounce of restraint not to buck into your touch. Not to groan louder than he should. Not to lose himself.
But then you pause.
Your fingers hover, nerves creeping back into your expression. And when you look up at him, your expression flayed open with such heartbreaking earnestness, his heart stutters in his chest.
“Can I—” you start, voice barely audible, “can I see it?”
Oscar exhales slowly, like it’ll keep him tethered.
“Yeah,” he manages. “‘Course.”
He hooks his thumbs into the waistband and slides the boxers down. It takes effort—his cock is hard now, thick and straining against the cotton—but eventually they fall, pooling at his ankles. He’s already leaking at the tip, unable to resist the way you do him over.
You go very, very still.
Oscar watches you take him in. How your eyes track the length of him, how your lips part like you’ve forgotten how to close them. He resists the urge to shift under your gaze, to adjust himself, to do anything that might break the moment.
“Jesus,” you whisper. “It’s… bigger than I thought.”
He tries not to smile. Tries not to let it get to his head. He can feel it, anyway. The way the pride simmers under his skin, low and satisfied.
You keep looking, eyes full of something like awe, something almost reverent. He stores it in his mind for future reference.
“Bigger than in videos?” he teases.
Your face goes even redder, and Oscar bites down a groan. You’re killing him.
“Sorry,” you mutter. “I just... I didn’t expect—”
“It’s okay,” he says, scooting closer just a bit. “I like that you’re curious.”
You reach out, slowly. Your fingers brush against the base of him, tentative at first. The contact makes him suck in a sharp breath.
“Still okay?” you ask.
He nods. “Careful with your nails. Not too sharp.”
You pull back immediately. “Sorry.”
“No, no, you’re fine,” he assures, voice a little strained. “Just—try using more of your palm. Yeah, like that.”
You adjust, cupping him with both hands now, dragging one slowly up the shaft while the other stays low. You trace a vein with your thumb, and Oscar’s hips twitch before he can stop them.
“Fuck,” he mutters, jaw tight. “That’s good. Sensitive there. ‘Specially near the tip.”
You take him at his word. Your thumb circles the head, a little clumsy, a little too dry. He winces. “Okay—wait, hang on,” he says, voice catching. “That’s good, but you need to slow down. Think less pressure, more glide. Use your fingers gently here, like you’re… coaxing.”
“Coaxing?” you echo.
“Yeah,” he huffs. “Like you want it to give you something.”
You giggle under your breath. The sound goes straight to his spine.
Still, you follow instructions well. Your fingers soften, the rhythm more fluid now. You explore at your own pace, brushing over the head, down the length, to the base again. You cup him. He twitches, bites back a moan.
Oscar looks down at you—your flushed face, your blown pupils, your bottom lip caught between your teeth.
He wants to say something, anything, but all that escapes is a ragged, “You’re learning so fucking fast.”
He means it. Every shaky breath of it. Because if this is how you touch someone when you’re nervous and new, he can’t even imagine what you’ll be like when you’re not holding back.
And here’s when we realize Oscar is not as good as he ought to be:
Oscar shouldn’t be thinking about Lando. Not now.
Not when you’re right next to him, eyes wide and mouth slightly parted, hands wrapped around the base of his cock like you’re still trying to make sense of it. But the thought wedges itself into the back of Oscar’s skull, ugly and persistent. Lando, waiting in the wings. Lando, clueless and grinning. Lando, who might never know what it took for you to get here.
Oscar breathes through his nose, grounding himself in the present.
You’re looking up at him like you’re waiting for permission.
He doesn’t want to be bitter. Doesn’t want to ruin this. So he softens his voice, makes sure you’re still there with him. “Good?”
“Good,” you say, fingers still curled around his throbbing cock. “I—do you think I should try my mouth?”
Oscar cups your cheek. His thumb strokes along your jaw, reassuring. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to,” he says simply. “But if you want to try, I’ll help. I’ll talk you through it. Just go slow. I’m not going anywhere.”
You nod, take a breath like you’re about to dive into deep water.
He watches as you lean in, lips brushing the tip of him. Just that alone sends heat curling through his belly. Your mouth is warm, soft. You press a kiss there, awkward and unsure, and Oscar exhales sharply.
“That’s good,” he murmurs. “You don’t have to take much. Start with your tongue. Lick, taste me a little. Get used to it."
You follow his instructions, tongue flicking out, tracing around the head of his cock. It’s messy—your spit catching against the ridge, your lips dragging slightly too dry at first—but you’re trying. Concentrating.
“Good,” Oscar grunts. “That’s really good. Try using your hand around what you can’t take in your mouth. Keep it around the base."
You wrap your fingers tighter, your other hand bracing on his thigh. Your mouth opens wider and you take him in, slowly, maybe an inch or two. Your lips stretch around him. Your brow furrows.
“Too much?” he asks, voice tight.
You shake your head, but you gag a little when you go further. You pull back quickly, a breathless, embarrassed laugh spilling out of you. “Sorry,” you say. “I didn’t—wasn’t expecting that."
Oscar laughs with you, quiet, breathy. He smooths his hand over your hair.
“Nothing to be sorry about. That’s normal,” he says through his teeth. “Just go at your pace. You don’t have to get it perfect."
You try again.
This time, you take him into your mouth slower, lips stretched, tongue pressed flat against the underside. Your hand keeps a steady rhythm where your mouth can’t reach. It’s clumsy—your jaw is working too hard, your cheeks hollowing with effort—but it’s erotic in a way Oscar’s never experienced.
Because it’s you.
You, trying for him.
You, so obviously inexperienced and so desperate to learn.
He can’t help the sound that escapes him. Half groan, half whimper. His hips twitch forward, but he forces himself still. His hand stays gentle on the back of your head, not guiding yet, only grounding. “Good. Just like that,” he groans. “Little slower. There you go.”
Your spit’s everywhere now—slick on your chin, trailing down his cock, wetting your fingers. You look up at him again, eyes glassy, lips swollen, and Oscar feels something dangerous stir in his chest.
Lando won’t get this version of you.
Not the way Oscar has you now. Mouth stretched, blush deep, fingers trembling slightly from how much you’re trying to impress. He cups your jaw again, thumb stroking over your cheekbone.
“You’re doing so well,” he whispers. “So, so well.”
You hum softly around him—accidental or deliberate, he doesn’t know—and Oscar nearly comes undone. He has to breathe. He has to last. But it’s getting harder with every second you stay on your knees, letting him fall apart in your mouth.
Oscar’s voice is tight when he speaks next, tighter than it’s been all night.
“Can I—” he starts, and then pauses, swallowing hard. He forces his voice careful, normal. “Can I use your mouth a little?”
Your brows pinch, lips still swollen and wet, and he continues, nervous now. “Not rough, just… guiding a bit. Like Lando might. So you know how it feels.”
He hates himself for saying it like that.
Hates invoking Lando’s name when your lips are red from him, when your hands are still trembling from the weight of him. But it’s the only way he knows you’ll let him. The only way to justify the way his cock aches to fuck into the willing shape of your mouth.
You nod. You pull away from him for a moment, voice barely carrying as you say, “Okay.”
Oscar cups the back of your head gently, fingers threading into your hair, thumb brushing the hinge of your jaw. “I’ll go slow. You breathe through your nose, yeah?” he instructs. “If it’s too much, just tap me.”
You nod again, and he rocks his hips forward.
The first slide into your mouth is shallow, but Oscar feels it in his spine. The heat, the resistance, the obscene sound of spit and breath catching. His grip tightens slightly in your hair, steadying himself. You’re warm and wet and pliant, jaw relaxing more the deeper he gets.
“Fuck,” he breathes. “That’s it. Doing so fucking good, baby.”
He watches your hands scramble to his thighs, gripping him for balance. Watches your lashes flutter as he fucks forward again, deeper this time. The sound your throat makes as you try to take him fully is sinful. He doesn’t go all the way—won’t push you there, not yet—but he can’t help the slow, hungry rhythm he sets. A gentle grind of hips. A firm pull of your head toward him.
You gag slightly. He pauses. “You okay?”
You nod, watery-eyed, lips stretched, breath shaky through your nose.
“Good girl,” he whispers, brushing your hair back from your face. “That’s it. Use your tongue. Just a little more… hng, fuck. Right there.”
He starts again. Small thrusts. Controlled. Letting you adjust. Letting himself adjust. Your throat convulses around him once, and he sees stars. He’s saying things now, low and unraveling, almost incoherent.
“Mouth so fucking perfect.”
“My pretty girl. My pretty, pretty girl.”
“Can’t believe I’m the first one—holy shit.”
The idea hits him again, harder this time. He’s the first. First one you’re letting in like this. First one whose cock you’ve taken into your mouth, messy and unsure and eager to learn. He’s the one who gets to show you what it’s like, what you’re capable of. What you deserve to be praised for.
His hips snap forward a little harder. You choke, just slightly. He slows again, hands gentling.
