{Special} College!AU Bang Chan
*this post was commissioned | find other stray kids writing hereÂ
major: music theory & compositionÂ
minor: linguisticsÂ
clubs: tried to turn some members of the music club into a busking group called 3racha ,,,, lets just say they got chased off campus by some of the professors LOL, briefly did tango club against his will because yugyeom dragged him to itÂ
sports: co-captain of the mens swim teamÂ
chan is the kind of college student who you meet for the first time and you think âwow heâs so social and popular and cool!!!!â
and then after getting to know him for a week or two
you realize he isnt cool at all - heâs social and popular - but heâs a downright GOOFBALLÂ
he takes his studies seriously, music means the world to him and itâs obvious
but heâs also such a ,,,,,,, in the nicest terms possible,,,,,,a big nerd about itÂ
because heâs gotten into heated debates in classes over who the best modern composers areÂ
written long, detailed editorials that heâs submitted to the uni magazine about how much he adores the new travis scott albumÂ
and once had to be (forcefully) dragged out of a local tattoo shop by both felix and jisungÂ
because he was sure he needed the lyrics from drakes âin my feelingsâ somewhere on his body
quote on quote âdude, that song is a religious experience for meâ
but heâs also just devoted to itÂ
like he lives for all aspects of musicÂ
singing, composing, producing, rapping, he even tries his hand at a dance class as an extracurricularÂ
much to the shock of minho, an actual dance major,
who got called âmy son!â by chan in front of all of his other dance major friends
and has yet to forgive chan for this horror
chan actually got offered to join the welcoming committee at the university for his sophomore yearÂ
because he has this natural leadership ability, coupled with the fact that he always wants to make everyone laugh
like he goes out of his way to make freshman and nervous looking newcomers feel like they belong
even at the expense of looking or sounding like a fool
seriously, like he was showing around some of the new music theory majors and made a bunch of attempts at corny jokes
âguys, if a cow played music what would be called? A MOO-SCICIAN!â
âwhat do classical composing majors say when theyâre parallel parking? BACH IT UP!â
âplease laugh,,,,,im begging you,,,,,â
but of course,,,heâs not a goof all by himself
him and changbin see each other on the way to class and stop in the middle of the quad to do the floss enthusiastically for one whole minute as everyone watches in disbelief
him and felix agree to photobomb literally any photo woojin tries to take of himself
and just in general,,,,,they are that loud group of rowdy boys who sometimes can get too hype and loud
but itâs hard to hate them or be annoyed because letâs be honest,,,,,theyâre all adorable
chan does of course have a serious side, heâs actually incredibly caring and sensitive to those around him
when jeongin and seungmin come to visit them on campus, he takes care of themÂ
in subtle ways, but in ways that matter [he makes sure theyre doing well in school and have plans for college too]
he can tell when a friend is feeling down or is having troubleÂ
and he always lends advice or tries to get them to come out and do something fun with him to lighten the mood
there are times in college when his own work is piling up, he has responsibilities to his major and to the swim team heâs on
but heâll do his best to cram time in to take care of those close to him,,,,,
sometimes at the expensive of his own wellbeingÂ
but itâs hard to tell if chan is ever upset - he covers it up with funny jokes and body gagsÂ
him and felix love to talk and switch between english and korean super fast, mostly to annoy their friendsÂ
but they also end up blundering over simple words and hyunjin just lowkey is likeÂ
âhmm chan maybe you should pick up korean as a major,,,,,but it might be hard because youre at like a middle school level right now-â
chan, pretending to faint from that burn âwhen did i raise such a savage little monster,,,,â
his minor in linguistics comes from his ability to pick up languagesÂ
he actually finds them fun to learn about, but he doesnt give it the same attention as he does to his music theory major
so he kinda sometimes has to go to a tutor
(he hides this from his friends because he knows he wouldnt able to live it down)
did i mention heâs co-captain of the swim team,,,,,,and heâs like oblivious to it,,,,,,, but there are literally students who just come and watch the practice to see him in swim trunks,,,,,,
