After a while, you learn to live in your car. It’s not for the best but it is what it is. Forgive yourself. Learn unlimited mirth, but please do remember that you still have an ego. My mom told me that. Gotta keep that in check like an autistic 7-year old. Compassionately, but still in check. I recommend books and music, but find your own path, queen. You could have slime in the truck. Nate told me that. Soon you’ll see that 30 minutes is effectively nothing, and if you follow that thread, you’ll see that life is entirely too short. That’s okay, forgive yourself. You’re only human. Unlimited mirth, but watch that ego; she tricky. She kickflips easily. She blasts the Garden and drinks beer in parking lots. She sneaks out late and leaves you wondering if she died or not, (she didn’t if you’re still ten toes down, chill bro). It’ll be back. Plants and paint. Soft feet caressing your own; shit maybe even softer. If possible. And ain’t it all? Don’t answer that, the answer is immutably yes. It can always get softer. Doesn’t mean it won’t get hard but it can always get softer. Forgive yourself. Death is easy, time is slow, dig? And when loss hits you like a wet sack of quarters, let it inform you of the value of things. Plants and paint. Who knows?.. maybe one day you’ll have slime in the truck. Yes, you can learn to live in your car but you can also learn to liberate yourself from malaise; not all the time, but in snippets, and that’s really all you need. Snippets. One day, you’ll have a cave all your own, but you’ll starve for the sky. You’ll propel yourself inevitably towards the future, but you’ll pine for the past. That’s okay, you’re only human. Once more, unlimited mirth if you can find it, but mind your ego. She likes the OhSees, and I don’t blame her, I do too. We’re all on a journey, and the end comes for us all. I plan on kissing his absent lips and commenting on the smell. You can focus on what you want but at least you had slime in the truck in snippets. Damn, that cloud fucks.
