☆ CANDY HELL ☆

going on all my socials if anyone contacts me for anything not involving my hyperfixations or they are Bread, they're getting insta blocked I CAN'T DO IT THIS WEEK GUYS IM GONNA THROW MYSELF AT THE WALLLLLL

i want a custom pubsub so bad. im so tired of the bland premade italian ones. i want lettuce. i want my lettuce mayo provolone and ham pub sub on white bread. pleaseuh

see i can get behind mustard,,it just has to be paired with Publix gouda smoked cheese and tavern ham sliders on Hawaiian rolls.

some girl (my trans icon btw) i haven't spoken to in like 2 years texted me "happy pride you LESBIAN." Thank you, Maddie. thank you

4 days of rehearsal finished times cried: 2 times screamed at loved one: 43 meltdowns: 2 shutdowns: 7 times spent staring into the bathroom mirror and breathing heavily: 4 irl people interacted with outside of rehearsal: 0 online people interacted with outside of rehearsal: 2 harmonies remembered:...like 3 dances memorized: 4 Thoughts of purposefully eating rotten food to get sick and stay home: 1 going great i still have one more day until the weekend,,back on monday,,

happy pride guys

hypotherically what do you do if you play the guitar for an hour straight and. you don't hae calicuses yet and now your thumb is gray and you can't put any pressure on your finger tops and it hurts to type and it has for like 2 hours now. hypothetically of course cuz who would be dumb enough to do that

had a very normal group convo with a friend and an idol of mine. very awesome. apparently he lives two hours away

i fucking hate special nicknames

oh boy oh boy me and bloowi are on our way to becoming friends

i swore too much in one sentence and my friend said "Lynnette written by vivzie pop" im gonna go put myself down

genuinely have like 10 art projects lined up and im about to go on a complete hiatus for 2 weeks GUYS KILL ME NOW EVERYONE STOP HAVING BIRTHDAYS WITHIN THE SAME FEW WEEKS I CAN'T DO ITTTTT

ive eaten the same thing 3 times today. ive had 3 bagels. with cream cheese. and 3 mocktails

throwback to when i tried commissioning an artist who had very limited slots, and they said they had a slot open so i just sent them references and paid ahead of time,,and then they just never accepted the payment or responded