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parasocial, pushy stalker when? please please please ple

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It’s unbearable. Living for myself is empty, agonizing. I hate it. I don’t want independence, I don’t want freedom. I want to live entirely for someone else. To exist for them, love them, serve them. That’s all I need to feel whole. Without that, I feel like I’m nothing. Like there’s no reason for me to keep breathing.

anyone want my nervous system? i am getting rid of it due to the fact that i no longer wish to be nervous

I’ve seen the way you blog. Something ain’t right. Let’s be friends

One simplified way to describe depression is the feeling of chronic exhaustion that doesn't go away even after enough sleep. Like everything feels like a task that requires enormous mental effort, even when it's just basic things such as doing dishes or brushing teeth. It's just constantly feeling drained for no apparent reason.

Anemoia (n.) — a feeling of nostalgia for memories you've never had and places you've never been.

there's a post where someone said "can you respect trans women who look like men" and someone responded something like "hell yeah I love people who fuck with gender!" and like... yeah that's cool, but in a lot of spaces "trans woman who looks like a man" is a lot less likely to be someone who is intentionally comfortably presenting masculine, and a lot more likely to be a girl who hasn't started transition, or can't safely, or just didn't or couldn't put in the effort to pass as fem today, and a lot of them will just look like schlubby dudes and not a radically presenting queer person. and you should be able to respect that.

Also, and I can't emphasize this enough. Are you cool with trans women who aren't hot? Like, if she's a solid 3, do you think she still has rights? Because a lot of people fail this test. Most people, in my experience.