jisung once came to hangout after practice and he told chan like âdid you hear your friends screaming your name back in the pool?â
and chan was like huh i thought that was just in my head
jisung, looking into the camera like heâs on the office
but no again, not matter how packed chanâs schedule is, he always makes time for people when they need him
and sometimes heâs a little too self-sacrificing,,,,,,,,
also id just like to mention that he shows up to instrumental practice with his bag over his shoulder and his hair all messy and curly after he blow-dried it after swimming
and he looks cute
like mega cute
anyway
youâre a dance major who doesnt know chan all that well
youâre much closer to minho since you share a major and youve only heard of chan in stories from him
the first time you meet face to face is when the musical theory majors are tasked with organizing a song thatâll be performed by the dance majors
youâre being paired off, two dancers to one producerÂ
and by sheer luck you and minho get put in with chan
the first thing you notice about chan is ,,,,,,Â
his big almost lopsided grin
âyou guys know we have to win and make this the best collab this university has ever seen - right?â
minho crosses his hands and rolls his eyes from beside you
âdude itâs not a competitionâ
âok, but im making it one. and weâre winning - right?â
chan turns to you, eyes bright and a bit of a dimple coming out when his smile manages to get even bigger on his face
you nod, a little shy at how friendly heâs being right off the bat
he plops down, minho following suit on the floor of the practice room and you take a second till you join them
âi think we need to make something powerful, something show stopping. i was thinking id use some old tracks from 3racha that i made-â
minho scrunches up his nose
âi dont think the professors would like that, i think theyre looking for something classicalâ
chan puffs out his cheeks like an upset third grader
and you cant resist a tiny giggle
chan catches it, smiling your way before looking back at minho
âwell i guess we can do that. but what about something more,,,,classical meets modern,,,,,do you guys think thatâd work for you two?â
you shift a little and chan points to you all of a sudden
âcâmon, you can tell me! i wanna make sure you guys are comfortable and can perform your best! so feel free to drag any of my ideas through the mud,,,,,,,or tell minho off for meâ
he chuckles, earning a light punch in the arm from minho
but you actually feel a sense of relief
you were a tiny bit worried that youâd be ignored, working with two people who were already super close
but chan was putting in the effort to include you
so, you mentioned that maybe a more high tempo beat with orchestral influence could work
chan nods - whipping out his music notebook to start scribbling down notes
you notices that the pages are covered in a mix of english, korean, and musical notes
it looks like a total mess, but somehow chan gives off a trustworthy feeling
and when you guys are all done discussing, he promises to have a demo by next week
itâs when youâre gathering all your things that chan pops back in and drops a note in the palm of your hand
âmy number! so we can talk about the project and stuffâ
he says easily, waving one last time to you and minho before disappearing out of the room again
you stand there, the warmth of his hand is on the paper and you donât want to think too much about it
but your heart definitely skips a small, minuscule beat
when you finally get the message from chan that the demo is done
you and minho meet up with him after classes and chan, with trembling hands, puts the music on
you can tell heâs nervous, he looks like he might pass out from holding his breath
but the moment you hear the audio - you fall absolutely in love
and just from this one instrumental itâs obvious chan is talented
when itâs over, minho says what youâre already thinking
âitâs perfect bro!âÂ
he gets up and highfives chan, who rubs some sweat from his forehead afterwordsÂ
ânow you guys have to do the actual hard part and come up with a danceâ
you shake your head âthis song is really great - itâs whats going to make the performanceâ
chan teeters a bit with his response, for the first time heâs a little caught off guard at the compliment, and you can see the reddening of his ears
âah,,,i mean itâs ok,,,,but really you and minho are going to have to work hard to-â
heâs interrupted by the sound of the door swinging openÂ
an upperclassmen that calls chan over to answer some questions