“Shhh. That’s it. You’re doing so good,” he rushes to praise you, hands stroking you soothingly. “My good girl, taking it so well. You’re making me feel so—fuck, I can’t even—”
Your hands squeeze tighter around his thighs, fingernails digging in, grounding yourself. Your eyes water more, and it makes you look somehow even more devoted. Even more his.
He groans, low and ragged, tipping his head back. “ I’m not gonna last much longer if you keep looking at me like that.”
And you—so innocent, so unknowing—you blink up at him through the tears and hum around his cock, sending a vibration so sharp it makes his knees weak.
He has to stop. Has to pull back. Has to catch his breath before this ends too soon. But he doesn’t. He can’t.
Not when you’re letting him fuck into your mouth like it’s the only thing you were made for.
Oscar’s voice is more gravel than words now.
“Open wider for me,” he whispers, breath ragged, thumb stroking the hinge of your jaw. “Exactly like that. Keep looking at me—fuck, yeah, don’t look away.”
He’s rocking into your mouth, riding the edge, and you’re so obedient it wrecks him. Jaw slack, tears shining in your lashes. There’s saliva at the corners of your lips, a glossy sheen along your chin. Your hands grip at his thighs like you’ll float away if you don’t anchor yourself to him.
“Touch yourself,” he says lowly. “You don’t have to finish. Just… want you to feel what you’re doing to me.”
You hesitate, shy even now. But you obey, hand sliding down to cup yourself over your shorts. And that’s what makes Oscar nearly come right then and there.
The idea of you squirming with your fingers buried between your thighs, while your mouth is so warm and wet around him? His stomach clenches, jaw tight. He feels his orgasm cresting fast, too fast, and he can’t hold it back anymore.
“Gonna come—fuck. Keep still for me, y-yeah? Please, baby?”
You do.
You hold perfectly still when he buries himself deep and comes with a broken sound. It’s not neat. It’s not silent. It’s breathless and shaky, his fingers curling hard in your hair as he pulses down your throat. You take all of it like a champ. Throat flexing. Moaning from somewhere deep down.
When he finally pulls back, you’re panting, licking your lips without realizing it. He can’t help the groan that escapes him at the sight. “Shit,” he breathes, immediately crouching, hands cradling your face. “Did I hurt you?”
You shake your head, a little dazed. Voice hoarse. “No, no. That was just… intense.”
Oscar presses his forehead to yours, laughing softly, giddy and exhausted. “Yeah,” he says. “Yeah, no kidding.”
Your tongue pokes out again, tasting the corner of your mouth, and his eyes flick down.
“There’s still some—” He trails a thumb along the edge of your lips, catching the mess and rubbing it gently against your bottom lip. You shiver, lapping up what’s left of his cum.
“I thought it’d taste worse,” you say after a moment, honest and curious.
Oscar huffs out another laugh, leaning back on his heels. “What, were you expecting battery acid?”
You snort. “I dunno. It’s kinda… salty?”
Oscar tilts his head, grin lazy. “That’s what I get for not drinking pineapple juice.”
You slap his shoulder, but you’re smiling, and so is he. His thumb swipes again at your mouth, this time lingering. “Still messy,” he murmurs, and he means more than your lips. You’re flushed and blinking slowly, your hand still resting on his thigh like it belongs there.
He kisses your cheek gently. “Come on. Water, now. And then…” He lets the words hang, his voice suddenly quieter. “Then we can talk.”
Because even if your mouth is still sweet with the taste of him, even if his heart’s still sprinting, there’s something else beneath the surface.
Moments later, you’re curled up beside him on the bed, knees hugged to your chest, one of his hoodies drowning your frame. Oscar’s already brought you water, wiped your mouth clean, even insisted you lie down while he fetched you a snack you didn’t ask for. The air between you is light, made tender with the weight of what just happened.
You’re quiet, not awkward exactly, but distracted. Fidgety. Your fingers play with the cuffs of your sleeves like they’re something to disappear into. Oscar watches you closely.
“Hey,” he says, careful. “You okay?”
You nod a little too fast. “Yeah, just… yeah.”
Oscar waits. You always do this—start saying something only to retreat, like you’re testing the water first. He lets the silence stretch long enough before trying again. “You’re squirming.”
Your brows lift, startled. He keeps his voice soft. “You’re uncomfortable?”
You don’t answer right away, but you do shift again, thighs pressing together tightly. The tension in your body isn’t something he can ignore. Not after everything. Not with how hard you tried to do well for him.
“Hey,” he murmurs, sitting up and brushing the back of his hand against your arm. “Talk to me.”
You bite your lip. It takes a breath, maybe two, before you mumble, “I think I made myself sore.”
Oh.
It hits him all at once. How long you were down there, how hard you were trying to do everything right, how nervous you must have been. How wet the inside of your thighs must be now, how much slick had probably gathered with no relief, how the pressure must be lingering between your legs. He swallows, shame curling low in his gut.
“I—fuck. I didn’t think. I should’ve asked.”
“It’s not your fault,” you say, trying to wave it off, but you don’t meet his eyes.
He hesitates.
“I could… help,” he offers, and hates himself a little for how it comes out, too eager and too unsure. He forces himself to do better. “Only if you want. It might help, just—relieving some of that. So you’re not in pain.”
You blink at him. He sits back, pretending like he’s reasoning it out with you, when really it’s all he can think about.
“I mean—Lando’s not gonna be hands-off forever, right?” he says through gritted teeth. “If you’re still planning on saying yes to him. And this way, you’d know what it’s like before he tries anything. You won’t be surprised.”
It’s petty. The words taste like vinegar in his mouth. But it’s the best he can do to mask the heat coiling in his chest.
You contemplate it, glancing at him—quick, uncertain, like you’re scared to name what you want. “Okay,” you say after one too many seconds. “Yeah, that makes sense.”
And Oscar feels it down to the marrow.
Not triumph. Not desire.
Just the raw, aching privilege of being the one you trust to make this feel okay.
Oscar sits beside you, palm warm where it rests lightly against your knee. He’s still watching you too closely, still trying to balance every inch of his desire with the care you deserve. It burns in his chest, the knowledge that you trust him with this. That you’re letting him learn your body before anyone else.
“You know you can stop me at any point, right?” he reminds you, thumb tracing idle circles into your skin. “Doesn’t have to mean anything. Doesn’t have to go anywhere.”
You stare up at him, so trusting that it’s devasting. “And still no kissing.”
It stings. He smiles anyway. “No kissing,” he agrees.
He lets you lie back on the bed, positioning yourself however’s most comfortable, and then follows your cues. He starts with your arm—his fingertips brushing the inside of your wrist, then the crook of your elbow, slow and methodical. His hands are always warm, always clean, always careful. And when you shiver, just slightly, he clocks it.
“That one?”
You let out a low sound of approval. “It’s weird,” you say. “No one’s ever touched me there before.”
Oscar hums, lips parting in thought. He bends to press his mouth to the same spot. Not a kiss, just a hot breath and a drag of his lower lip that makes your arm twitch.
He keeps going, skimming over your collarbones, mapping the line where your shirt starts underneath his hoodie. His hand slides under the hem—slow, deliberate. “Still okay?”
“Yeah,” you breathe.
He palms over your stomach first. Then higher. You’re not wearing a bra. And when his thumb brushes the underside of your breast, you gasp.
“Oh.”
Oscar pauses. His eyes flick to yours.
You look vaguely horrified. “I—I think I like that a lot.”
He fights back a grin. “That’s good.”
“No, like. A lot a lot.”
He huffs a breath through his nose—somewhere between a laugh and a moan—and cups you properly. Weighs the softness in his hand, just to hear your little intake of breath. “You’re sensitive here?” he asks, brushing his thumb lightly across your nipple.
Your hips shift. “Jesus,” you groan. “Yeah.”
He’s going to file that away forever. Instead of teasing you more, he pulls your hoodie and shirt up properly, lets it bunch above your chest. His hands return, this time more focused, both of them. He tests how you react to pressure, to circular motions, to the pad of his thumb versus the flat of his palm. He listens to every sound you make. Every hitch in your breath. Every flutter of your lashes.
“You weren’t kidding,” he says almost reverently.
You laugh, flustered. “Shut up.”
He leans in, face close enough to see the heat blooming across your cheeks. “I think they’re my favorite thing about you,” he says, matter-of-fact.
“You’re only saying that because you’re touching them.”
“I’m saying that because it’s true.”
You whimper, but you don’t stop him. You arch into his touch. And Oscar knows—this is only the beginning of how you’ll learn each other.
Oscar’s hands settle over your chest, the weight of his palms grounding you as your breath quickens beneath him. He takes his time, leans down just enough to latch his mouth over you. Rolling one nipple between his fingers while his lips drag across the swell of your other breast, tongue flicking just barely where he knows it’ll make you squirm.
The first sound you make is soft. Barely audible. The second is more of a whine, your hips shifting with increasing urgency. He grins against your skin. “Feels good?”
You nod, lips parted, eyes unfocused. “Mhm.”
Oscar’s mouth closes around your nipple, sucking lightly, then a little harder, just to test how far he can push. Your hands are in his hair before you even realize, fingers tugging when he sucks deep and slow. He lets his teeth graze, and you buck beneath him.
