this is a long time coming, but it can't wait anymore. my name is lydia (on t… Lydia Knowles needs your support for help blk lesbian leave home for good
since so many folks follow me on my archived blog, i’m gonna post this here instead. posting this here first instead of anywhere else bc of personal reasons, but i’m making the leap! living in a still christian home with a formerly harmful (and still slightly harmful) parent is draining me much more than i would have thought and like! i’m sent christian messages frequently and my anxieties of being monitored are back. i haven’t been taking care of myself recently and it’s difficult to, living in the environment i live in now.
i’m hoping to get a full time this week or the next to supplement most of other money (rent in general, mostly) but this will all be put into a savings account to live, and then all go towards any extra moving costs i come across (pet deposit, groceries i need, etc.). while this is low emergency, i do have a small sense of urgency about leaving as soon as i can (preferably in september). thanks yall for spreading this around in advance.
tl;dr: living with my parents in a formerly abusive household, with currently homophobic and transphobic and christian parents is more damaging to my mental wellbeing than i’d truly expected, and every day is me either planning a time to leave with very little resources or horrendously struggling to cope and i would love to leave soon.
hello please help me out with this!! i am still on the hunt for a full time job that will help tremendously but this is what i am relying on !!