you stand there, holding the USB with the mp3 of the song in your handsÂ
your mind racing with ideas for choreographyÂ
but when you turn, you see past minho whose saying something to you
and you see only chan in the blur of the rest of the room
heâs glowing, in this halo that youâre sure isnât actually there
and you force yourself to snap out of itÂ
because this is weird
you shouldnt see him as anything more than your partner in this project
and thatâs what you do see him as
youâre sure of it
but,,,,,,as time passes and chan starts hanging around you even moreÂ
you start to be a little unsure of where he stands in your mindÂ
most of the time itâs you, him, and minho in the dance practice room
the song on repeat as you and minho show off anything new youâve come up withÂ
sometimes you end up being twirled around by minho, sometimes heâs throwing you up in the air, sometimes youâre both laying on the floor making dramatic pulls toward each other
you plan solo parts for each other too
and even though chan admits he has not much experience in judging other peoples dancing
he thinks you two look great togetherÂ
heâs always supportive, and heâs always being funny to lighten the mood
thereâs moments were either you or minho start to panic about it all coming together
and chan is there with some corny joke
or the usual âwhat did i say you guys, weâre going to be number one!â
to cheer you guys up
but when you really start to worry about your feelingsÂ
is when one weekend you get a knock on your dorm door
and to your surprise, itâs not someone on your floor asking for an extra charger or an RA trying to find your roommate
itâs chan
heâs got on a training suit, the uniâs name on the back and a duffel bag youâre sure isnt big enough to fit a guitar or anything like that
âchan?â
you ask, shocked
âdid you just come from practice or something?â
he laughs, âactually a swim meet - i just thought id stop by and ask if you had time to show me your solo part of the performances.â
you blank for a second
youâd thought this would be another saturday of you laying on your stomach in your mismatched pajamas
watching videos of dancers on youtube, maybe texting a friend to go out and eat
but, even after you agree, and ask chan to wait in the hall while you change
you realize this is going to be the first time you and chan are,,,,,,,,alone
thankfully one of the practice rooms is free when you get to the building
and you suddenly feel really anxious
chan slides down against the mirror and claps
âim excited, i saw minhoâs yesterday and thought i should ask you out - i mean ask to see yours too. i was going to invite him, but i think heâs doing something with jisung todayâ
you hear chanâs voice
but because of your anxiety, the beating of your heart is much louder in your ears
he puts the song on and you try hard to focus
you know what your solo dance is - you know the moves - youve practiced it on your own
but you cant move an inch
âh-hey are you ok?â
chan sees the way your eyes have gone wide, how youâve frozen and cant seem to snap back out of it
he gets up, stopping the song, and suddenly you feel his hands on your shoulders
you look up into his kind brown eyes
and he gives you that smile, thatâs kind of silly but still somehow so genuineÂ
âare you nervous?â
you nod slowly, embarrassed
âs-sorry, i dont know whats going on i just-â
chan gives your shoulder a gentle squeeze
âitâs fine, but minho told me that your solo is amazing. i know you can do it. just imagine that im like,,,,wearing a big clown nose or something and relax. plus,,,â
he grins
âeven if you mess up - i promise im too dumb in dancing to tellâ
you laugh a little and chan goes back to sit down and get the music up
this time, you focus on yourself in the mirror
and just let the song chan wrote flow through you like water
the room melts away
even chanâs presence becomes muted
and you just dance
and when itâs over, you look to see chanâs reaction
and he just looks,,,,,,,mesmerized
he scrambles to his feet, but doesnt even say anything
his mouth open, agape like a fish out of water
âi,,,,i cant tell if you liked it,,,â
you ask with an unsure toneÂ
and chan just shakes his head, his soft curls falling all over the place
âi loved it - i didnt think itâd be that - that beautiful you know? especially to my mediocre song-â
âyour song is the reason itâs beautifulâ
you blurt out, but then turn a little red when you realize what youve said
even though itâs true
a dancer has to work with something good in order to create something nice to look atÂ