“Fuck,” you gasp.
He pulls back slightly. “Too much?”
“No, no,” you say, breathless. “No, it’s—I don’t know.”
He raises an eyebrow and brings his hand lower, resting it over your shorts. You’re panting, devastated in how you’ve unraveled, and Oscar can feel it before he even presses down.
Wet.
When he applies the slightest pressure, you jolt again, eyes wide and embarrassed. Your thighs squeeze together instinctively, and your mouth opens like you might explain yourself. “I didn’t mean to,” you whimper. “I didn’t think I was that close. I’m sorry—”
He cuts you off, voice low and impossibly warm. “Don’t apologize. That was hot.” Oscar leans in, brushing your temple with his nose. “You got off just from that?”
“I didn’t mean to,” you repeat, quieter.
He presses a soft kiss to your shoulder, affectionate, still tracing lazy circles over the damp fabric. “Can I move these?”
He feels you nod, feels the way your voice cracks when you say, “Yeah.”
Oscar is careful, fingers hooking under your waistband, dragging the shorts and your underwear down in one slow motion. The air hits you first, then his gaze, heavy and adoring.
He doesn’t say anything right away. He only settles beside you again, fingertips brushing the inside of your thigh, already planning how to show you there’s nothing wrong with wanting like this. He watches the way your stomach still flutters with the aftershocks of your orgasm, how your breath stumbles, how your eyes glass over as you try to refocus on him. Your hips twitch when his thumb accidentally grazes your clit.
Oscar shifts closer, his palm warm against your thigh as his fingers trace the soft skin, inching upward like he’s trying to memorize you. Your shorts are pushed down now, panties too, and he still hasn’t looked away from you—not really. He watches the way you squirm, your mouth parting, your gaze flitting from his eyes to his hand like you don’t know which part of this you should be more overwhelmed by.
“You good?” he checks in again.
You nod, then hesitantly add, “Yeah. Just… nervous.”
He smiles reassuringly, thumb brushing the inside of your thigh. “That’s okay.” A pause, then, gently, “Can I ask something? When you touch yourself… how do you do it?”
The question makes your whole face turn an incandescent shade of pink. You laugh, a little out of discomfort, covering your eyes with one hand. “Oscar.”
“I’m serious,” he says, still smiling, but there’s a real curiosity in his voice now. “I wanna know what you like.”
You mumble something about how you usually just rub circles, nothing fancy. Oscar hums, clearly thinking.
“Like this?” he asks, finally dragging his fingers over your folds, slow and feather-light. He finds your clit with an ease that makes your hips jerk, and he chuckles under his breath. “Jesus. Sensitive.”
You gasp, one hand clutching at the bedsheets. “It’s d-different when someone else does it!”
He’s already testing pressure, rhythm, the edge of your comfort. You try to help, stuttering out what feels good, what doesn’t, but the more he listens, the less coherent you become.
He spreads you open a little further, fingers slick with the mess you’ve already made. “You’re soaked,” he mutters, half in awe. “And this is just my fingers.”
You arch when he grazes your clit just right, thighs twitching as he keeps a steady pressure there. It doesn’t take much before your hips start moving with him, chasing each slow, teasing circle.
“You’re so quiet,” he whispers. “Trying not to make noise?”
You whine, breath catching. “It’s embarrassing.”
Oscar leans over, kisses your jaw. “Nothing to be embarrassed about. You don’t have to be quiet.”
Then he slides lower, one finger dragging down to tease your entrance, not pushing in, just circling. Your breath stutters again.
“Here?” he asks, thumb still gliding over your clit.
You nod frantically. “There, there, there—”
He doesn’t push in, not yet. Just keeps rubbing you, watching your thighs tense and your chest heave, and when he finally slips the tip of one finger inside, your whole body jolts.
It’s not long. It’s not even deliberate. Your legs tense, your mouth drops open, and you come a second time with a high, shocked sound, like you didn’t know you were close until it was already happening.
Oscar groans, biting down on his bottom lip, hips twitching with restraint. He’s hard in his joggers, achingly so, and he has to breathe through it, through the image of you coming around nothing but his hand.
“Can you handle more?” he asks, the pads of his fingers still slick with you. His voice is tight, like he’s barely holding himself back.
You look at him, dazed but trusting. “I think so.”
He smiles—relieved, reverent, wrecked. “Tell me if it’s too much, alright?”
Oscar starts slow. He pushes a finger in, shallow at first, just letting your body adjust to the stretch. Then he draws it back out, slick with arousal, and adds another. Your thighs tremble.
“You’re so tight,” he murmurs, like he’s talking more to himself than you. “So warm.”
His free hand steadies your hip as he starts to move his fingers—slow and steady, curling just slightly. Then he presses his thumb back against your clit, circling softly, like he’s trying to soothe and tease you at once. The combination makes you cry out, hips jerking, your hands fumbling for something—his wrist, his arm, the bedsheets.
“Oscar,” you pant, voice barely above a whisper.
“I know,” he says. “I know. It’s a lot.”
But you take it. You whimper and clench and rock against his hand, and he watches in disbelief. Watches the way you squirm beneath him, overwhelmed but hungry for it anyway.
“You’re doing so good,” he rasps, kissing your collarbone. “Taking me so well.”
Then, like it’s an afterthought—but it’s not, it never is—he glances up at you again. “Can I try one more thing?”
You hesitate, still breathless, but nod.
Oscar shifts, lowers himself until he’s between your legs, face hovering close to your core. He breathes you in, eyes fluttering shut for a moment. Then he ducks his head, mouth closing over your clit.
The instant moan that rips out of you is loud, uncontrolled. Your back arches. You grab at his hair, not pulling away, just trying to ground yourself.
He groans into you, the vibration sending a shiver up your spine. His fingers keep moving, scissoring slightly now, stretching you open as his tongue flicks and presses and licks.
You fall apart. There’s no other word for it. You come again, around his fingers. Crying out, shaking, the pleasure so intense it borders on unbearable.
He should stop.
Your legs are twitching on either side of his head, breath hiccupping in your chest like you’re trying to pull yourself back down to earth. But Oscar can’t. Not yet. Not when your thighs are caging him in. Not when the taste of you is still on his tongue. Salty-sweet, slick, utterly intoxicating.
He licks deliberately, slow and broad this time, from the base of your entrance all the way up to your clit. Then he does it again, fingers still buried inside you, curling with intent.
You let out something between a sob and a moan. “Osc,” you cry, barely a hiccup.
He hums against your cunt. The vibrations make your hips buck.
“You’re sensitive,” he says, voice hoarse. “I know.”
You squirm, trying to close your legs, but his hands are firm, holding you open at the hips. He mouths at your clit with a little more gentleness, his fingers coaxing what else he knows you can give.
“C-can’t,” you whisper, eyes squeezing shut.
“Yes, you can,” he breathes, kissing over the swollen bud. “You’re doing so well for me.”
Your fingers tangle into his hair. You’re not pulling him off, but there’s a bit of an edge to your tug. “W-wait, don’t eat me out,” you squeak. “It’s—you don’t know how that tastes—”
He lifts his head just long enough to look at you. His mouth glistens as he grins, just on the right side cocky. “You think I care?”
Your face burns.
“You’re perfect like this,” he says plainly. Then he ducks his head again, tongue working you open, pushing inside while his fingers slide back in, finding that spot again. That one spot that has you gasping.
The overstimulation hits hard. You writhe against the bed, thighs trembling violently as he holds you still. He alternates between licking your clit and sucking it, his fingers never slowing. You can’t form words anymore. All that’s left are fractured sounds, guttural and high-pitched, your hands fisting the sheets.
Oscar’s lost in it. In you. Your taste, your scent, the way you pulse and clench around his fingers, the way your body jerks when his mouth hits just right.
“You’re so good,” he groans into you, his voice vibrating against your cunt. “So sweet. Can’t believe you’ve never… holy shit.”
When your third orgasm crashes down, full-body and violent, only then does he lift his head. Chin glistening, eyes dark and glassy with want.
Oscar drags himself up your body slowly, carefully, kissing the warm stretch of your stomach and the slope of your ribs, nose brushing against the curve beneath your breast. He keeps his mouth from your lips—like you asked—but not without effort. It’s instinct, habit, the way he wants to kiss you when you’re like this: glowing, boneless, trembling beneath his weight.
Instead, he lets his mouth drag over the skin of your collarbone as he adjusts himself between your thighs. His joggers cling to his hips, but the strain in them is unmistakable. A thick, hard ridge pressed tight to the slick heat of your core.
He rocks his hips forward—just a little—to feel it. To feel you.
Your cry breaks sharp in the air.
“Fuck,” he hisses, forehead falling to your shoulder, jaw clenched tight. “I—can I? Just—this. Let me have this. Please.”
You nod, too dazed to speak, too desperate to deny him. “Go,” you say, equal parts merciful and needing, “take what you need, Osc.”
