fine potentially autistic shit at work is out on leave i hope theyre okay :(

coworker i dont like trying to softlaunch a mental health vent at me in the last hour of my shift like i wasnt about to kms a week ago

volare.... cantare.....

they should make a bar for lesbians with mental health problems

im not going to do anything but this is the closest ive felt in a long time to doing something

god i hate living with men. like i wasnt exactly happy with my living situation before but now that im just counting the days until i can move out i feel like its all the more obvious how miserable i actually am living here. a choice few of them are bad enough that i'm genuinely embarrassed to say the exact kind of messes i've had to clean up from them (and of course i'm never actually told about it so it's always a fun surprise i get to walk in on later) and i'm just so sick of it. these days its hard enough to work up the energy to clean up after myself

i hate that men at the drop of the hat can choose to taint a seemingly platonic relationship with the expectation of romance and all that follows and then it's suddenly on the woman to respond The Right Way to it. why is it my job to coddle you when you've disappointed yourself

i fucking hate him like i'm trying my hardest to ignore you and function as best as i can until i can get the fuck out of here but then he feels like he can come over talking about an apology bringing it to the forefront like he gets to make it about him. fuck you i don't want to be looking at you i don't want to be thinking about you i just want to fucking mope around in peace

in a bad mood bc im stuck at home but my eyes are too puffy rn and i look too much a mess to feel anything but self conscious going out

enjoying chainsmoker cat so far ngl

im not against the general concept of yumeshipping but i have vaguely negative feelings abt people using a japanese based term for it when an english term has been established for a while now. it just gives white girl with a cat named miso vibes