It's my last day in Bali for a little while... I can't believe it's December already. This time last year I was heading to Sweden to start my journey towards reclaiming my health after being poisoned by my breast implants. It was one of the darkest times in my adult life, feeling the cusp of death, the entrapment of my body as it refused to function, the self hatred for making a decision when I was younger that destroyed me so much, being a burden on my partner and losing my independence.... the healing journey has been a full year of work and investing in myself. Taking time to learn, expand, grow, and get help. It is amazing to feel healthy again but the trauma has left me paranoid that any moment it could be taken from me again and I will be bedridden again. The fear is the hardest to conquor and it will take more time. This time last year I was a freelance circus artist, now I am not. Now i have a new journey, a new business, a new aim. I've gone deeper, not just in myself but in my work. And next year will be a full deep dive as i commit to training more in sexuality, coaching, healing, liberating. I'm commiting to doing the work and coming into my power fully. I know I have a lot to offer and I can really help people and change lives if I can focus and aim and put my head down a bit. The journey to the depths and the blissful heights continues... You can follow that journey on @sensual.artistry if you want to also explore conscious sexuality and aspects of yourself that you might be hiding from... https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq6Y8CflQ_C/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=jqvd09m9z1zu