Oscar’s thrusts stay controlled, but the friction is filthy. Raw cotton dragging along your clit in time with the heavy flex of him beneath the fabric. You’re soaked and sensitive, and every pass of his hips makes your body jerk, back arching as your cunt clenches around nothing.
His hand settles on your thigh, spreading you wider, keeping you steady as he ruts forward again with a helpless whine. “You’re so good,” he pants. “Being so good for me. Feels like you’re made for this, for me.”
Each grind is punctuated by low groans in your ear, Oscar’s voice dissolving into breathless praise and curses. He presses his forehead to your temple, eyes squeezed shut, fighting to hold on, to make it last.
“That’s it,” he murmurs. “Take it, baby. Let me feel you. Just like this. Just—fuck, just like this.”
Your nails dig into his shoulders, and he thinks he could die like this, right here. Held between the ache in his chest and the heat of your cunt under his cock. Still not inside, but it’s enough. Yours to give, and his to ruin.
Oscar doesn’t know if it’s shame or worship that makes him move like this. He kisses down your sternum instead of your mouth, like he promised, but it doesn’t stop his desperation from bleeding into every motion, every panting breath fanned against your skin.
You’re too perfect, with your breath catching in little sobs each time he drags his hips forward. He almost doesn’t hear it over the slick sound of your bodies, but it’s there. You, whispering his name. Moaning it.
“Oscar,” you whimper, nails clawing down his back like you’re marking your territory—and it nearly pushes him over the edge. “Oh my God, O-Oscar.”
He chokes on a groan and hides his face against your shoulder, but the thoughts swarm him. Every disgusting, shameful fantasy he’s kept buried over the years spills into the forefront of his mind.
You, crawling into his lap asking for help like this.
You, naked in his sheets, lips wet and eyes glassy as you beg him to show you how to please someone else.
How many nights has he gotten off to the image of your hands down your shorts, whispering his name without realizing? How many times has he thought about bending you over his kitchen counter, your voice broken and pleading?
This is the closest he’ll ever get. This—this lesson. This half-sin under the guise of helping, of making sure you won’t be surprised when Lando touches you.
He’s not supposed to want it. He’s not supposed to want you.
But your cunt is dripping for him, and his cock is rock-hard beneath his joggers, and when he feels your hips stutter up against him like you’re meeting him halfway, like you might want it just as much as him—
Oscar bites down on the curve of your shoulder, just to keep himself tethered. You cry out, raking your nails down his back so hard it leaves trails of fire. And then he’s coming, rutting forward through the cotton, wet warmth soaking between you two as his body convulses with it.
He knows he shouldn’t. He knows this wasn’t supposed to happen. But God, he’d do it all over again. He’d do worse, if you let him.
And he still won’t kiss you.
Oscar goes through the motions of aftercare. He’s a lot of nefarious things, but he’s not evil.
The bathroom is still warm with the steam of your shared shower, water droplets clinging to the corners of the mirror. Oscar’s fingers are soft where they glide along the towel he’s wrapping around your shoulders. He crouches a little to meet your eyes, his gaze searching. Not for anything dramatic, but for signs. Of your comfort. Your peace. Maybe even your joy.
You’re sitting on the closed toilet lid, legs tucked in close to your chest, hair damp and curling at the ends. He’s rubbing at your calves with another towel, not even bothering to hide the adoration on his face. He still hasn’t let go of your hand. Not since he washed you gently between the legs, murmuring quiet apologies you kept telling him weren’t needed.
Oscar sits on the edge of the tub eventually, elbows on his knees, letting out a breath like he’s been carrying the world. The silence stretches in a syrupy way. You’re the one who breaks it.
“You don’t have to keep looking at me like that,” you groan, cheeks flushed. “Like I’ll float away.”
He smiles, slow and devastating. “I’m not letting you float away.”
You try not to melt, fidgeting with the edge of the towel instead. You’re smiling now too, though, and it knocks him out.
“Hey,” he says, gently. “Can I say something kind of cheesy?”
You glance at him, waiting.
“Don’t ever settle for someone who doesn’t treat you like this. Okay?” Oscar manages. “Like you’re precious. Like they know how lucky they are just to get to hold you.”
Your mouth trembles a little, and he catches it with his thumb before it can turn into something shaky. His touch stays steady, thumb against your cheekbone.
“That goes for Lando, or anyone else,” he goes on. “If they don’t take their time with you—if they don’t care to learn what you like, how to care for you—then they shouldn’t get to have you.”
You blink rapidly, eyes too bright. “You’re going to make me cry,” you complain, but the appreciation bleeds into the curve of your laugh.
Oscar kisses your shoulder, still damp from the towel, and whispers, “You deserve only the best of things. Always.”
You lean into him then, and his arms wrap around you like they were always meant to. “Thank you,” you sigh into the crook of his neck. “You’re the best friend ever.”
Does it sting to hear? Of course.
But, like we’ve established—Oscar is a patient man.
He doesn’t say it. He doesn’t have to. The selfish, godforsaken truth pulses in his chest like a second heartbeat:
Oscar hopes you’re ruined for anyone else. ⛐
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summary
oscar has known you your entire life. he knows your habits, your fears, your weaknesses, and exactly what to say to make you trust him. after years of quietly pushing everyone else out of your life, he's finally become the only person you have left. now that you're adults and living together, oscar decides it's time for your relationship to become something more.
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You used to say that Oscar was the person who knew you best in the world. You said it with a distracted smile, as if it were simply an obvious fact after so many years of practically sharing the same life. You grew up together, went to the same schools, spent entire afternoons locked in your bedroom playing video games, fought over the smallest things, and made up before you could even remember what you had been fighting about. Oscar knew your favorite ice cream flavor, which song you put on when you were sad, and the exact expression that appeared on your face whenever you were about to cry. He knew which words calmed you down, which memories you avoided and, most importantly, he knew exactly how to make you believe anything he said.
To you, that was intimacy. It was simply the natural result of a lifetime spent sharing everything with someone, proof that best friends eventually came to know even the parts of you that you yourself forgot to show. You never stopped to think about how much of that closeness had been built by choice. You never realized that, while you collected memories, Oscar collected information; while you saw affection in every gesture, he learned which gestures worked best; while you believed that knowing him so deeply was what made your friendship special, Oscar knew that knowing you that way meant having access to every fear, every insecurity, and every need that he might one day use to his advantage.
To you, he was the person who understood you best. To Oscar, understanding you had never been simply a way of loving you. It was the quietest way to have control. He had learned early on that he didn't need to raise his voice, threaten you, or force you to do anything. All he had to do was know exactly what to say, when to say it, and, most importantly, what you needed to hear in order to believe that a certain choice had been yours. Perhaps that was the most dangerous part of all: you believed he knew you because he loved you, while Oscar had learned to love you through everything he knew he could control.
Ever since you were a child, there had been little things that seemed so natural that you never stopped to question them. When you were twelve and wanted to go to a girl's birthday party from school, Oscar asked who would be there. When you gave him the names, he made a face and said that girl didn't really like you, that she'd probably only invited you because she needed more people at the party. You believed him. When you wanted to start walking to school by yourself, he told you it was dangerous and that your parents probably wouldn't like it. You gave up. When a new classmate started asking you to hang out after school, Oscar found some reason not to like her. She was fake and selfish. She talked too much and, according to Oscar, she had made a nasty comment about you that he had overheard. You didn't remember hearing anything like that, but you trusted him. "You don't notice these things," he would say with a patient smile, as if he were simply trying to take care of you. "I notice them for you." and you accepted it because, deep down, it even seemed kind of beautiful to have someone willing to protect you from people you couldn't quite see clearly yourself.
As the years passed, the control changed shape. It stopped being about your friends and became about the boys who entered your life. Oscar never directly told you that you shouldn't date someone, he simply asked question after question until the idea started to seem like a bad one all on its own. When you started dating for the first time, he asked how long you'd known the guy, who his friends were, where he usually went out, and whether you really believed he liked you. When you said yes, Oscar simply nodded, saying he hoped you were right. Then came the little comments about the boyfriend, almost always disguised as concern. He took too long to reply to your messages. He liked pictures of other girls. He seemed distracted when you talked. One of Oscar's friends had mentioned that he'd been flirting with someone from his class. Nothing was enough to become an accusation, but everything together was enough to create doubt. When you finally asked your boyfriend if something was going on, he denied everything, and Oscar simply sighed when you told him. "I hope you're right," was all he said, but there was a carefully placed sadness in his voice that made you feel even more insecure.
A few days later, when you ended the relationship, you went back to his apartment with swollen eyes and a throat that hurt from crying so much. Oscar opened the door before you could knock a second time, as if he'd already been waiting for you, and when his arms closed around your body, he didn't need to ask what had happened. "He didn't deserve you," he murmured against your hair, keeping you close as his fingers slowly moved along your back. You sniffled against his chest and asked, almost embarrassed, if he really thought that, and Oscar brushed a strand of hair away from your face before answering with that calmness that always made everything seem simpler. "I'm sure. You liked him, I know, and I never wanted to take that away from you. I just didn't like the way he made you feel." When you asked why he'd never liked him, Oscar tilted his head, as if he were trying to find a gentle way to explain something that, to him, was obvious.
