Honestly, he had tried to get through the whole reception without an incident, he had. When need be he had excused himself off to the side, had tried to keep his breathing at a steady pace so as not to alert anyone of his discomfort. Yet, that hadnāt really been enough. Eventually, the inevitable happened. He hadnāt really been planning on being out on the dance floor again, not when he had just finished a dance and really needed to stop his heart racing, but it was also hard to pull away from the tugging on his hand as he had been pulled into the fray. Then there was the fact that they had ended up in the middle of the group during a song that did not lend itself to distance between dancers. Quickly Nate had started to feel his pulse speed up and small beads of sweat began to move down his forehead.Ā
With a rushed - and possibly seen as rude - apology, Nate practically tore away from the dance floor, rushing himself to the nearest balcony. He wasnāt even sure if they were allowed to open the doors out to them just yet, but fuck it. He would ask for forgiveness later if that was necessary. His heart still raced in his chest as he clutched onto the railing, breaths still jagged. He hadnāt even noticed another person joining him out there until it was too late to pretend like he was anything but not okay.Ā
they werenāt seeking the groom out when they made a beelineĀ towards the only open set of doors out to a secluded balcony. they werenāt even giving in to the desire buried deep down for a breath of fresh airĀ and a moment of silenceĀ ( they had been taught that such things simply didnāt abide, in events such as these ). a glass of champagne had been spilled down their front ( it was almost assuredly their bad luck kicking in ), and plan one was to dab it with a napkin in privacy before admitting defeat and finding a bathroom. in fact, they were in the process of doing so when nate spoke up, startling them, somewhat, when they had thought it was empty.
ādisaster struck,ā they flashed a sheepish smile, giving a tiny wave of the napkin that was clenched in one fist ( and not feeling they hadĀ to point out the spreading stain down their front ). it was only once they refocused on him that they noticed the way he clung to the balconyās railing ; white knuckled. panicked. on his wedding day, too. their expression clouded.Ā āyou seem tense,ā it seemed the bestĀ way to frame it,Ā āis there anything that i can do?āĀ
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while the atmosphere of the bustling cafe would have been calming to some, kaelaās mind was still on over drive. which was fine in the moments were she was answering e-mails, making sure everything was in order before she went on holiday. between her rigorous typing her gaze drifted away from the screen in front of her - hand floating to take hold of her black coffee and taking a sip. her eyes were looking at nothingĀ in particular - the living embodiment ofĀ ālights are on, no oneās upstairsā. she was stressed, for more reasons than just her work load. she didnāt do well with emotions. never did well with feeling the absence of someone important, no matter how deserving such an absence felt at a time.Ā
she hadnāt even noticed emmy appear, but suddenly they were there, friendly smile on their features. she didnāt have the emotional energyĀ to mimic such a gesture, as much as she might want to.Ā āi donāt mind it - usually headphones make being alone less awkward before you get used to it.ā her words were by no means a dismissal - simply just FACT, though it probably sounded like the former due to her lack of enthusiasm. being alone on the isle was easy but in auradon⦠with judging eyes always present, she found the information to be a pro-tip. to further affirm that it was NOT a rejection, kaela started moving her things away from the unaccompanied seat.Ā āfigured you would have been headed home for the holidays or something, by now. the whole lot of university students. are you staying here for break?ā
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It was interesting to see how some people responded to the winter weather. Some areas in Auradon City seemed to shut down the second a slight breeze blew in. For Callum the cold and wet were nothing new. Scotland was pretty much cold and wet all year long. Walking down the street with his portfolio bag tucked under his arm and in a long black trench coat, he didnāt seem bothered by the blistering winds or the bone chilling temperatures that settled in. It was the side effect of winter, and he was much too occupied with other things to give the weather much of a care.
An incident at the diner had caused for him to lose all the proofs for a major freelancing job heād procured - and he only had minutes before he needed to present his work to the clients. If he didnāt make it to this meeting⦠that was a good chunk of money gone, and, given his decision to forgo having his wealthy mothers pay for anything while he was away at college, Callum needed this job to keep him afloat during the holiday season. It was this thought that had him swiftly, and yet carefully, maneuvering his way down the slick sidewalks of Auradon City. He was just a handful of blocks away from the ad agency he was presenting work for, brand new and just barely printed proofs in his bag. It had been a nightmare finding time to reprint his work from the other night but heād managed to get things back in order swiftly.
All had been going well, the Scotsman weaving in and out of the slower pedestrians as he drew closer to the meeting place. He had almost found himself on a collision course with a cyclist speeding down the pavement, but was quick enough to step aside and not get hit. Another pedestrian a few yards ahead of him wasnāt as lucky. Callum winced at the sight, watching the other and the objects in their arms fall on the floor around them. The cyclist didnāt seem to care - their laughter carried even to Callumās ears as they whirled past. He watched them with a disapproving scowl, but continued minding his own and walking quickly along the walk. Heād almost tripped over the ballet bar but carefully sidestepped it.
In that moment, Callum had made the mistake of glancing at the victim of the collision from the corner of his eye. They looked a bit pitiful to him, on the floor with their things spread out around them. It looked like a bit of a nasty tumble, and there was a part of the young man - specifically the part that had this deep sense of duty and chivalry - that demanded he stop and help out. But if he did that⦠he would be late to his meeting, and the agency made it plain that they would not tolerate any sort of tardiness with the freelance artist.
