Mia / Adalyn

I don't like how I look anymore

Maybe because it's black and I haven't had dark hair in a few years? It just looks bad to me

Buhhhh idk I'm just a bunny

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> Unattractive character with hot fan art

If you break a vase, and you glue it back together, it's not fixed.

It's still broken, just pieces stuck together.

If that vase keeps breaking over and over, eventually it will get to a point it can't be fixed anymore.

There will be too many cracks and it will be too fragile.

It seems like people see me and go "Oh wow what a pretty vase"

They have their fun with me. Displaying me, admiring me, showing me love.

But then they break me.

Then they throw me to the ground and shatter me.

I become broken.

I try to glue myself back together but it's not the same.

I expect the next person who comes around and starts to admire my beauty to be careful with me, but they end up breaking me too.

I don't want to keep being broken. I don't want to get to a point where I can't be whole again.

I just want someone who will love and care for me, and not betray me and ruin my sense of trust and comfort in the people I love.

I don't understand why people look at me and want to break me. Is it because I'm too nice? Is it because I'm forgiving? Is it because you know that if you shatter me I'll eventually forgive you?

I try to be the best person I can for my partner, but they decide I'm not good enough, throw me to the ground, and buy a new vase.

They choose to break me, rather than just leaving me alone and buying a new vase.

Why do you break me? Why do you choose to do the worst possible course of action in a relationship? It's better to break up with someone then get with someone else the day of, rather than cheat on them.

What is wrong with you to cause so much anguish in someone and destroy their sense of trust so willingly?

P.S., if your partner is constantly worried about you cheating on them, they're probably cheating on you.

It's not a hunch or anything it's a genuine thing in relationships.

Talk to them or just break up with them because that is a red flag.

I feel like I should be mad at them but I can't bring myself to hate them.

They don't deserve hate, they deserve love and forgiveness, but as much as I say that I just want to fucking yell at them.

It's just because deep down I'm irreparably hurt and the best thing my brain can think to do with these emotions is to push them down and act like they don't exist.

But when I actually think about them it hurts a lot.

I've had so much motivation to work on my D&D stuff again because I'm starting a campaign soon with some friends and I'm super excited.

Not fun to be in pain constantly

I've been focused on self improvement and self care and I feel so amazing about myself.

I don't hold hatred towards my ex anymore tbh I've just learned to move on.

I will be honest though I miss the story we wrote together because that was really fun and I was super proud of it.