カオちゃんの　心に

usually, i use he/she (mostly he..) but i have a tendency to revert back to she/her when at my worst. its odd and i don't really understand but when i am miserable i am more comfortable being miserable as a girl. tldr; as kaochan, i will still go by he/she, just in a different order of preference. (she/he)

can communicate fluently in korean and english, not as fluent in japanese.

i'm unsure what my plans are for this blog.. to be honest, i'm only writing this intro post right now since i felt so miserable and lonely at this moment. i would like some friends, but i am unable to have mutuals due to kaorin only having a sideblog. i may make her a proper blog account one day, but it is too much of a hassle right now. sorry kaochan..

i'd also like to note, i am a minor and currently attending secondary school. 18+ do not interact. due to the nature of this blog, i'd prefer being with those in my own age group.

kaochan is an infj , 4w5, while "i" am a 5w6. though i'm unsure whether my true self is kaorin and the "i" i believe is myself is a facade, or whether kaorin is simply a persona i allow to take over for when i am too depressed to go on, our personalities are for the most part the same. + i don't believe kaochan is an alter of a system. please don't ask me about it, i've been asked before and i've researched it as well.