Lurker de Lima

ilya on his couch trying so hard to sound nonchalant: so is there a mrs real estate

Hi it's me your cat coming at you again with Yucky Wet Sneeze

what are you wearing rn and is it representative of your style

"I stopped having my weird fan obsessions when I got medicated" skill issue

my people will vagueblog your people

it’s never a normal temperature anymore it’s always some fucking bullshit

no weapon formed against my sweeties will prosper

i used to strongly resist this reading but i've actually come around to the idea that shane is imagining ilya jerking off in the shower so he can get off with rose, rather than the shower scene being something that actually happens. and i've come around to this reading because i think it's soooooo gut-twistingly angsty to imagine that shane doesn't let himself imagine the two of them together. he doesn't get to think about ilya kissing him or touching him or moving inside him because that's over. he doesn't get to have that again. this is what he has now. and he can go somewhere else in his head if he has to, he can let himself fantasize about ilya because he's weak, but he has to think about ilya furious, cold, punishing. untouchable. because shane left, and he can't go back, and he knows now that ilya wouldn't want him even if he did.

all i need is a sweet treat. and six thousand dollars

starting to think some of yall arent serious bout finding beauty in the grotesque