What does your heart need to know right now to heal?
I was called upon to do this pick a card reading today. I am assuming somebody is out there who needs this message
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Moving on here are the messages...
You entered a dynamic with an open heart but somewhere down the line you were taken advantage of, or the exchange was not equal. You spent all your energy into pouring and building stuff without getting anything in return. You have a deeply nurturing nature which helps people heal but you yourself were left with disconnect due to somebody else's actions. No commitment was offered. The situation felt increasingly suffocating and restrictive. But now your entire focus has shifted towards reclaiming your own identity and doing justice to you. You want to nourish yourself. What your heart needs to know right now to heal is, you have to prioritize your own self. A lot of earth energy in the spread. You need to ground yourself, invest and build things towards your own well being, can be anything daily habits or skills. Treat your body with care. Invest your energy in yourself. Don't try to force dynamics that lack geniune care, there is a mismatch of giving, look into that. Mutual effort on both ends is required to build something so don't overgive. Pile 1, I see you have an extremely empathetic nature so the need for boundaries is absolutely crucial. Celebrate your small wins and nourish yourself. You are an abundant being internally. Glorify that, shine your light on yourself. Pick and choose you
The entire read is around mental strain and the feeling of not being enough. Somebody is feeling alone and not sure about the path they are supposed to take or which one to take. This is causing feelings of anxiety, confusion and turmoil. Somebody feels like an imposter or not worthy of being in a certain position or having something. You are feeling stuck in a limbo, unable to make a choice. There a lot of sleepless nights and overthinking. Pile 2 there are deep insecurities in your heart and feelings of anxiety in your internal state. Everything stems from the fact that you tried to rely on something, someone or a structure but they failed you. You tried to seek external validation but that didn't fall through either. I feel geniune sorrow and grief while doing this read. There is a feeling of heaviness. It makes me extremely emotionally for some odd reason, you are definitely going through a lot. You tried to maintain a brave stand but you were definitely going through so much, I am so sorry you had to feel that way. What your heart needs to know right now to heal is, the anxieties that are taking a control of you are not real. Those are your fears or beliefs projected onto you by others, you are so much more than that. You are worthy and enough and you have to move out of that pessimistic state. Have a positive logical self talk with yourself instead of believing you are unworthy or you don't matter. Stop seeking external validation and work towards your own authenticity. I am also getting something about trying to keep your emotions bottled up, hidden or about carrying the grief in your heart for a long time. Its okay to cry, allow yourself to feel and release dear collective. Healing also requires for you to do shadow work, instead of treating your insecurities as something painful and bitter see them as doors to your psych. Observe them and see where and why they stem from. Address them and let them go. I know you feel like there is so much grief in your heart and how will you release so much of it, is that even possible? But don't worry with time, eventhough slowly you will unwind everything dear
This spread was so interesting as the third image I chose was of buildings and while drawing the cards tower came out in the spread. Intuitively I feel, the spread signifies an underlying fear of everything crumbling or falling down. Can also signify fear of failure or falling down from grace. It shows something happened in the past that left an impact on you. A group or social setting, didn't fall through. Social connections which were built on trust abruptly came to an end, or a situation happened which forced you to shift your entire perspective regarding someone, I am seeing this in a social setting/ friendship type of way. You were left with a sudden collapse and your expectations were not met. They did something to you. Now you are actively trying to move on and heal from the whole ordeal, but you still feel somewhere in your heart that justice wasn't granted to you. To protect yourself you have stepped into the energy of cold detached intellect instead of actively feeling your pain. You are avoiding and ignoring your emotions. You are asked to stop trying to balance everything and overfunction. You don't need to hold everything inside to prove your point or worth or avoid the fall (breaking down). What your heart needs to know right now for you to heal is, is to let the fall happen. Have that emotional breakdown, do crumble. Remember destruction is the start of something new. So you don't need to fear failure or something coming to an end. Old ways are being destroyed to create room for something new. What felt like a failure before is the dire need to get you out of this situation which doesn't have a serve you anymore. Let things collapse. New ways will emerge. Stop trying to force balance where there is no sync. Sometimes you need to accept certain things, people or situations are outside of our control and they will do whatever they want to do. Their perceptions and actions are not a reflection of you. Most importantly you are asked to feel and not just intellectualize your emotions like you always do. Remember having the awareness about the feeling and knowing what it is, is not the same as feeling it. Don’t suppress or ignore your emotions just so you can look strong. Real strength is in accepting and feeling
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