There was a tumultuous conflict brewing in his head, one that caused him to stop mid step and kept his feet planted firmly there. It had only taken a few seconds to ruin everything, a stark comparison to how long itād taken him to build up this very proposal, but he knew what needed to be done. Allowing himself to let go of any thoughts of the project, or the payment that would have awaited him, Callum pivoted and knelt down beside the other, reaching out to help gather up their things. āCan I help ye up?ā He asked softly, offering his hand to the fallen, concern weaved into his gaze. āUnfortunately there is a lack of good mannered people in this city. I hope yeāll accept my apology on that idiotās behalf.ā
except she knew the edge that lay underneath it. recognized it, even as they disappeared into the distance ( hopefully into oncoming traffic ) and the sound died around her. causing her to fall might have been an accident in itself, but there wasnāt any sympathy, after the fact. that was reason enough to simmer. thank god for all of the sleet surrounding her.
āright now? youāre my hero,ā she sighed - taking the offered hand with UNDENIABLE gratitude filling her features, finally able to rise from the mess of sludge beneath her. she knew well enough that the back of her jacket along with.... everything else, really - had to be soaked, but she was just glad to be on her own two feet again. small mercies, small triumphs. āiāll accept it-ā a hint of a smile pulled at her lips, for the first time since the whole debacle, ābut i hope you know itās not your responsibility to apologize for someone else.ā even if the gesture was welcome. even if his stopping to help SAID something that the others actions hadnāt. āthank you, for your help. i really appreciate it.ā
thereās sunlight tracing her skin
because everywhere she is
thatās how the light gets inĀ
and thereās a braveryĀ I get when she whispers āhelloā
like the world is conquerable
and I am just steps from being crownedĀ
so when people ask who saved me from drowningĀ
I have to be honest and say āmyselfā
butĀ I couldnāt have done without her helpĀ
and there is ink staining the pages of the histories
and they spell out here her nameĀ
because she is flowers and freedom, sugar and spiteĀ
the stars twinkle in her eyes
and the sun has met itās match in her grin
oh, let me tell the the constellations they have nothing on her
roses and thorns, she is by Abby S (via fireandsteelofangels)
she gave up the struggle that attempting to right herself on her lonesome was, the very MOMENT that she heard arloās voice from behind. warmth bloomed within her chest in spite of the winter chill, and she turned soft brown eyes onto them, hand outstretching expectantly before she had even really known that they were reaching for her. presumptuous, yes - but could you blame her that?
āi think iāll be avoiding squats for a while,ā she joked, lightly - clutching their hand and finally getting their two feet underneath them, once more. their gym bag slipped, but they righted it carefully and looked around - eyes scanning for the bar that couldnāt have clattered too far away. ābut other than that, iāve had worse. thanks for the HAND, arlo - sorry it was needed.ā
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āasshole!ā she shouted after them - throwing up a middle finger, though they were now PAST seeing it. further rage bubbled, but she decided to channel it, instead, into the new challenge of righting herself, once more.Ā
the time spent with her mother is spent soaking up the sun and being the child that they are. summers are freedom, in their books, from all the expectations of the rest of the year. burdens that certainly feel like so, though they try to act as if they donāt. at home with their father, they are privately educated and expected to excel. this is fine. they can take that pressure on their shoulders with grace, they think, so long as they are always able to dance. itās an unexpected talent. in day to day, they are clumsy - even as a child, they bumped their head and scratched their knees in an all manner of avoidable accidents. they will never be one to wear heels in fear of toppling, and so, the insistence to be enrolled with a local company after watching a performance of swan lake makes her father chuckle. he expects her to quit when she realizes that she isnāt capable of such delicate movements and graceful twirls, but six months later when he sits in the audience and witnesses her perform in don quixote, he is not able to hide the TEARS that spring to his eyes. so begins a lifetime of ballet lessons four times weekly, recitals every other month. they swiftly become one of the companyās most prized students, a prima ballerina in all ways but title. they are known to be clumsy, and they laugh along with others who poke harmless fun - but when they tie their pointe shoes on and step onto a stage, they are something different. something beautiful. something world ending.
found her first love in ballet, and has yet to really find a second. sheās one of her companyās most prized jewels, and holds the honor of being the student with the most starring roles under her tutu. her dance talent shocks EVERYBODY who knows her due to her undeniable clumsiness in day to day life, but that doesnāt really matter.
they were an early bloomer, so to speak, and this has been a blessing and curse. theyāve always been comfortable with who they are. other people have not.Ā
she had just turned four when she was struck down with bacterial meningitis. her mother thought that it was nothing but a summer flu, but when her fever began to reach unheard of heights, the PANIC set in. the doctor who saw to her insisted she be brought to the nearest emergency room immediately, and she didnāt see the outside of that hospital again until two weeks had passed. she survived UNSCATHED, at least - in a sense. single sided deafness in her right ear, specifically. her parents were told that she was incredibly lucky that she was even alive, and that they should be grateful for such a small price. they didnāt feel the way they were told they should, but they certainly passed on the sentiment to their little girl when she grew and wondered why she was not quite the same to the other kids she knew. her mother learned bsl and her father learned lsf, and she learned enough in both to make her life that little bit easier. it was by no means easy - the learning or the life that followed - but she was young and adaptable, and it served as a harsh reminder that sometimes, the world will take. in her mid teens, she underwent the surgery to implant a transcranial cros - a bone anchored hearing aid, to you and i, that provided a MARKED improvement.
her grade point average is in the top tenth percentile, a standing sheās maintained for years. not only is she BEAUTY, but sheās also quite literally brains.Ā
sheās all shorts and bralettes beneath soft knit sweaters. she smells of lavender and cedar, exclusively. sheās ONLY comfortable when sheās wearing her pointe shoes.Ā