"Because I know you. I knew this was going to happen." You stayed silent, your eyes still full of tears, and he continued before you could ask anything else. "I see the way people look at you. They like what they can get from you, but they don't know what to do when they realize you need more than that."
Your brow furrowed as you tried to understand. "What do you mean?" Oscar ran his thumb over your damp cheek, wiping away a tear that was slowly trailing down.
"Like someone who thinks they can have you for a while and then simply walk away." He held your gaze for a few seconds before adding, in a voice almost too quiet to hear, "I would never do that to you."
That was exactly what made you believe him. Because Oscar was there, he always had been. While that boy had walked away, while other friends came and went, while everyone you believed would stay found some reason to leave, Oscar remained sitting in front of you, holding your face between his hands as if you were the most precious thing he knew. You never realized that he'd spent years making sure it would be exactly this way.
The second boyfriend was different, or at least it seemed that way at first. Oscar made a point of meeting him, talked to him, laughed at his jokes, and even invited him to play games a few times, enough for you to believe that, finally, he'd accepted that he didn't need to be suspicious of every person who entered your life. But when the relationship started getting serious, Oscar began showing up more and more. First, they were simple messages, asking if you'd made it home. Then came the questions about where you were, who you were with, and when you planned to come back. If you took too long to reply, you'd find a message saying that he was just worried about you. If you replied that you were busy with your boyfriend, Oscar never complained. He would only say that he understood, even though he missed you. And that sentence, precisely because it seemed so small, would end up staying in your head for the rest of the night.
"You've been disappearing lately," he'd say when you finally met up, a nearly sad smile on his face as he absentmindedly turned the glass between his fingers. You would immediately apologize, explaining that you'd spent the afternoon with your boyfriend, and Oscar would simply nod, saying that he knew. When you asked if he was angry, he'd shake his head, assuring you that he wasn't, but there would be something in his eyes that made you insist.
"You are." Oscar would let out a sigh and look away for a moment before meeting your gaze again.
"I'm not angry, I just miss you," he'd say, and then you'd feel guilty for misinterpreting him. It was always like that. He never needed to say he was jealous or ask you to choose; all he had to do was look hurt and you'd do the rest yourself.
When you complained that he was being unfair to your boyfriend, Oscar never argued. He simply looked genuinely confused, as if the accusation didn't even make sense. "Did i say anything against him?" he'd ask, his brows slightly furrowed. When you reminded him of the things he'd said, he'd shake his head and smile patiently. "You're putting words in my mouth. All i said was that i miss you." And suddenly, the certainty you'd had just a few minutes earlier would begin to disappear.
Maybe he really hadn't done anything. Maybe you were overreacting. Maybe you were being unfair to the only person who had always been there for you. Oscar never told you that you were wrong in an aggressive way. He simply asked questions until you started doubting what you felt yourself. When you finally apologized, he accepted it easily, running his fingers through your hair and telling you that you didn't need to worry.
"I just want you to be happy." and you believed him, of course you did. Because that sentence seemed impossible to question when it came from him.
It was on one of those nights, after yet another argument about someone Oscar claimed not to like, that you finally decided to call him controlling. You were sitting side by side on the couch, and he seemed completely calm as you spoke, gesturing more and more as you tried to explain that he couldn't keep giving his opinions about every person who entered your life. Oscar listened to everything without interrupting.
He waited until you were finished, tilted his head, and then asked, almost curiously, "Do you think i control you?"
You crossed your arms, still irritated, and said that sometimes it felt exactly like that. He let out a small laugh, not mockingly, but in that calm way that always made you feel like maybe you were taking things too seriously. "You trust people too much," he said after a few seconds, his eyes still fixed on yours. You shrugged and said maybe, and Oscar continued, "you let anyone in." you immediately denied it, but he only smiled. "You do."
You ended up laughing at his insistence, shaking your head as you told him he was too controlling. Oscar raised an eyebrow. "With you?" the question came so calmly that you almost forgot what you'd been arguing about.
"Especially," you replied, and he smiled as if he'd just received confirmation of something he'd already expected.
"Because I care." It was a simple explanation. Almost perfect.
You smiled too, because, deep down, you knew he cared. "I know."
Oscar watched your face for a few seconds before continuing, his expression becoming a little more serious as his fingers absentmindedly played with the sleeve of his own shirt. "You never notice when someone wants something from you." You frowned, asking what he meant, and he answered without rushing, "you think everyone has good intentions." You tried to argue that not everyone was like that, but Oscar only tilted his head. "Almost everyone." The answer made you thoughtful, and he used the silence to gently touch your chin, making you look back at him. "That's why you have me."
You let out a small laugh, trying to ease the intensity of the conversation. "You talk like I'm incapable of taking care of myself."
Oscar immediately shook his head. "That's not it." You asked him what it was, then, and he took a few seconds before answering. "I just know you better."
You smiled, still trying to understand where he was going with this. "And that gives you the right to decide for me?" This time, Oscar didn't answer immediately. He simply kept looking at you until the smile on your face faded on its own. When he finally spoke, his voice was so calm that you almost felt guilty for asking the question.
"I've never decided anything for you. You always chose." You lowered your eyes, remembering all the times you'd asked for his opinion, and suddenly, it seemed to make sense. "Yeah..." Oscar slowly ran his thumb over your hand before adding, "I just help you see."
It was the oldest and perhaps most effective lie between you. Because deep down, Oscar truly believed that he was. He didn't want to share his best friend with anyone; he didn't want to see you falling in love with another man, waiting for someone else's messages or smiling at someone who wasn't him. He didn't want someone else knowing how you liked your coffee, how you cried in secret after an argument or how you clung to your pillow when you were afraid. He didn't want someone else taking the place he'd spent years building for himself.
There was a part of him that knew this wasn't friendship and that his need to control who was allowed into your life wasn't protective, but he didn't care. To Oscar, love and possession had become intertwined for so long that he could no longer tell the difference between the two. You were his in the only way he knew how to possess you, and you didn't know that yet, but you would. Oscar was patient; he always had been, and when the time came, you would believe that you had chosen to stay of your own accord.
When you reached adulthood, your relationship no longer resembled a friendship to anyone observing from the outside. Perhaps that was because there was hardly anyone left to observe. Over the years, Oscar had shrunk the world around the two of you with frightening patience, removing one person at a time until you finally realized that there was no one left to compare him to. Your old friends had drifted away after arguments that you could barely remember starting. Some had said that Oscar was far too controlling, that it wasn't normal for him to decide when you could go out, who you could talk to and how long you could stay away from home. You had been offended at the time. Oscar had never said you couldn't have friends; he'd simply pointed out that one of them had lied, another had spoken badly about you behind your back and another had seemed far too interested in your life. When you tried to defend them, he'd ask why you were choosing to believe people you'd known for only a few years instead of believing him, the person who had been by your side since childhood. The questions always ended the same way: you apologized. Oscar accepted, and one more person disappeared from your life.
The men had been even easier. Oscar never needed to forbid anything directly. All he had to do was meet each of them, smile, talk for a few minutes, and then wait until the two of you were alone. "Do you really like him?" he'd ask, as if he were genuinely interested. When you said yes, he would simply nod. Then came the details. The guy seemed possessive. He didn't like one of your friends. He'd looked at a waitress for too long. He'd made a joke that Oscar considered disrespectful. Maybe he was hiding something, maybe he wasn't. Oscar never needed to be certain. All he had to do was plant the doubt. And when you ended things, usually in tears, he was the one waiting to hold you. Over time, you began to understand that relationships were exhausting. People were complicated. Friendships took effort. Everyone eventually disappointed you. Oscar didn't. Oscar was still there. Always there. He was the only fixed point in a life he himself had carefully emptied of everything else.
Now you were adults, and you lived together.
The move into the apartment had been presented as a practical solution. You worked nearby, Oscar was already looking for a bigger place, and splitting the expenses seemed logical. That was how he explained it. That was how you explained it to everyone else. What no one noticed was that, after a few months, Oscar had started taking care of practically everything. He organized the bills, did the grocery shopping, knew exactly how much money was in your bank account, remembered your appointments, scheduled them when you forgot, and had your coffee ready every morning.
If you mentioned that you needed something, it would be waiting at home before you'd even had time to buy it. If you said you were tired, he decided what you'd have for dinner. If you mentioned wanting to go out, he asked who you were going with, where you were going, and what time you'd be back. It never felt like an order, it was always care. "let me do it." "you're tired." "I'll take care of it." "you don't need to worry." And you, accustomed since childhood to letting Oscar take care of things, accepted.
The bedrooms were separate, at least officially. Yours was at the end of the hallway, decorated with little things you'd chosen over the years, while his remained more organized, almost impersonal. Oscar never insisted that you sleep in the same room. He didn't need to. The separation made everything easier to justify. When someone asked, you were just best friends who lived together. When you said that you were comfortable with it, Oscar smiled. He liked that word. Comfortable. Because it meant you no longer missed anyone. You didn't need anyone.
