sunshine

you like to spend time with yourself

you don’t have a lot of close friends

you have frequent panic attacks

you cry at random times

you need to take naps

you feel sad often

you feel lonely

Unbelievable feeling. I saw you today. Waiting for the light change to turn so you could walk across the street. I saw you in your white shirt and red basketball shorts. I saw you their breathing, alive, there. Flashbacks fill my head yet again like a cinema. Friends who I rethink if they really are friends. That wound is still raw and when they said these things its was like a pierce on that would thats trying to heal. Blood oozes down and I’m here waiting to take the blade out and get stitches that will leave a scar that will forever will be remembered as a memory that won’t ever leave me. Colors soon turn black and white and my surrounding start getting blur. My stomach feel empty although I’m not craving.