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❤︎ @thornsofvelvet | she/her | 21 ❤︎

☆ bucky barnes + sebastian stan ☆

❤︎ asks & dms open | ask for my discord ❤︎

as some of u may know i met one of my closest friends on here and he has since passed. i’ve been having extreme difficulty opening the app since it happened & i think it’s best that i don’t force myself to do something thats just breaking my heart again n again

wanted to come back n be active as buck, but i can’t do it anymore. met sooo many of my friends on here and for that i’m forever thankful. thank you to everyone that interacted with my buck on here, it truly meant the world to me <3

m still active over on twitter if any of u happen to see this nd still wanna stay in contact, my user is @/bckysbambi annddd the soldier is semi-active over there too @/desiredsoldier

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this is where I met you, and now you’re no longer here.

I’ll continue to carry you with me wherever I go, continue to see you in all your favourite things, continue to love you from afar, in hopes that you can still feel it. I really hope you can still feel it.

there aren’t enough words to describe what losing you feels like, but in saying that, I feel so privileged to have met you, to have known you, and to have loved you. In such little time (it’ll be a year in january since we met. only a year. It should’ve been a lifetime). you’ve become family to me. like the little brother I never had.

I often told you that you were one of my favourite people on this earth, and even though you aren’t on this earth anymore, you will always hold that place in my heart. I feel so lucky that I got to tell you just how much you meant to me. time and time again.