AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH I’M GAY PANICKING AT THE DISCO
I don’t know what’s happening here! I’m just so freaking scared!! So I’m not really good at talking to women I like irl and as a defense mechanism I think or maybe it’s my autism my brain just DOESN’T pick up on social cues right away when it comes to “wait they’re flirting back!!” And I am just having two anxiety attacks at once about this one person I work with who I have a crush on and am quickly befriending. Like a. She’s initiated a lot of our hang out suggestions and recommending me music and even made a flirty comment at one point so I think she miiiiight be interested but also b. I am sooo SO freaking scared of being wrong and coming on too strong and being annoying. So I’m sort of caught between if I make a move I might ruin my new friendship and be annoying and show my vulnerable side but also if I don’t make a move I might cause a misunderstanding that I’m NOT interested in her and miss out. I hate it here!!! This is why I usually run away and hide under a blanket if an irl crush happens.
ALSO WE WORK TOGETHER AND I DON’T WANNA COMPLICATE THINGS AT A JOB I’VE ONLY HAD FOR A MONTH OR SO


