If you woke up frightened in the middle of the night, you looked for his door. If you had a bad day, you ended up sitting on the couch beside him. If you received an unpleasant message, he was the first person you showed it to. If you needed to make an important decision, you asked him for his opinion. This dependence had stopped looking like dependence a long time ago, now it was simply routine.
There was one routine Oscar valued more than all the others, one of those little traditions that, to you, had naturally emerged over the years, but that he had protected with an almost obsessive devotion. Every friday was movie night. It didn't matter if you'd had a terrible week, if you were too tired to choose something, or if you'd received an invitation to go out. Friday belonged to the two of you. Oscar picked the movie, you picked the snacks, and after dinner, the two of you settled onto the living room couch while the night slowly disappeared beyond the windows.
Sometimes you watched something genuinely good, although that was rare. Most of the time, they were forgettable movies, stories you'd talk about for a few days and never remember again. Oscar didn't really care what was playing on the television. What mattered was having you there beside him, for a few hours when no one called, no one sent messages, and no one showed up to claim your attention. He especially liked the way you eventually forgot your phone on the table, as if the entire world could wait while you were on that couch. To you, it was simply a comfortable tradition between best friends who lived together. To Oscar, it was one of the few nights of the week when he knew with absolute certainty that you belonged only to him.
That friday, the rain had started shortly before eight and continued tapping against the windows with a lazy persistence. You appeared in the living room after your shower wearing a short silk pajama set, the light fabric sliding over your legs as you walked barefoot through the apartment, and settled into your usual spot, pulling the blanket over your lap before even asking which movie he'd picked. Oscar was already waiting, he was wearing gray sweatpants and a simple t-shirt, sitting on the other side of the couch with a bowl of popcorn resting between you.
He'd left your favorite chocolate on the table, placed a bottle of water within easy reach, and even set the remote in the exact spot where he knew you'd look for it first. They were small details, almost ridiculous in how insignificant they seemed, but Oscar liked them. He liked knowing your habits better than anyone else. He liked it even more knowing that you rarely noticed when he anticipated your needs. To you, it was simply care. To him, it was another way of proving to himself that no one could occupy the place he'd built beside you.
"You really picked this movie?" you asked, looking at the screen with a skeptical expression as you grabbed a handful of popcorn and settled more deeply into the couch.
Oscar looked at the television for a few seconds before turning his eyes back to you, a subtle smile appearing at the corner of his mouth. "You said you wanted something light."
You made a face, pulling the blanket a little higher, "this doesn't look light."
He let out a low laugh and reached over to grab a piece of popcorn. "You haven't even started watching." You laughed, shaking your head, "you always say that."
Oscar raised an eyebrow, looking genuinely amused by the accusation. "Because you always complain beforehand."
You lightly nudged his arm with yours. "Because you always pick weird movies." He didn't answer immediately. He simply looked at you for a few seconds before smiling.
"Even so, every friday you sit right here." You were silent for a moment, and then your smile appeared almost automatically.
"Because i like our fridays." Oscar didn't answer right away. He simply kept looking at you, letting those words linger between you for a few seconds. Our fridays. Not just any night, not simply a movie. Ours.
There was something deeply satisfying about that small choice of words, though you hadn't noticed the weight they carried for him. Oscar liked belonging to your memories. He liked occupying the spaces you associated with safety, comfort, and routine. And he liked it even more knowing that, after all these years, you'd stopped imagining a life that didn't include him.
"Me too," he finally replied, turning his eyes back to the television as if the conversation had ended there.
The movie continued for a few more minutes, accompanied by the quiet comments you made whenever one of the characters made a particularly stupid decision. Oscar replied every now and then, more interested in your voice than in the story, and you ended up laughing whenever he made some dry comment about the script. At some point, without realizing it, you moved a little closer until your shoulder was resting against his arm. Oscar didn't move. He never had to. He'd learned that when he didn't try to pull you closer, you were usually the one who sought out the proximity on your own. It was one of the things he liked most about you. The spontaneity. The way your body seemed to recognize his presence before your mind even thought about it. He remained still, letting you find the most comfortable position, while his eyes absentmindedly followed the television and his attention remained entirely focused on you.
It was halfway through the movie when the atmosphere changed. The music grew quieter, the cinematography took on warmer tones, and the protagonists began moving closer to each other in a way that made it fairly obvious what was about to happen next. You kept watching for a few seconds before realizing, and then a nervous little laugh escaped your lips. Your eyes immediately left the television and found the bowl of popcorn, even though you didn't even seem hungry when you reached for a few pieces. Oscar noticed immediately. He didn't look at the screen, his gaze remained on you, following the blush beginning to appear on your cheeks, the way your fingers absentmindedly played with the edge of the blanket, and the small, embarrassed smile you were trying to hide. A slow smile appeared on his lips. After all those years, it was still easy. So easy it was almost cruel.
"Do you always get like this whenever a scene like this comes on?" he asked, his voice low and filled with quiet amusement. You hid half your face behind the pillow before answering, trying to pretend you couldn't hear your own heartbeat speeding up.
"I don't." Oscar smiled, "you do." You shook your head, still hiding behind the fabric. "I don't..."
He tilted his head slightly, watching the redness in your face as if confirming an old hypothesis. "You're all red."
You huffed softly and finally lowered the pillow, giving him a look that was supposed to seem indignant but ended up looking merely embarrassed. "Stop."
Oscar didn't look away, "why?" You pressed your lips together, not knowing how to answer. "Because it's embarrassing."
He let a few seconds pass before asking, with the same irritatingly patient calmness, "what's embarrassing?" You shrugged. "The scene."
Oscar glanced quickly at the television and then looked back at you. "It's just a movie." You nodded, "I know."
"Then why are you nervous?" this time, you didn't answer. You simply looked away again, and Oscar waited. There was no need to insist. He knew you well enough to know that silence would do the work for him.
A few seconds later, your voice came out small. "I don't know." His smile almost disappeared, replaced by a more attentive expression. "You do."
You finally looked up. There was something different in Oscar's eyes now. It wasn't exactly curiosity. He seemed too attentive, too focused, as if that small change in your behavior had awakened something he'd been waiting for a long time.
"You never get like this when you're with me," he murmured, moving his face a little closer.
You let out another nervous little laugh. "Because you're you."
Oscar held your gaze for a few seconds, absorbing the answer as if it were far more important than it should have been. "That explains quite a lot."
You laughed again, but the sound died when he raised his hand and gently brushed aside a strand of hair that had fallen across your face. His fingers lingered against your cheek for a moment longer than necessary. There was nothing aggressive about the gesture. It was precisely that softness that kept you from noticing how closely he was watching every reaction you gave him.
"Do you trust me?"
The question seemed to come out of nowhere, and you blinked a few times before answering. "Of course." Oscar continued looking at you. "Really?" You nodded, "really."
He let his thumb slowly glide along your cheek. "More than other people?" A small smile appeared on your lips. "You know i do."
He knew. Of course he knew.
He knew because he'd spent years building that answer. He knew because almost everyone who could have occupied that place had disappeared one by one, and he had always remained. He knew because you'd learned to consult Oscar before trusting someone, because you'd learned to look at him whenever something felt wrong, because your own routine had trained you to seek his approval before making important decisions. But hearing you say it was still different.
There was something almost too intimate about hearing you give him that trust without hesitation. Perhaps because you were adults now. You weren't teenagers anymore, sharing secrets at school. You were old enough to choose anyone, to build a life completely separate from his, to meet someone and decide that you wanted to spend every night beside that person. You could do any of those things. And yet, you were there. In his apartment, on his couch, on the friday night that, without even realizing it, you'd learned to think of as belonging to the two of you.
Oscar ran his thumb over your cheek once more before asking, in a low voice, "can i kiss you?"
You remained still for a moment, surprised by the question. Not because you were afraid of him. You never had been. Oscar had made sure of that. The question simply seemed unexpected after so many years in which that boundary had never been crossed. You took a deep breath and nodded.
"You can."
He didn't move immediately. He waited another second, watching your face as if he wanted to make sure you'd truly chosen this. Then he leaned in slowly, closing the distance between you until your lips met in a soft, careful kiss. There was no rush. Oscar knew you far too well to rush. He knew that any sudden movement could turn curiosity into nervousness, so he let the first kiss be simple, almost familiar, as if it were simply another thing the two of you could add to that long list of shared intimacies. When he pulled away, you slowly opened your eyes, breathing a little faster, and a shy little laugh escaped your lips.
"See?" he murmured, still far too close for you to look anywhere else. You frowned slightly, "what?"
Oscar smiled. "Nothing scary happened." You shook your head, trying to hide the smile beginning to appear. "You talk like i was scared."
He tilted his head, "you were."
"I wasn't."
"You were."
You let out a small laugh, "wasn't." Oscar held your gaze for a few more seconds before answering, almost in a whisper, "then prove it."
