Lyra

Fuck it I'm hitting Malachi with the pinoy-beam, Laurance with the choctaw-beam, and Zenix with the trini-beam 🗣🇵🇭🪶🇹🇹

It's 00:56 and I'm laying in bed thinking about Laurance keeping his hair long for the majority of his life but ended up cutting it as short as it is because the people in his life kept dying (first Sasha, then Joh, then Ungrth, then Hayden), for context a lot of native american/canadian people keep their hair long for spiritual reasons and only ever cut it when a loved one dies. God imagine Laur finally letting it grow back out again months after finding out about Hayden's death, but after the wedding massacre he cut it short again because a part of him died that night GODJJDK IRENE I HATE MY BRAINNNN

PINOY MENTIONNNN

I know Toby seems to write queerness as mostly textually "normal and ok" but I think it's really sweet and important from our irl perspective how the Susie and Blue break is just basically an older fem gay man telling a teenage butch lesbian girl that it's ok and beautiful to love however she wants

I've always got the lingering urge to draw Jeffory as Katelyns dead wife flashback

Actually, no, I don't think that friendships dropping like flies in your late 20s and early 30s because no one has time for that between overwork and family obligations and marriage and kids and partners and the ritual of the time slayer is normal and ok. No I don't think deep conversations and spontaneous adventures being replaced with a tired coffee every six months is a normal part of growing up. I don't think that emotional intimacy and soul bonds disintegrating in the face of practical inconvenience is a fact of life. I think that means something is deeply deeply wrong with our society and I will never forgive it for the friends I've lost

whys combat and military gear always got to look so fucking cool when the people wearing them just objectively arent. thats unfair

this goes for like, all of time. knights are serving the KING? the fucking KING?

you cant serve cunt and the government at the same time come on now pick the right side i know you have it in you

Jesus said this. Matthew 6:24

Flowery and Laurence really are the same guy if you think about it