and chanâs song had resonated with youÂ
chan stops in front of you and for a second neither of you know what to say
until he puts his hand out and goes
âletâs go get lunch. all that dancing made me hungry.â
you lift an eyebrow, âbut you didnt dance,,,,â
âbut you did, arenât you hungry?â
you shrug, âi could go for,,,,pancakes maybe,,,â
chan grins, and leans downÂ
his hand takes yours and you gasp a little when he laces his fingers betwen yours as well
âpancakes it is!â
he takes you to a nearby place, and even though itâs way past breakfast and the waitress kind of stares when you two order your pancakes and coffee
neither of you really minds
because for the first time itâs just you and chan talking
and to your surprise, thereâs a lot you have in common
and it just feels comfortable
he makes everything so easy and free flowing
like you guys talk about your majors, but you talk about aspirations and traveling
and chan tells you about australia with sparkling eyes and a wildly good imitation of a koala bear
and you laugh so hard you have to hide a snort when chan ends up getting maple syrup all over his chin
but he also tells you not to hide a snort, because a snort is cuteÂ
he calls you FREAKING cute
afterwords you two return to campus
but chan runs into park jinyoung, an upperclassman, who apparently works at the college bookstore
and who pinches chan on the ear and says
âinstead of dates, you should be studying. but also be sure to be a gentlemen to them.â
you blush so hard, but chan is too in pain and begging jinyoung to let go of his ear to notice
you tell chan that if he has to go, he should
but chan insists that he has time - his linguistics tutor is meeting him at 7 (please dont tell minho that)Â
and that maybe you guys can like watch a movie before then
you stare a little and ask âw-watch one where?â
âin my dorm!â
chan grins
but a moment later it falls into an embarrassed, worried look
âi-i-i didnt mean it- li- i just - i - we could - i just - i stole felixâs netflix password so i just thought like maybe youd want to watch like stranger things with me or something - i didnt mean i - iâ
his flustering is adorableÂ
and you do end up watching stranger things on his laptop
but itâs in the common room and you guys have to share his headphones
and when itâs nearing time for him to go
he walks you back to his dorm and gives you the longest, warmest hug of your life
when he leaves, you walk right into your room and fall face first into your pillow because
was that a date
it was totally a date
but after that,,,,,,,,you and chan donât get to hangout one on one anymore
not to say he changes how he acts around you or anythingÂ
heâs still this sunshine goofball full of positive energy
but he doesnt,,,,,show up at your dorm asking to go outÂ
he doesnt text you outside of the group chat with minho
and youâre just left confused
because you were sure there were signs - there had to be
itâs clear as day, the memory of chan laughing - watching you as you had leaned over the table to help him clean off the maple syrup
or how heâd let you practically lay your head in his lap while you guys watched stranger things
so why did it suddenly feel like that day,,,,,didnât happen
as the days to the performance in front of the professors get closer
you fortunately have that to distract you
alongside other schoolwork and responsibilitiesÂ
minho asks you at some point if you want to come and get dinner with him and chan
but you feel like you cant,,,,so you refuse
and itâs like being around them - your nightmare comes true, but not because they exclude you, but you start to push yourself away
the last practice before the performance
youâre running a bit late to meet up with minho and chanÂ
and when you stop infront of the door, you hear the two of them talking
but itâs,,,,,,,,,,tense?
âso you did spend time alone with them, didnât you?â
âyeah, they showed me their solo part. it was for the project.â
âwoojin says he saw you hugging them outside of their dorm,,,,,,dude just tell me straight - it was a date right?â
thereâs a pauseÂ
and you realize that theyâre talking about you and chan
âno it wasnât a date. you know i wouldnt do that to you.â
it feels for a second like the air has left your lungs
it wasnât a date?Â
âi dont think of them like that.â
a second twinge of pain shoots up through you, chanâs voice resounding through the roomÂ
had you really misread the signs? was he just being friendly? did you just foolishly think that the first guy to be sweet, would inevitably fall in love with you?