You stared at him. Oscar didn't move or insist. He didn't ask again. He simply stood there, letting the silence stretch until you closed the distance between you. The second kiss came more naturally, it was still slow and careful, but different from the first. When you pulled away, you stayed close to him, your eyes lowered and a small smile hidden at the corner of your mouth, trying to understand why it felt so strange yet so right. Oscar ran his fingers through your hair, brushing a few strands away from your face.
"If anything makes you uncomfortable, you tell me." You nodded immediately and he smiled. "Promise?"
"Promise."
His thumb returned to caress your cheek, and then he added, almost casually, "good girl." Your heart quickened at the praise, and you looked away, too embarrassed to answer. Oscar noticed. Of course he did, he always noticed, and there wasn't a reaction of yours that could escape him after all those years.
"You trust me, right?" He asked again, even though he already knew the answer. You didn't hesitate.
"More than anyone." an almost imperceptible gleam passed through his eyes before his smile returned.
"I know."
The answer came out low, almost satisfied, and Oscar remained looking at you for a few seconds before moving closer again. This time, he didn't ask. He simply touched your face once more and found your lips in a deeper kiss, lingering as if he were discovering something he'd imagined for far too long. You took a few seconds to match his rhythm, still surprised by the sudden intensity, but soon your fingers found his shirt and gripped the fabric between your hands. Oscar noticed the gesture immediately. He noticed everything. The way you held your breath when you were nervous, the way your fingers searched for something to hold when you didn't know what to do, and even the slight tilt of your head when you wanted him to come closer. He knew every one of those reactions before you even knew what they meant.
The kiss grew longer, more insistent, until Oscar finally pulled away a few inches, leaving only enough space between you to breathe. For a brief moment, a thin string of saliva still connected your lips before breaking, and you immediately looked away, feeling your face grow warm. Oscar, on the other hand, didn't seem the slightest bit embarrassed. His eyes remained fixed on your mouth as a slow smile appeared on his lips, as if that small reaction had been exactly what he'd wanted to provoke. His thumb slowly brushed the corner of your mouth, wiping away the damp mark left there before moving up to your cheek.
"Are you okay?" He asked, with an almost unsettling calmness. You nodded immediately, still trying to catch your breath.
"Yeah."
Oscar continued watching your face, far too attentive for someone who had just asked out of simple concern. "Are you sure?" You let out a nervous little laugh and finally met his eyes. "I am."
His smile grew just slightly. "Then come here." And before you could think too much about what was happening, his fingers found yours again, gently pulling you closer while that same calm gaze remained fixed on your face. He pulled away from the kiss for only a few seconds, letting his eyes travel over your face before murmuring.
"You're shaking." You immediately tried to deny it, but he smiled. "You are." His hand remained resting on your waist, his thumb making small, absentminded movements over the fabric of your pajamas. "Is it nervousness?" You shrugged, "maybe."
Oscar tilted his head. "Do you want me to stop?"
The question sounded genuine enough that you took a deep breath before answering. "No." He held your gaze for a moment and then smiled. "Okay."
This time, the kiss was slower, longer, and Oscar seemed determined to make you forget completely that there was anything different about that night. To him, this wasn't a sudden change, wasn't a boundary being crossed, but simply the next step in everything he'd built between you over so many years. His hand continued sliding along your arm, following it to your back over the light fabric of your pajamas, while his other hand remained beside your body, keeping him close without ever seeming as though he was holding you there.
He knew that trust because he'd spent years cultivating it. He knew the way you relaxed when you heard his voice, how you reached for his hands when you got nervous, and how you always ended up moving closer whenever he shortened the distance between you. All of it had been built long before that night, brick by brick, until you could no longer distinguish where your own desire ended and where what Oscar had taught you to want began. When you moved closer once again, seeking his lips before he even asked, an almost imperceptible smile appeared against your mouth.
"See?" he murmured, his fingers slowly caressing your waist. "You're the one pulling me closer, my love."
You let out a shy little laugh, not realizing the weight of those words, and Oscar took the opportunity to kiss your forehead before looking into your eyes again.
"I'm not making you do anything," he added, with that low, patient voice that always made you believe him. "You're the one asking for it."
And perhaps that was exactly what made everything so easy for him. You really were moving closer, really were seeking his kisses, really were letting him go further, but you didn't realize that Oscar had spent years preparing the path so that, when that moment finally came, any step you took could be used as proof that it had been your choice from the beginning. He didn't need to pressure you. He didn't need to order you. All he had to do was smile, wait, and then give the decision back to you.
"If you want me to stop, I'll stop," he murmured, caressing your face with his thumb. "But it doesn't look like you want me to stop." You shook your head, still embarrassed, and Oscar smiled. "I knew it."
Because, deep down, he'd always known. He'd built the trust, the dependence, and that small sense of security precisely so that, when you finally wanted something from him, you would never think to ask yourself why you wanted it. You would simply believe you'd chosen it on your own.
His body followed yours with deliberate weight, pressing you against the cushions as his lips claimed yours again, more insistent this time, his tongue exploring the warmth of your mouth while one hand slid beneath the hem of your silk top. The fabric whispered against his palm as he smoothed it, his fingers brushing the soft curve of your breast before fully cupping it, his thumb circling the nipple hardening beneath the thin fabric until your breath caught in a soft moan. Your thighs opened instinctively beneath him, the silk of your shorts riding up to reveal the delicate lace of your panties, and Oscar's free hand traced the line of your hip, possessive and unhurried, moving down to press against the heat emanating from your center without yet breaking through the barrier.
He knew exactly where this was going, his cock already throbbing against the soft cotton of his sweatpants, thick and insistent, aching to bury itself in the tight, untouched heat of her vagina, which he'd spent years guiding toward this moment, but he needed more first, needed to watch her come undone beneath his touch.
"You're so fucking gorgeous like this," he murmured against your neck, his voice rough with the hunger he'd kept restrained for so long, his fingers pressing more firmly between your thighs, making slow circles over the damp silk, feeling the subtle pulse of your clitoris through the layers as your hips moved upward in a shy response.
The forgotten moans from the movie blended with your own quiet sighs, your cheeks flushed crimson, your body arching against his as the weight of his control settled over you like a velvet chain, your trust in him blossoming even as doubt flickered at the edges of your mind. Oscar's large hands slid over your back, pulling you closer until you were pinned beneath him on the couch, his body hovering over yours with deliberate weight. The rough fabric of his hoodie brushed against the delicate silk of your pajamas, the contrast deliciously intense as he began moving his hips in slow, deep motions, pressing himself against your center through the layers of fabric.
"Just a little humping, okay?" he murmured against your neck, his teeth grazing your soft skin. "I swear that's all, princess. I just wanna make my babygirl feel good."
You moaned, your fingers burying themselves in his hair as your body instinctively arched to follow his movement, the growing dampness between your thighs soaking through the silk and cotton of your panties, leaving a warm, dark stain he could feel even through his sweatpants. He picked up the pace, the damp fabric creating the perfect friction, every firm movement of his hips bringing you closer to climax, your moans growing louder, more desperate.
"Oscar, please..." you begged, your legs trembling.
"Shhh, i know," he whispered, his hands finding the waistband of your shorts. "Let's take these off, okay? It'll be better."
With practiced ease, he slipped the shorts down your legs and tossed them aside, leaving you in nothing but lace panties that were already nearly transparent from how wet they were, and took the opportunity to remove his sweatpants and underwear. He settled you back into place, aligning his hard, throbbing cock against the damp spot.
"See? We're still just humping, sweetheart," he lied, his voice sweet as poisoned honey.
He began moving again, the fabric of your panties rubbing sensually against your entrance, every movement carefully calculated to slide a little farther, press a little deeper. You were so lost in the sensation, so intoxicated by desire, that you didn't notice when the tip of his cock slipped inside you, with only your panties separating him from your unprotected pussy. The movement of his hips was hypnotic, a constant back-and-forth that kept the head of his cock firmly nestled inside you, the damp fabric of your panties forming a thin, abrasive barrier that made every tiny shift feel significant.
"Do you feel it? It's just the fabric, sweetheart," he murmured, lying to you, his warm breath against your temple while his hands held your hips with a firmness that contrasted with the sweetness of his voice. "It's just humping, you're still completely covered."
You swallowed hard, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of your thighs, and a long, trembling moan escaped your lips when he applied deeper pressure, making the wet fabric fold and give, allowing him to sink another imperceptible millimeter deeper. Confusion and pleasure fought within you, and then you began moving too, a small rotation of your hips that made your eyes close and your mouth fall open in a ragged breath.
"That's it, my princess, just like that," he encouraged, his own face a mask of lustful concentration as he watched every reaction, every tremor, every drop of sweat running down your neck. When he finally slipped his fingers beneath the elastic of your panties and slowly pulled them down, you remained still for a second, the cool air of the room meeting your warm, exposed skin.
"Oscar... we're just humping, right?" you whispered, your eyes wide and vulnerable. He held your gaze without blinking, and the smile that appeared on his lips was one of absolute calm.
"Of course we are, my love. I promise."
