Muses Of The Moon

I'll keep it brief.

My family owes $4,000 USD to the bank to pay property tax. In 20 days. If we cannot pay this, we will lose my childhood home. We cannot pay this. I am disabled and unemployed, my uncle is a deadbeat, my brother does not make enough to pay this, and my grandmother is barely on social security.

Please. Help me. None of us have anywhere to go. No one has planned for any of this and refuse to do so due to negligence. My Kofi is linked below. That's all I have. I'm a vtuber so... if you like what I do, you can watch my at twitch.tv/hexdollvt.

Depression isn't just about being sad all the time.

It's the anxiety that someone who says things are fine, and they really ARE fine, is lying to you.

It's thinking that someone is ignoring you because they hate you for no reason, when they're just really busy and don't have the time.

It's laying in bed for hours when you should go out and get food for yourself, or you need to shower, and not caring about your personal hygiene.

It's not finding enjoyment in the things you used to enjoy all the time, or not finding ANYTHING enjoyable anymore.

It's worrying that anything you will do, or did, had the worst possible outcome even though it's far from it.

I get that people might come across as incredibly negative, and in a world like this, it's hard to be positive when things are always going on that drag us down. But remember that depression can be INCREDIBLY HARSH on some, and it's not as easy as getting on one medication and talking to one person. Sometimes it takes multiple. Sometimes it takes YEARS. And sometimes people don't seem depressed, but really are behind the scenes and are just putting up a mask.