you feel like running away, you really do
but you know that tonight is the last practice - after that itâs just the performance
and then you wont have an excuse to see chan, and he wont need to see you either
so you take in a breathe, plaster a smile on your face, and walk in
the two boys stop talking
thereâs no change in expression from minho
he just chooses to look down
but chan does his best to match your smile, but itâs so painfully forced that you cant look at him for too long
âok, tomorrow is the day so we just have to-â
âi know.â
you cut him off, not necessarily trying to sound angry, but just wishing that this whole thing would be over
the practice goes smoothly
but everything feels like itâs being held in a chokehold
neither you or minho is dancing to your best abilities
and chan excuses himself after the first run throughÂ
and when you find yourself in bed that night, you turn on your side and stare at the blank screen on your phone
âi guess im just an idiot huh,,,,,â you mumble
the one time something nice happens, with someone i could really come to like, it always has to get ruined
chan is nowhere to be seen in the morning
minho is adjusting the shirt heâs wearing beside you and you donât want to admit it to yourself
but you know youâll be super hurt if chan doesnt show up
âheâs coming, donât worryâ
minho suddenly reassures
his hand hovering over your shoulder before he pulls it back
you hear the professors call you and minho out, commenting that the instrumental had been produced by musical theory bang chan
you step out in front of the panel of teachers and scan the room quickly
looks like he really didnt come
you turn to face minho and notice he looks just as down as you do
but thatâs not what matters now
you have to do a good job on the performance at least
the music starts, the music chan made for you and minho, and you let it flow through you like the first time you heard it
regardless of whats happened - the music is perfect
it fits the movements of your body like glove
you and minho look like you were born to dance this dance for this song
and because youâre so focused
you donât see the door open quietly, chan leaning against the back wall and watching
his eyes following the tips of your fingers, the bend of your waist, the way you twirl past the professors and minho
how you take what heâs created and channel it throughout every muscle and bone in your body
he had meant itÂ
when he said youâd made his music look beautifulÂ
and when itâs over
you face the professors, catching your breath professionallyÂ
and then you seeÂ
chan
the professors are saying nothing but good things, praising you and minho and the musicÂ
but again - the room blurs and itâs just him
once itâs over and the other dance majors are all fawning over you two
you think that maybe you should at least go over and say thank you to chan, one last time for the music
but you cant find the strength to do it right now
instead you try to get your things together quickly and get out of there
but halfway across campus, you hear someone call your name
you turn, shocked to see chan
heâs standing maybe three feet backÂ
and you have the urge to lie, tell him youâre late for something
but you cant say anything because the expression on his face is nothing like usual
no lopsided smile, no goofy face, no sincere and gentle reassurance
itâs pain
âhey - you heard us yesterday didnât you?â
his voice is low, and you think you can even hear it shake slightly as he asks youÂ
âw-what are you talking aboutâ
you play dumb, clutching the strap of your bag so hard you feel the texture dig into your skin
âyou heard what i said to minho, that i didnt think ,,,,, what we had was a date. that i didnt see you romantically,,,,â
you swallow a lump you hadnt known was in your throat
you dont feel like dealing with this now - being humiliated after a performance that took every ounce of your energy
âso what if i did, i get it. itâs fine. you donât have to pity me or any-â
âi was lying.â
you catch yourself on the last words of your sentence
staring at chan you see that his shoulders are stiffÂ
âi lied, to minho and to myself. itâs just,,,,,i know he likes you. and heâs my friend so i want him to be happy but i,,,,,,but i ,,,,,,â
he takes a moment
and there are students walking past you
the world is moving all around
but it doesnt feel like that, you cant tell the faces apart, you cant overhear their conversations
âbut i like you too and i dont,,,,,,,i dont want to hide it anymore.â
you think this should be a happy moment, a moment that overflows you with warmthÂ
but it feels like it cant be that
not when you now know that there are minhoâs feelings involved
but past that - you know your feelingsÂ
and you know that theyâre for chan
so you step forwardÂ
and so does chan