He repositioned you, your now completely naked body pressed against his, and then aligned himself again. This time, without the barrier of fabric, the sensation was raw electricity. He began the same grinding motion, his body rubbing against yours, but his tip was perfectly positioned at your entrance, sliding against your swollen, wet folds with every forward movement.
"Please..." you whimpered, your head falling back, no longer knowing what you were asking for.
He picked up the pace, the wet, filthy sound filling the space between you, and then, in a particularly deep roll of his hips, your resistance gave way. His cock slid inside, a smooth and inexorable invasion that brought instant tears to your eyes and drew a muffled groan of triumph from his lips. He stopped immediately, still inside you.
"My god, love... that wasn't what i meant to do," he said, his voice filled with false distress, his dark eyes studying your face as he remained perfectly still, allowing you to feel every inch of his presence. Your inner walls contracted in an involuntary spasm, a warm, pulsing squeeze that made the muscles in his thigh tremble. "I'm sorry, I'll pull out, okay?" He offered, his voice a deceptive whisper.
But instead of withdrawing, his hips moved forward in a small, torturous thrust, burying himself a little deeper. A muffled cry escaped your mouth, your fingers clutching at his shoulders, and you bit down hard on your lower lip, your body arching to take him completely. He was big, thick, and you had no idea how all of that could be inside you, filling you so completely. The silence that followed the small movement was heavy, filled only by the ragged sound of your breathing and the intense throbbing where your bodies were connected. He remained like that, buried in that warm, tight space, watching the tears now rolling freely down your cheeks.
"Does it hurt?" he asked, his voice still gentle, but there was an unmistakable spark of perverse curiosity in it.
You shook your head, unable to form words, the shock of the new sensation quickly being swallowed by a wave of pleasure so deep it left you dizzy. His hands slid from your hips to the small of your back, pulling you even closer against him in a gesture that was both possessive and comforting.
"You're so warm inside," he murmured, as if speaking to himself, his lips finding the salty skin of your neck.
Then, with a calculated patience that was the very essence of manipulation, he began to move. It wasn't a thrust, but a slow, almost agonizing withdrawal, until only his most sensitive tip remained inside you. Then you moaned, a complaint of loss, and your hips twisted to follow him.
"Shhh, slowly," he ordered softly, before sliding inside you again, a little deeper this time.
Every thrust was a study in controlled torture, a physical lie in which he dictated the terms of the 'accident'. The initial resistance had given way, and your body, betraying your confused mind, began to find a rhythm, rising to meet him each time he sank into you. The wet, filthy sound of your union filled the room, louder than any moan from the television. He tilted his head, his dark eyes locked onto yours, drinking in every flicker of ecstasy and confusion.
"You like it, don't you?" he whispered, no longer a question but a statement. "Even though it's an accident... your little body is squeezing me so fucking good."
And you couldn't deny it, only closing your eyes and digging your fingers into his back, your nails marking the cotton of his shirt, while he finally abandoned the pretense and settled into a firm, steady rhythm, filling you completely each time. His rhythm became methodical and deep, every thrust a silent affirmation of the lie he'd planted. You were completely submerged now, loud, continuous moans escaping your throat without shame, your body a taut arch of pure sensation. He watched, fascinated, the sweat running from his chin and falling into the valley between your breasts as they moved with every motion.
"You're taking me whole, princess," he growled, his voice losing some of its artificial sweetness, revealing the raw hunger underneath. His hands moved down to grasp the backs of your thighs, bending you further, opening you wider, changing the angle until you cried out, a sharp, broken sound, and he felt the tightness inside you become almost unbearable.
"Oscar, i don't think i can handle all of this." He slowed his hips again, turning the movements into slow, deep circles that rubbed against something inside you and made your eyes roll back.
"It's just this, remember?" he whispered, his mouth close to your ear, the thick irony now completely discarded. "Just humping. You asked for more, so you're getting more."
You couldn't answer, you could only feel, every nerve in your body set ablaze by this possession you had never known you wanted. He began moving faster, the sound of his thighs striking against your skin echoing through the room, his own breaths becoming ragged, uncontrolled grunts. The orgasm hit you without warning, a breathtaking wave that made you scream Oscar's name, your body trembling violently as your inner contractions wrapped around him in sweet agony. He kept you there, trapped in the whirlwind, his own movements becoming erratic and desperate, until with a guttural groan, he buried himself deep and stopped, his body trembling in release as he emptied himself inside you in hot, endless spurts.
He remained still for a long moment, his heavy breathing brushing against your sweaty neck. Slowly, he pulled out, and the cool air of the room immediately met the warm wetness he had left behind. His dark, intense eyes fixed on the place where your bodies had separated, watching with a lustful fascination as your mixed fluids began to trickle from you, a thick white strand tracing a path along the inner skin of your thigh.
A low sound, almost a growl, escaped his throat. "Look at that," he murmured, his voice rough and possessive. "Look what you did, princess. You got so crazy over this that now you're all marked up."
Before you could process the words, Oscar's thick fingers closed around your hips and he pulled you back with sudden force, aligning himself and pushing inside in one fluid, decisive movement. The surprised cry that escaped your mouth was muffled by the deep groan that came from him as he buried himself in that warmth again, now even wetter and more intimate with the evidence of his pleasure mixed in.
"You asked for it, didn't you?" he whispered, his lips pressed against your ear as he began moving again, slowly and deliberately, claiming every inch. "You begged for more. So now you take it. Take it like a good girl."
The rhythm he established now was relentless, a raw assertion of dominance. There was no longer any pretense of an accident, only the brute force of his hips striking against yours, the wet, filthy sound of your bodies joining filling the air. Every thrust seemed deeper, as if he were trying to seal his mark even further inside you. Your moans became broken and breathless, and you clung to him, your fingers digging into his back, your already overstimulated body responding with involuntary spasms to every new invasion. He watched you lose control, a satisfied, wicked smile touching his lips as he brought you to the edge again, proving to himself that you really could endure everything he gave you.
His hips didn't slow, only adapted, turning into a series of long, deep thrusts that kept you suspended in a constant state of near-climax. The release still warm inside you served as a cruel lubricant, allowing him to slide with obscene ease, every movement a physical reminder of the possession he'd claimed.
"You're all open for me now," he growled, his voice rough against your skin. "All stretched out and full. That's what you wanted, right? To feel all of this."
His hands gripped your hips so tightly that they were sure to leave bruises, guiding you to meet each of his thrusts, teaching your body the rhythm he demanded. You couldn't form coherent words, only broken sounds, moans, and whispers of 'Oscar' that seemed to fuel his fury. Oscar changed positions, sitting down and pulling you onto his lap, your spine arching as you sank onto him, taking him even deeper in the new position.
"This is better, you being in control," he lied, his hands firm around your waist, dictating every rise and fall. "Show me how much you can take."
Your eyes were glazed over, filled with tears of ecstasy and exhaustion, as you moved over him, your body quickly learning to seek its own pleasure even within that torturous game. He watched, hypnotized, the movement of your breasts, the contraction of your abdominal muscles, the expression of complete abandon on your face.
The second time he brought you to climax was more of a surrender than an explosion, a long, deep tremor that left you collapsing against his chest, your insides pulsing in endless waves around him. He held you there, his own movements becoming short and urgent, until, with a hoarse groan, he held you in place and came again, this time more deeply, as if he were trying to impregnate you with the very essence of his lie. He remained inside you for a while, his breathing gradually slowing, one hand coming up to brush the sweat-dampened hair away from your face.
Your breathing was still ragged, an uneven, wet rhythm against his chest. He didn't move for a long time, simply feeling you trembling in his arms, your essence slowly trickling between you. With a sigh that feigned exhaustion, he finally pulled out, the wet sound making you shudder. Unhurriedly, he got up from the couch, disappearing into the bathroom for a moment before returning with a warm, damp washcloth. He knelt in front of you, where you were still lying there, exhausted and exposed. With a gentleness that brutally contrasted with the force of minutes before, he began cleaning your face, running the soft cloth over your swollen eyelids and tear-streaked cheeks.
"You looked beautiful like this," he murmured, his voice a hypnotic whisper. "All undone because of what we did. You asked for so much, remember? You were begging." His hand moved through your tangled hair in a gesture that seemed genuine. He cleaned your thighs with the same meticulous care, gathering the physical evidence of his possession. "It was a lot, I know. But you took it so well, my princess. Like a good girl. You always know exactly what you want from me, even when you're too shy to ask."
He wrapped you in the blanket that had been draped over the arm of the couch, bundling you up as though you were something precious and fragile. He pulled you onto his lap, sitting down and gently rocking you.
"No one will ever make you feel like this, only me," he whispered against the top of your head, his fingers tracing patterns along your back through the fabric. "You're my best friend. I'm the only one who understands you, the only one who knows how to take care of you afterward. You belong to me like this now, you know?" He kissed your forehead, a sweet, poisonous gesture. "And you loved every second of it. You don't have to be ashamed with me. I'll always be here to give you what you really want." He held you closer, his embrace a tight knot of twisted affection, planting the seed that this confusion, this use, was actually the purest proof of love and understanding you'd ever find