sunflower.

jas: sorry my?? boys???

jas: there's literally nothing to disagree on, i'm telling u for me it never changes. if it does for u, that's another story

jas: so, what, u wanna just pretend this never happened?

jas: it was supposed to be a joke, but apparently ur in a Mood

nic: yeah your hook ups and stuff

nic: how can you say it doesn't change for you??? do you have a memory problem???

nic: yeah, unless you wanna talk in person about it

nic: ...

jas: there's no such thing as brushing my ego too much it can always use more brushing

jas: maybe it feels that way but it doesn't make it true

jas: then what are we supposed to do now

jas: i meant i'm always wet for u 😜💦

nic: i'm sure you could get one of your boys to fill that need

nic: it doesn't surprise me that we disagree on this, we never agree on anything

nic: why do we have to do anything exactly???

jas: now ur just laying it on thick ☺️☺️☺️

jas: to quote you: are u inside my head?

jas: can we just talk about it? please?

jas: my constant mood is 🌊

nic: now i'm just brushing your ego too much

nic: fair enough. i'm not inside your head but i judging but how it feels...things are changing all the time.

nic: no

jas: TRUE i like when u call me pretty 😽

jas: not for me they don't

jas: please say ur being serious. i like u so much

jas: why :/

nic: you're so pretty, it's annoying

nic: yeah, they do though - for you especially

nic: don't, please

jas: i think i remember u calling me a cock slut. that was nice 😻

jas: why wouldn't it be true

jas: please just give me an answer it's a fucking yes or no nic

jas: i'm sweet what can i say 🍭

nic: i also said you're pretty like a hundred times

nic: because things change with us all the goddamn time

nic: yes, jasper

jas: i don't remember any so u should say one of them now

jas: why do u ALWAYS have to do this. i hate waiting. i need an answer

jas: yeah u turn me into a horny insatiable teenager

nic: you really don't remember any? :/

nic: because i don't always have the answer that you want and i worry that the answer i have right now isn't going to be the true answer.

jas: that's the nicest thing you've ever said to me

jas: is that a yes then 🤩

jas: idk bc ur hot and have a B*g D*ck ?

nic: i have said nicer things to you before

nic: i guess we'll see 🤔

jas: nasty's my default 🤑

jas: then i've deceived u successfully ! despite what u might think, i actually know very little about porn. which is why u should show me

jas: do u /want/ me to beg?

jas: that's just around u 😚

nic: you're impossible

nic: hmm. i actually don't know a lot about it, but i guess we know our way around a bed at this point so it should be ok

nic: no, i want you to be elsa and let it go

jas: what are u gonna do, spank me 🙄

jas: it's called amateur and i'm pretty sure we know what we're doing at this point ?

jas: nic. please. just a yes or no

jas: EVERYTHING doesn't turn me on i'm not 16

nic: i mean yeah if you keep being nasty 😏

nic: you seem to know a lot about porn making

nic: are you begging?

Nic’s lips on his neck made Jasper’s toes curl, the feeling of tongue and teeth and delicious suction enough to drag a soft moan out of his throat. He couldn’t see the bruise, of course, but he could feel it when Nic finally pulled away, damp and throbbing. The lingering ache was a perfect complement to the smell of Nic. “You put on perfume for me?” he echoed, a breathless little laugh leaving his lips to ghost across Nic’s skin. He licked a wide stripe across the side of his neck, laughing again at the bitter taste of its remnants. “Tastes awful. Smells good, though.” His fingers had started tracing idle patters on the bare skin of Nic’s chest and back, content just to feel him beneath his fingertips. “I like how you dress,” he hummed, pressing a kiss to the underside of his jaw. “But no, dressing like you was definitely not why I took them.” Several more hits and Jasper was floating on a cloud, and he went easily when Nic maneuvered him across his lap, a knee digging into the pillows on either side. He wished suddenly he wasn’t wearing his jeans, yet even through the thick denim the heat of Nic’s hand was like fire, leaving a tingling trail behind, and goose bumps when he met bare skin. This closeness–the intimacy–was so poignant as to approach the limits of becoming tangible, as if he could almost taste it. “I knew you’d like it,” Jasper said with what might have been an impish smile had he not been high out of his mind–instead it just looked loose and far too pleased, particularly juxtaposed against his half-lidded eyes. He half-turned his face into Nic’s palm, nuzzling into its warmth. “You like when I dress like a girl.” He didn’t do it often, but there were days where Jasper had the arbitrary desire to play up his natural femininity, and it had never escaped his notice the way it drove Nic wild. And even beyond how much it turned him on, something about it was very freeing for him as well. He shivered as Nic’s lips met his jaw and his fingers crept into his hair, and though the tug was only a hint of pressure, it still made his belly clench with arousal. “What other places were you thinking?” he said softly, turning his head to bury his face back in the juncture of Nic’s shoulder and neck, hands sliding down his chest to drag through the trail of hair below his navel. “It looks really good all over your neck. Might look good down here too, though.”

jas: i can't help it :(

jas: please please it would be so hot 😻🔥

jas: do u mean it then? u don't have to say it just tell me if u mean it

jas: it's not my fault that it turns me on so i'm not sorry

nic: try

nic: or it'd be messy, we're not exactly porn stars and porn movies tend to take a lot of producing

nic: stop

jas: yaaaas insult me daddy

jas: what if we make it and u get to keep the only copy

jas: bc u don't mean it ??

jas: i literally do, why do u think i love provoking u over text so much 😉

nic: tragic

nic: hmm, maybe

nic: are you in my head?

jas: but they keep u on ur toes

jas: what if i promised to keep it only for my own personal use

jas: i wish u would stop saying things like that

jas: it is. fighting with u makes me so hard 😻

nic: still annoying as hell

nic: i wouldn't trust you ever

nic: why

jas: so ur saying u don’t like my mood swings

jas: bc obviously a sex tape would be fun ??

jas: that’s bc u only like me when i’m dressed like a girl 👩🏼💋👠

jas: i looooove fighting w u let’s do it

nic: no i hate them wtf

nic: it would not be fun when you posted it online when you got angry at me

nic: that's not the only time i like you

jas: u love them

jas: 😿😿 but it would be fun

jas: yeah? what else do u remember about that day?

jas: i have all night

nic: lmao yeah right

nic: how do you know? 🤔

nic: i remember your very nice red lips 💋

jas: 💁🏼‍♀️

jas: sounds hot, let’s make a sex tape

jas: weird i don’t remember that 🤔

jas: when am i not fun ?? i’m literally a riot

nic: 🙄 those mood swings

nic: literally never happening

nic: oh i remember you pouring like a kitten about it