until the distance is closed between you two and you look up into those brown eyes
that are always so sweet, so kind and nurturingÂ
âi like you too. i dont want to hurt minho, id never want to see him sad. but i want you. i want to be with you.â
chanâs lips twitch a little, like heâs fighting against a smile or a frown
âi want to kiss youâ
he suddenly whispers
âbut i think itâll be bittersweet.â
you agree, eyes shifting from the curve of his mouth and back up into his gaze
you both decide that the first order of business is to tell minho
you think itâl be awkward and hard
but the moment you and chan walk through the dance practice room, minho just sighs
âi already knew it.â
he announces, before even you or chan can get to the apologizing and explanations
he looks at you gently, âi didnt want you to find out this way - but dont worry. chan is the best guy and the only one i think deserves you.â
you dont even get to thank minho
because chan throws himself into the other boys hands
sobbing about how nice that was of him to say and how heâs going to do everything in his power to find minho his soulmate
and minho is just likeÂ
âplease get your boyfriend off meâ
you manage to pull back chan
but youâre also like, ,,, huh,,,,,,boyfriend,,,,,,right i guess he is
but just in case
as you two are leaving the dance studio you ask
âare we like,,,datingâ
chan puts a hand under his chin
âwell, letâs see. i like you. you like me. minho seems to not be hurt at all about this. i want to kiss you so bad im going dizzy. i think itâs safe to say we are dating.â
you giggle, lifting up to kiss the side of chanâs cheek
âthere, itâs a kiss i think we can both agree on for today.â
chan pinkness, but agrees
your first,,,well second? date is the next week
you have to wait for chan to leave class and youâre surprised to see him carrying a guitar case
he explains that he isnât all that good, but itâs part of his major to learn instrumentsÂ
and when you guys grab lunch you end up having chan teach you some chordsÂ
itâs a simple kind of date, you get to talk a lot and just enjoy each others company
but of course
chan finds some way to make it funny
(like when he tries to play the instrumental to a song you said you liked and you could tell three seconds in he had no idea what he was doing)
as you two continue to go out and grow closer you come to know more about chan
than just his goofy and caring side
thereâs the chan who, in one way or another, is the dad friend
you see first hand how he worries about younger friends, how he reminds felix to call his parents after finals, how he shoves all the snacks he has in his bag into jisungs hands when jisung says he hasnt eaten
thereâs the chan whose a perfectionist, critiquing his own work and musical abilities to hell and back
thereâs the chan who also,,,,,,is super naive and new to this whole romance thing
surprisingly, heâs unaware of how attractive he isÂ
and when he wears a lowcut shirt under his jacket out on a date, he keeps putting his hands over the skin and getting all shy
and youâre just likeÂ
âchan,,,,,you know youâre hot right?â
and he almost hits the ceiling likeÂ
âWHA,,,,,stop joking around!â
you:Â âi canât call my boyfriend hot?â
chan, digging a whole in the ground to hide in:Â âyo-youâre the only hot person here,,,â
but really, dating him is such a great and positive experience
because he really is your number one fan and supporterÂ
and itâs impossible to really argue with him - because if you want to do something, chan is down for it
even if itâs something heâs new to or owrried about
you can tell he fights through his own worries in order to make you happy
which you actually tell him he doesnt have to do
you sit down with your hands on his and youre like chan i want you to be happy too, relationships are about equalityÂ
it makes him so happy he tackles you in a hug ,,,
gosh heâs like an overexcited and loveable puppy
he does this thing where youâll just be doing something like scrolling through your phone
or looking through a magazine
and heâll stare at you and go âi love youâ
and youâre like,,,,i love you too but why are you just saying itÂ
and he just shrugs
âfelt like itâ
âwhen do you not feel like saying it then?â
ânever. i always want you to know i love you.â
is the boyfriend who claims you think all his jokes are funny
and youâre like sure :-) *shaking your head no the moment he looks away*
pulls little, cute surprises for you every now and then
like he left a teddy bear outside your dorm with a heart balloon once
or stuck a sticky note in your bag about how youâre the cutest person ever
âlove you possumâ
âdid you,,,did you just call me a possumâ
âitâs an aussie thing. plus possums are cuteâ
guess who got a plushie of a possum for valentines day? you did!
guess who got a plushie of a koala for valentines day? chan did!
to be honest get ready to be called every cute pet name thatâs available in english, korean, and any other language chan can rememberÂ
you become known on campus by a bunch of upperclassmen when you start dating chan
like this kid named yugyeom walks up to you and is like âdid chan take you somewhere fun yet!â
or you met jinyoung again and he told you to make sure chan is studying for his minorÂ
you and chan were just sitting on the quad once, with your legs over his and his hand stroking your hair
and it was super cute and adorable
and then woojin plopped down next to you and was like
âwe found old 3racha videos we want you to seeâ
and youâre like â3racha?â
and woojin is just like OH YOU HAVENT HEARD
chan tried to chase him off, but jisung - who isnt embarrassed of 3racha era at all - whipped out his phone and was like âlet me show youâ
jokingly rapping chanâs iconic lines at him and him scrunching up his cute nose
remember when chan got those little cuts in his eyebrow ,,,, you didnt say it but you were like ,,,, ok wow,,,,,how did he get even more handsome
kissing chan? an experience
he shyly admits that his knowledge is kind of limited - and at first itâs a little sloppyÂ
but he knows what to do with his hands, you dont know how, but he pulls you close or holds the back of your neck
and you melt
but the moment you get flirty, it literally K.Oâs chan
if you as much as wink at him or slip your shirt off your shoulder he turns to color of a tomato itâs hilarious
he also really likes when you sit in his lap
he always pulls you in when he has you listen to something heâs composedÂ
or when heâs got his computer open and heâs like come watch this
and youâre like scoot over
but heâs like no, you just can sit on my lap, itâs yours, forever
swim team chan! coming out of the changing rooms with his hair still wet and shaking it so some of the water gets on you
you get to wear his team jacket :-)
chan lowkey takes all romantic holidays and stuff super seriously, like he goes all out for anything that involves couples
and even if youâre a little embarrassed by it, heâs like no we gotta do it
matching from head to toe? probably corny - but chan is living for it
you and chan mutually agreeing to dote on jeongin like heâs a baby is just a given
because youâre both busy in college, lots of dates are like getting coffee and holding hands and being cute around campus
jisung and bangchan making gagging noises in the background
but chan always muses about taking you somewhere abroad
traveling with you and just being aloneÂ
you tell him that neither of you has the money right now but maybe in the future
you bet chan is like âoh yeah, im talking about it like our honeymoonâ
âh-honeymoon?!?!â
chan, covering his outh and turning red:Â âi ,,, uh,,,, what,,, huh,,,â
but honestly does he daydream about marrying you? im just going to let you decide that
(itâs a hard yes. of course he does. heâs a romantic fool)Â
OH how could i forget
the corny texts
sure there are chanâs bad dad jokes, his selfies where heâs doing dumb faces, and the usual complaining about bangchan being mean to him
but there are also the
âforget to tell you this, but youâre always on my mindâ
âim such a mess, im thankful you still love meâ
âwhen the world overwhelms you, ill be there to listen to your fearsâ
and the one that made you nearly break your phone in half because ,,,, cuteness and corn overload
âim yours, so you better take responsibility for thatâ
chan is the kind of guy whoâd let you draw on his face with a sharpie or lipstick and heâd wear it outside proud because this is my s/oâs art!
if you asked him to run across town to get you cheesecake at 2 am? consider it done
he just loves you with his big heart and,,,,itâs amazingÂ
but you love him with as much passion - and thatâs what makes him truly feel like youâre the one
because you match him perfectly
slow dancing in his dorm to the sound of a self composed instrumental he made just for your anniversary
and then kissing softly with his hans on your hips and your hands on his face
and him leaning back to tell you
youâre the best thing that has ever happened to him
yeah thatâs just one night dating chan, can you imagine dating him forever??????
day6: jae | wonpil | youngk | sungjin by group: bangtan | vixx | got7 | nct | kard | monsta x | seventeen gg specials: amber | momo | irene commissioned: iu | chanyeol | hongseok | baekhyun



















